Sue Zhao

god the loneliness of young adulthood is so real

I know this is super mundane but I can’t wait to hold my girlfriends hand. I haven’t held anyone’s hand since I was a kid unless I was super stressed but like just existing and holding hands. Walking down the street hand in hand, sitting in a cafe with our hands entwined on top of the table, holding hands over the center console in the car. Just holding hands and existing together is so fantastic to me

Nothing hits harder than the absolute yearning to be a part of a queer friend group. To have a bunch of people who you can truly be yourself with. To have what they had in Heartstopper and I Kissed Shara Wheeler.

April and May were painful, lonely months for me because I couldn’t talk to you. I never knew that spring could be so painful and lonely. Better to have three Februaries than a spring like this.

- Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

ACTUALLY it’s

I’LL BE CLEANING UP BOTTLES WITH YOU ON NEW YEARS DAY, February, March, DO YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW WHERE I WAS APRIL 29th, May, THE BEST AND WORST DAY OF JUNE, THAT JULY 9th THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART, SALT AIR AND THE RUST ON YOUR DOOR, SEPTEMBER SAW A MONTH OF TEARS, October, NOVEMBER FLUSH AND YOUR FLANNEL CURE, and BACK TO DECEMBER all the time thank you

all too well (ten minute version). taylor swift.

jane su is the little spoon

that’s the post, have a good day

—H.G. Wells, The Time Machine

I don't know what to do

i don't consume gay media the gay media consumes me