I Hate When I’m Specifically Looking For Fluff And The Only Thing That Pops Up Is Smut

i think one of the most heartbreaking moment of being a shifter who shifts to escape their original reality’s hurt is whispering “i wanna go home” while sitting on the floor of their bedroom, crying. i say this because yeah, you’re technically already home but it’s not a home you wish to be in any longer which is what makes shifting so much harder, right? i remember seeing people talk about how shifting to escape can create an “unhealthy” relationship with shifting and can make it more difficult. now, i dont know if thats necessarily true or whatever but what am i supposed to do? i dont want to be in this shitty reality anymore. i dont even really care what dr i end up in. JUST LET ME SHIFT. take me to a dr ive thought about once and i’ll be happy just let it be anywhere far from here.

fuck methods, fuck visualisation, fuck subliminals, fuck scripting, fuck guided meditations, fuck affirming, fuck everything else, all is needed is YOU.

how I be listening to music knowing good and well I'm stealing ts for my discography

HELLLLPPPPPPP😭😭😭

I have been searching and lurking...right? I can't find ANYONE who wants to shift to American Horror Story...specifically freakshow😭. Like am I mentally ill for wanting to shift there....maybe but I LOVE JIMMY I CANT PLEASE ANYONE SOMEONE WHOS SHIFTING THERE LETS BE MOOTS I BEG

My Umbrella Academy Reality

I HATE JIARA🫢 there i said it.

(hey I should probably tell you that the ‘dream situation’ tag is about the youtuber dream- good luck with what you’re doing though)

OMFG thank you so much for pointing that out 😭, I didn't realize I had added that tag and never would've if you didn't say anything 😭😭

Me constantly reminding myself that I have already been to my realities and that I know how to get there.

how life feels when you leave shifttok

I wanna kiss him so much till his whole face turns red (which won't be hard knowing him) ughhhhhhhhhhhh