I was always a fat girl. Not really ugly, but fat. society mades me fell ugly.
Selfharm was my hold. My life.I loved it. I thought it mades me strong.
I hate my weakness. My family, my relatives, my friends... All these people call me till today that I am fat, ugly, worthless. That make me hate myself. My fucking self.
Why are people so cruel. Makes them to be happy?
Even when I see my arms...
I want to do it over and over again...
and I want to do it deeper and deeper....
today 900 kcal
I eat for ca. 800 kcal.
It's okay... better than more than 900 kcal
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Always my life
Song: Promise (Reprise) Composer: Akira Yamaoka
Sooo sad... sooo beautiful... I love this Song... SH is the best game series I know