i know its been said b4 but growing up suicidal and then reaching an age you never planned to live to is extremely stressful and terrifying, and we deserve more credit for not killing ourselves and THEN having to make up for the time we spent not caring if we lived or died and not doing work to improve our lives.
i hate how much i’ve shared with people. i want to take everything back
He did exactly he said he will never do. He left too. He told me he is tired of me constantly crying and being 'filmy'. I asked him to leave he did and he blamed me for that he said that he is leaving because I told him to. What the fuck could I do? He was tried of me.
Sorry I haven’t been active in a while🖤
I wish it was that easy💔
That feeling in your stomach when you realize it’s really over. Your heart just sinks in all the memories, the late-night calls, and all the promises you guys made but you know what’s the worst part? Is that you don’t know if you can do it again.
My lil veins
why the fuck does it hurt so much in the shower
I don't know how my brain work tbh, it's like "oh today wasn't that bad, I actually feel happy. Let's cut my wrist and see how deep I can go 😁"