đ â pairing: cha eunwoo (astro) x reader đ â genre: slow burn au, author!reader, character!eunwoo đ â rating: sfw đ â warnings: its got a lot of angst in the plot, but overall its fairly safe to read :) đ â a/n: this is the first part of the series!! please look forward to the rest, and feel free to leave feedback! itâs always appreciated :D
â posted; 11.26.19
You found him feeding some pigeons like he was part of your world, part of the living breathing world. He was a boy you wrote in a tenth-grade creative story, the boy in the yellow sweater. You fell in love with him, only to remember just how you ended it.
The ringtone for Seventeenâs âSmile Flowerâ filled your small studio apartment, the name of your editor and friend appearing on your screen, the offer of a video call vibrating your cell that was resting on your desk, two inches from your pinkie.
Grasping the phone, you slide the green icon right and taking the call. Your face appears in the small upper right corner, eye bags more prominent than a blood splatter over a blank white canvas. The face of Kim Myungjun took over the screen, a coffee cup in hand as he displayed it to you.Â
âIâve brought coffee! Open up the door, itâs cold outside!â He shouts into his phone, though you lower the volume of the call to lessen the noise. âItâs your favorite! Hot chocolate with whipped cream and marshmallows.â
âI thought you brought coffee,â you tease, moving from room to hallway to door, opening it for him and letting him bring his four grocery bags into your studio. Taking the cocoa, you took a sip, reveling in the sweet whip taste that left your taste buds craving a second drink.
âI thought you hated coffee. Absolutely despised coffee.â He mocks, unpacking the snacks and food and stuffing them into various cabinets and the fridge, discarding foods close to expiration. âPlus, you donât need any more caffeine. You need sleep, gremlin.â
âI could fire you for calling me names, MJ.â You tease again, taking a gulp of the drink to find it nearly empty. You didnât even realize that you had taken that many sips. âTwo calls and Iâve got a new editor, you know.â
âBut you wonât fire me, though. No one else would put up with your insane sleep schedule and weird tactics for inspiration.â He retorts, pulling you into a hug and squishing your face, pulling your cheeks out only to release them a moment later. âWho even goes to a park to watch pigeons and think of the worst ways to die? How is pigeon watching scary, at all?â
âDunno. Speaking of, later this week, I need to go there and get some inspiration for the new book.âÂ
âWhich scene?â
âThe sex one between JiHoon and LiUi.â You say, shaking your head. As much as you loved writing, that scene wasnât even yours to write. Publishers had flocked far and wide, and the one who would take your new book for the highest bid required a sex scene in it. So a sex scene you would have.
You had to pay the bills somehow.Â
âGeez, why didnât we just take the lower one. They would be fine with a childrenâs book, for Godâs sake.â He thumps his hand on the counter, knocking twice before downing the rest of his coffee and rinsing the cup out, tossing it into the garbage. âYou donât even like writing those type of scenes.â
âI plan on giving you a raise, Myungjun. You canât keep getting so little for all the work you do. Plus, I need to fund your coffee and amazon prime addiction.â You smile, giving him a soft hug.Â
âItâs not an addiction to amazon prime, itâs just a hobby I have.â
âTell that to the ninety sun pillows you have. Iâve seen so much yellow in your room and house that I canât go in there anymore without having white spots in my vision.âÂ
âYouâre so mean, you know. Without me, youâd still be the dork in high school with ninety friends and no bestest best gay friend in your life!â He put on a mocking high pitched voice, his eyes rolling around like a pinball machine. âIsnât that right?â
âI swear, you need to stop drinking, youâre delusional. Stop buying yellow pillows too, itâs depressing how cheerful your apartment is.â You begin pushing him out of the studio doors, wrapping a random small blanket over his shoulders and putting a cap from your closet on his head.Â
âYouâre such a mom, Y/N. Let me have fun with my too-fast heart rate.âÂ
âDonât die before you edit the final drafts, bozo. You need something to pay for your funeral and cremation.â He laughs, shutting the door behind him and leaving you to sit alone in your studio once more, the vibrant energy that makes you shoot up like a plant in the sun recessing to nothing as it follows him.
He was the best infection you could have. Every time he was near you, he always made you feel loved and appreciated. He made everyone feel that way; not even the wallflower was left out. MJ was probably the second best thing to ever happen to you.
You sat back in your office seat, pressing the keys on your keyboard randomly and watching as letters formed a long string of incomprehensible gibberish. You just wanted to go to sleep, rest for a few hours. But the deadline was due in four hours, and you were still halfway through the fourth to the final chapter of a book that had over 5k words in each section.
You donât remember when, but eventually, after finishing the drafts and resting your head on your folded arms, you fell asleep.Â
Dreaming was a luxury you wouldnât deny.
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In this dream, you were wearing a plaid dress with a black shirt underneath, and a pair of red shoes and black socks. Oddly, this was an outfit you had in your closet, and one you had been wanting to wear for a while.
You just never had a reason to wear such a date-like outfit.
Not like you couldnât wear it for yourself, you just didnât want to. Not without a good reason to show it to the world for the first time. Bah, you thought, bored with the trail of thoughts your dream had taken you to. You had bigger things to do.
Your dream self was sitting in the park you frequented, a notebook sitting in your lap with little doodles of flowers and suns with smiley faces grinning up at you, pencil in the action of sketching another lily to the banquet.Â
You glanced up from the sketch, hand ceasing when the figure of a man seemed to be staring at you. One of his hands lifted, waved, then dropped back to his side. You waved in return, confused by the lack of face the man had.Â
He was well dressed; a pair of beige slacks with white cuffs, a yellow sweater, and white sneakers. Though he was built like a grown man, his features had a boyish hint to them. His legs were muscular, and his shirt hung around him like he was skinnier than the fit of it.Â
He was holding a banquet of lilies, blue and pink flowers scattered around his feet like a florist decided he needed a flower shower. Squinting at his face, you couldnât see anything. It wasnât that he didnât have a face, it was like everything from the shoulders up was blurred.Â
You could your vision was messing you, but it wasnât. Everything else was clear and picture-perfect. It was like you werenât meant to see his face, at least not in real life. But thatâd be dumb, right? This wasnât some sort of fantasy fiction or love story or book, this was real life.Â
Right?
He moved closer towards you, holding out the banquet with a friendly energy. If he was aggressive, he might have shoved it at you. Who knows? All you knew right here, and right now, was that he was giving all the indicators of friendly body language. Loose composure, upright standing, his free arm loosely hanging at his side and swinging as he walked.
Just as he was a couple feet from you, he seemed to vanish. There was no puff of smoke, no acrid smell in the air, nothing. It was like someone had turned on Sims cheat mode and deleted him. Not even a peep from him.
Then you disappeared.
âGood morning, sleepyhead.â You heard your editor shout, the curtains being ripped open and flashing bright streaks of golden light that was too harsh forâŠ.. noon.Â
Nevermind.
âToday is my day to escort you to the park and leave you there,â MJ told you, patting your back as you groaned, covering your eyes from the terrible daytime glare. âIâm a great parent, god, I should have kids.â
âDonât have kids.â You murmur, rubbing your eyes and getting up from the swivel seat of dreams. He sat outside your room door as you got dressed, talking about everything you missed and what the publisher was going to pay for the final drafts and what the ideas for cover art would be.
âSo, howâd you sleep?â He asks as you step out, a note of surprise passing his lips before he concealed it with a smile. âYou look good. Whereâd the dress come from?â
âBought it a while ago.â You smoothed the plaid dress down, a peek of black socks appearing before being mostly concealed by the red shoes. âI figured Iâd look nice today since I wonât have another opportunity for a while.â
âWhy not?â He asks, bumping you out the door and giving you a piece of toast with butter smeared on it.Â
âJust didnât have an opportunity.â You respond, falling into the car and stretching out your legs. Everything seemed to line up with the dream. The notebook and pencil was in the backseat,Â
You wondered if youâd see the dream boy.Â
No, you wouldnât. You couldnât.Â
None of your dreams were real. It was a dream. Nothing more, nothing less. That was how dreams worked. It was just left over thoughts that made themselves tangible for you to mull over while you slept.
MJ dropped you off at the park, leaving you to yourself once more. You sat at a random bench, watching the birds flock around you with the prospect of food. One coos at you, then they all begin to harass other park-goers for scraps.
Turning back to the sketch, you found that nothing had been drawn in a sheet formerly covered in lead markings. Flipping the pages around, you found the entire notebook was empty. You could have sworn there were drawings in there, plot ideas, character drawings; but there wasnât. It was like they disappeared.
You pulled out your cell, dialing MJ. He picked up on the fourth ring, breathless. âPlease donât tell me I called during that time of the day.â
âWorkout time? No, I just ran to answer the phone. Been busy all day.â He let out a big wheeze, then a thump came from his side. âIt feels nice to sit. Oof, so, whatâs up?â
âDid you swap out the notebook? Itâs empty.âÂ
âNo, I didnât. Are you sure itâs flipped right? Or you havenât been using invisible ink?â
âWhy would I use invisibleââ You stopped speaking, startled by the sudden figure standing about 20 feet from you. The same one from the dream.
He was dressed exactly the same; business beige slacks with white cuffs, yellow sweater, white sneakers, even the same haircut. He was crouching, surrounded by pigeons pecking at him. He seemed content with it, feeding them the flowers from the blue and pink bouquet, the lily one put in the back of his waistband.Â
âI need to go, MJ, Iâll see you soon.â You told the phone, getting up from the bench and heading over to the pigeon-crowded man. He didnât pay attention to your presence, instead, dropping another bud of blue petals for a pigeon to poke and prob at.Â
âExcuse me,â you spoke quietly, gently tapping his shoulder. He turned, his face reflecting the dark light of the golden rays and displaying the golden tones that were hidden underneath the paler toned facial features.Â
He was remarkably, freakishly gorgeous. Like, god-status beautiful. Something you would have written in a younger book series about some handsome detective or model who was an uncover cop or something.
âYes?â He asked, standing up. He was nearly six inches taller than you, his head tilted downwards to look in your eyes. âSomething wrong?â
âWhatâs your name?â
âCha Eunwoo.âÂ
âYouâre kidding.â You blurt, eyes widening. This was too freaking real to be a coincidence. âPlease say this is a joke.â
âNo, itâs not. Born and raised Lee Dongmin, changed my name to Cha Eunwoo at 18, why?â
âYou arenât real.â You told him, amazed. âYouâre my book character.â
âBook character?âÂ
You pulled up the book cover, putting it next to his face. Amazingly, it matched perfectly. As if he had jumped right out the pages.Â
Right out of the pages.Â
If it really was him, youâd have to do everything in your might to change it. Or else, heâd die, and so too would the world.Â
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pairingâ kim taehyung x reader genreâ rebound au, tattooed and pierced!taehyung, smut, fluff, comedy, a little bit of angst warningsâ period sex (đ„ș give it a chance, itâs sweet), oral (male receiving), fingering, protected sex, size kink (taehyung is huge) word countâ 18k aboutâ
On a night out with your girlfriends to let loose and forget about your ex, you meet a man that you are instantly attracted to, like magnets on the dancefloor.
But he reminds you way too much of the one that broke you heart⊠Can Kim Taehyung prove to you that he is not like your ex at all?
Itâs been five months, two weeks, three days, eight hours, forty-three minutes, and ten seconds since your douchebag ex, Kim Jaejin, had broken up with you. Not like you are counting or anythingâŠ
In fact, you are doing so much better without him.
Honestly, Itâs just funny to you that he had the audacity to break up with you first.
YOU!
The woman that everyone had told him was way too good for him!
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[16:12] NSFW CONTENT!!
the door is forced open as jaehyunâs lips meet yours, his fingers nimbly undoing the button on your jeans with a swift flick of his thumb, your own hands throwing your meagre belongings - wallet, phone, keys - in the vague direction of his bed so you can twist your hands into his shirt, holding him close. you smile into his mouth when you feel him slowly tug the zipper down, âjaehyun. faster, come on.â
he detaches his lips from yours, pulling back to look at you, an eyebrow raised and a smirk playing on his lips, âdamn, havenât even done anything yet and youâre already starting on the dirty talk.â
you roll your eyes and pull him back against you by his jacket, tugging him harshly and then proceeding to push the sides of his jacket from his shoulders, allowing him to do the rest of the work in discarding the material. quickly, youâre both panting, and the sound of you breathlessly kissing him is enough to cause the tent in his pants to grow a little bigger.
âhow was your day?â he mumbles into your mouth, his tongue brushing over yours. it wasnât unsual for him to ask you about your day, considering most of the time you saw him you ended up at least making out, but something about his interest makes you smile a little. he walks you backwards, his hands on your waist, letting you fall back onto his bed when your knees hit the edge of it. you laugh at your own clumsiness, and the sound of your joy makes jaehyun smile too, his eyes sparkling. there was something satisfying about seeing you on his bed. sure, youâd hooked up before; in bathrooms, strangers houses, once at the university library - but never in a bedroom. never in his bedroom. god, he was not supposed to be enjoying this as much as he was.
this was evidently not the first time you two had hooked up, nor was it the second. or the third, for that matter. but every time with Jaehyun was electric; shocking, new, exciting, sending waves through your entire body. though maybe it was less so the sex as it was just Jaehyun; you couldnât be entirely sure, as recently the two things had begun to come hand in hand.
âfine,â you smile against his lips, your jeans now lay discarded on the floor, alongside jaehyunâs shirt. jaehyun continues kissing you, climbing on top of you and nibbling slightly on your bottom lip, letting out a breathy groan when he feels your hands sliding from his shoulders down his torso to his stomach and eventually to his belt. âslept in and then studied for a bit.â
he pauses his movements against your lips, hovering above you, to look down at your hands tracing lightly across the metal of his belt, and when you lean up to kiss his neck, his eyes close briefly at the feeling of your lips against his skin, rendering him completely oblivious to the way you slide his belt from his pants. âsounds - mm, sounds like a productive day.â
your hands hover over the zipper on his jeans, but heâs quick to act; his hand now gliding over the soft skin of your stomach under your shirt, causing the hem of your top to lift up as he begins to suck small bruises against your neck. it was something he always did when you hooked up; leaving little red and purple marks across your neck, showing anyone who cared that you had someone, that you didnât need anyone else to take you home, that you had a boyfriend. but jaehyun wasnât your boyfriend. and there was a very good reason for that. âhow was yours?â
the ache between your legs continues to grow for him, the familiar feeling of wetness making itself apparent as his hands move ever so slowly down from your stomach. in retaliation, you decide to tease him as well, letting your hands dance across his body, rolling your palm down his stomach at the same pace his hand moves across your own flushed skin. he groans into your neck when you finally unbutton his jeans, your hand accidentally applying pressure as you tug his jeans down. he stands up at the end of his bed to remove them, âabout to get a lot better, not gonna lie.â he laughs slightly, and your eyes drift down slightly to his stomach, his abdominal muscles clenching as he chuckles. it seriously wasnât fair how attractive he was. even if this was supposed to be casual, you canât help but grin up at him, and heâs about to situate himself above you again when your phone begins ringing.
startled, and suddenly remembering the promise you made to tutor your best friend at your favourite cafe this afternoon, you sit up, frantically reaching for your phone to answer. jaehyunâs eyes widen at your sudden movement, before he looks on in concern as you reach across his bed to find where you had previously thrown your phone. when you finally manage to grab it and swipe to answer, you hold you hand over the microphone briefly, panic on your face as you mouth, âitâs your brother.â
jaehyun raises his eyebrows, nodding at you in understanding as you hold the phone up to your ear and put your hand on your forehead, annoyed that you had forgotten your promise, "jaemin? hey!â
ây/n, where are you? I got caught up at my tutorial and I have to run home and grab my books. I might be there a little late today.â you heave a sigh of relief at his words, and even though Jaehyun canât hear what his brother is saying on the phone, he can tell from your reaction that youâre no longer stressed about having to leave.
âthatâs okay, jaems,â you smile, and jaehyun returns it, his hands coming to your thighs as he drops to kneel in front of you. his once innocent smile now begins to morph into that of a devilish one, as he rests his cheek against the inside of your knee, his lips brushing against your thigh softly. âdo you want to meet in about half an hour?â
â30 minutes?â jaehyun mouths at you, one eyebrow raised in question. you roll your eyes and lightly push his head away from you.
âokay, that works for me.â
when jaemin begins telling you about his tutorial disaster, and why he was running late, you donât notice jaehyun leaning in, his lips kissing the waistline of your underwear, only the thin material separating him from where you needed him most. he smirks at your intake of breath, at the way you clench your eyes shut while humming in agreement to something jaemin said on the other end of the line. you try to close your legs slightly, but his hands easily pull them apart again.
âhonestly, if jeno hadnât asked so many questions, we probably could have left three hours ago,â jaemin laughs, but you find it hard to concentrate when jaehyunâs hand presses against your stomach, and he smiles slightly at the way you so easily fall onto your back on the plush bed at his touch. you feel his fingers on the sides of your legs, sliding up to hook themselves into the waistband of your underwear, giving you plenty of time to push him away. but the hand thatâs not holding the phone to your ear finds itself sliding into his hair, tugging lightly at the roots.
and thatâs enough for jaehyun to pull them down, leaning over you to kiss the skin that had previously been covered. your eyes close in anticipation, âwow, thatâs so annoying.â at the end of your sentence, jaehyun dips his tongue between your lower lips, the tip of his tongue lightly brushing your clit, and you have to stop yourself from moaning the last word of your sentence. your eyes snap open as you sit up slightly to see him, and his eyes are already on you, his mouth hovering slightly above you, breath fanning warm air over your wet centre.
âI know right!â jaemin continues his story, somehow managing not to notice the occasional hums that were a little too deep for your normal voice. jaehyuns hands move to spread your legs, your clit now on full display as he stifles a groan, flattening his tongue and dragging it slowly from your hole to your clit, before flicking his tongue over the bundle of nerves at a pace that was both too much and not enough.
you can feel your breath pick up in pace as your hand slides back into his hair, your back arching off the bed as he begins to lightly suck on your clit, groaning when you pull his hair a little too hard but simultaneously sending waves of pleasure through your body, your mouth falling opening in a soft whine, that you are barely able to cover with a cough.
ây/n?â jaemin stops his story. âare you sure youâre feeling okay? you sound like youâre in pain. we can postpone our session if you want.â
you laugh at his words, but jaehyun must not like this reaction, because his tongue, which had previously been circling your entrance, decided to slip into your clenching hole. you feel yourself rise from his bed, holding his head against you, âholy shit.â you can see the way jaehyun smirks against your heat, before burying his head a little deeper, his nose brushing against your swollen clit. âsorry, my stomach just really hurt for a m- ah!â you speak through gritted teeth as you fall back onto the bed, âcan we postpone? I think I ate some bad seafood last night.â
you can practically see your best friend wincing as he walks, âoh my god, TMI. well, maybe tomorrow then? iâm almost home so I should go. ill text you later, y/n!â
you try not to shout a goodbye to jaemin before you hang up, dropping your phone to the side and threading your other hand through jaehyunâs hair, letting out a long, drawn out moan, âfuck, oh my go- fuck, jaehyun.â you paw at his head and he pulls back, and you almost moan at the sight of his face covered in your juices.
âdidnât think youâd be into that kind of phone sex,â he laughs, and you barely notice his hand coming to rest between your legs, his index finger circling your now dripping hole. âbut holy shit, your moans.â
âshut up,â you groan, attempting to hide your face in his covers. he smiles and you feel his lips wrapping around your sensitive bud again and this time you donât have to keep yourself quiet, so when his finger unexpectedly enters you, stretching you out deliciously, you donât hesitate to moan out his name again.
he sucks at your clit like a man starved, curling his finger after a few pumps to brush the spot that has your back arching off the bed all over again, and you barely hear the chiming of your phone when you begin to feel the familiar tightening in your lower stomach.
âjaehyun,â you throw your head back, struggling to keep your eyes open as you feel it build. âIâm gonna cum, Iâm gonna- fuck, jaehyun!â
with one sharp flick of his tongue, youâre thrown over the edge, your vision going white as you chant out a string of words that mostly include profanities and his name. he uses his finger to ride out your high, his lips pressing soothing kisses against the inside of your thigh as you come down.
you lay panting on his bed, breathless from your orgasm, before sitting up, âI cant believe you just ate me out while I was on the phone with your brother.â
he shrugs and you can see him shift uncomfortably, his hard-on straining against his jeans, when your phone chimes again. you reach to turn it on silent, and your mouth hangs open when you see the two texts there:
[16:24] jaems: sooo jaehyun had a girl over
[16:28] jaems: had to escape,, want me to bring you some soup or something?
your hand rests over your mouth as you look at jaehyun, âjaemin was here.â
jaehyun cant help but laugh as he sits up, looking down at your phone, âwhat? did he leave?â
âI think so,â you type back to him furiously, assuring him youâre eating fine and were just planning on sleeping for a bit.
âWell,â jaehyun looks at you under his lashes, his hand coming to rest on your thigh, his lips ghosting over your neck. âI can think of something we can do.â you look at him, then down at his pants, and smile, leaning in to press your lips against his again.
Jeno:Â Have you ever seen something that changed your life?
Jaemin:Â I saw you
Jeno:Â Honestly, thatâs really great, but it makes this kinda awkward because I was going to show you a photo of Mark dressed as a turkey