Xxsadist0nexx - Not Bad, Just The Worst ;)

Weil es mich fühlen lässt

Me: *cuts myself at every minor inconvenience*

Me when the smallest cigarette ash burns me: BRO WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

all days are the same. i don’t feel alive anymore.

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BLOCK DONT REPORT PLEASE

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Sorry I haven’t been active in a while🖤

I wish it was that easy💔

Apparently it's not normal to have suicidal thoughts???? Like ever????? Apparently the average person doesn't think about killing themselves even once in their life????? What the fuck.

Stop guilt tripping the suicidal

People need to stop guilt tripping suicidal people. We feel enough guilt from our brain telling us what pieces of shit we are. Guilting us by saying we’re going to cause heart ache to those around us is unproductive. Instead of wanting me to stay alive due to your selfish reasons try and help me stay alive for myself. Just like cancer is part of the body attacking itself mental illness is the brain attacking the body and most of us who are suicidal or end up going through with it didn’t do so willingly. We lost a battle with our own brain. Please be kind and careful when talking to suicidal people like we try and be kind and careful to not hurt you with our feelings. We don’t want to hurt others. We are fighting within ourselves whether to release ourselves from such horrible pain or continue trotting on for the sake of others. We try our hardest. We’re not all successful. And while it’s heartbreaking when someone loses a battle to depression it isn’t their will or desire to hurt others. It’s this yearning to finally find inner peace, and it’s the body’s way of obtaining it.

Suing my parents.

I'm suing my parents for giving birth to me without my consent.

“I fall too fast, crash too hard, forgive too easily and care too much.”

— unknown (quote of the day 2)

Me

My mom: how can you still be tired?! You slept all day!

Me: *is not actually physically tired, just really tired of reality and living so I use sleep as an alternative to death*