When Im Highkey In Love W Bro But He Has The Most LETHAL Face Card Ever And Im Just Some Dude Teaching

I miss you pre-borderlands niragi😭

sorry ive been gone for so long lol

ove been gone a while and it will probably be an even longer while. it turns out liking people when u have axnious attachment is REALLY bad and now i spend most of my evenings practicing piano or etching his name into a red candle and praying over it like my life depends on it i also recently discovered good weed as after my terrible experience of snooping through the freezer for my dads homemade shit during an anxiety attack scarred me. that strawberry shem hit MAD dawg omg i was metling away lolololololol maybe ill write smthn abt it. everything always turns into smthn i write bc i refuse to get hurt for nothing. all damage is good in my hands bc sometimes the assault is good and sometimes the insane urge to high is good and sometimes the abuse is good and sometimes the irrestable eye gleam that boy gives me at our concert as if he didnt js blck me is good bc i can turn it into art. and speaking of art center marimba got butt dumped on me so now im losing even more freedom from pressure in my arts and i wont even have my big brother there to help me throhg it bc hes gradiating. and big sister cam is graduating and jammy is go bue bye aghhhhhhh its all so sad yk sometimes i like purposelu let myself get hurt or i pirposelu hurt myself emotionally so i can write better. my best work comes when im sad bc i can onlu write sad things well bc how the fuck am i suppsied to write abt sunshine and rainbows and loving relationships when my ever so shitty eyesight is blacking out so everything looks dark and the only rainbows i see are when im saying i hate fags as i write poetry abt my unreauited love for this boy abd theres no loving relationshios cb the last relationship i got FUCKED but its ok bc the dmaga eis good gys i am making art from ut u already saw the shit i did back in february i write ffrom experience so my work is accurate. terribke things arent visualized in my work they are experuenced and thrown onto the page like it will be my last. ad then ppl tell mei should get hep and i should go ti the pyschward like hahaha so funny even if i wanted to i couldnt bc my parents dgaf im literally js a kid. im co28 i should be worring abt like my grades (whch i do) and like playinf valorant or whatever teen boys do. but nof this is mu life but eah my bad for being gone gangalang see yall idk when i js wanted to update my life everythign is great

happy bday niragi ft. my math sketch

my shayla. :(

+ unfinished digital art <3

i have a question diva what sanrio character r u

i have no clue what sanrio character i am but my fav is most definitely mellotune <3

thank you for the question diva !

okay not to hate on other peoples opinions but HOW do some of you mfs believe that niragi would be a big bad wolf and like most alpha male ever in a relationship im sorry but ngl if niragi ever trusted someone enough to get in a committed relationship w them he would lowkey be the biggest crybaby bf of all time. trusting someone that much is basically js letting his guard down, ion get why some of yall assume that his actual self is the persona he put on starting at the beach cuz let's be for realsies that mf is DEFINITELY a sweetheart under allat even if he doesnt wanna show it

fanart for @sharpsuite and their fic :) app ; clip studio paint brush(es) ; textured pen literally spent like 40 min trying to get chishiya's face right omg

taking a break from a big fat stressful fic to write something shorter and almost comforting

teaser :3

say gex or whatever they call it

this isn’t alice in borderland but whatever in the clerb we all fam, i can make exceptions for the boyfents

sorry for inactivity

work progression has been slow and i honestly js haven’t been doing too well. i’ve had a lot of trauma resurface recently and its been distracting me from getting anything done. ill get back to posting as soon as i can

”hatters death wasn’t that bad” yeah is death wasn’t bad it’s the fact that aguni realized his gun wasn’t even loaded and sobbed his name while hugging his dead body. THAT was bad