Suicidalbambi866 - Lyra

Even when I see my arms...

I want to do it over and over again...

and I want to do it deeper and deeper....

Always my life

I was always a fat girl. Not really ugly, but fat. society mades me fell ugly. 

Selfharm was my hold. My life.I loved it. I thought it mades me strong.

I hate my weakness. My family, my relatives, my friends... All these people call me till today that I am fat, ugly, worthless. That make me hate myself. My fucking self. 

Why are people so cruel. Makes them to be happy?

I want to follow every single one of you.

I am so tired. But I can't sleep and I've headeach... I hate it.