Now We Got Problems

Can someone please just fucking kill me already

BPD is exposing yourself to triggering content knowing how it will make you feel, then wallowing when the feelings come and swallow you whole. Self-sabotage, my peeps. Self-sabotage.

Does anybody know the app name?

I'm over 3 months "clean" but, in Valen's name it's been difficult.

“I know we aren't who we use to be, but I'll never forget who we were.”

— RIP to whatever we were

I can’t let a boy have so much control over my emotions and mood

Fuck, i’m so pathetic

I love my scars, they are part of me and my story, they are proof that I survived although it was not easy. I still have demons within me, but I hope there will come a time when I will be happy and free from it all. I'm not ashamed of my scars, I don't hide them, neither should you all either because everyone has a story they've struggled with, but it's proof that we're still here after that all. It is not others business and fuck their looks or comments.

This

Once I secure a way of k!lling myself I'm doing it. I can't take it anymore. I'm never a priority for anyone. I'm always expected to take care of everyone else's problems in my family and they never even try to help with mine. I have one friend and I feel like even he doesn't truly care how I feel. I have no one. I'm alone, like I've always been. I have no one to help me and I'm drowning. Hopefully I can just sl!t my wrists and be done with everything. It's not like I have anyone who truly cares about me anyway. I won't be missed, let alone remembered and that's somehow a comforting thought.

this post hasn't left my mind since i've first saw it

And I don't want to be okay. I'm used to it.

Fucking hell I’m not okay

I never was