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how life feels when you leave shifttok

My Umbrella Academy Reality

(hey I should probably tell you that the ‘dream situation’ tag is about the youtuber dream- good luck with what you’re doing though)

OMFG thank you so much for pointing that out 😭, I didn't realize I had added that tag and never would've if you didn't say anything 😭😭

My Opinion on Shifttok

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Something that stuck out to me and made me feel weird about Shifttok and Shifting, besides the misinformation and absolute insane takes (like how shifting is "genetic"). It's like anytime I see someone show their scripts (This is absolutely NO hate to them and I'm not trying to be rude) it's like so perfect it's scary...yk? And I would catch myself doing the same thing and I would wonder if it mattered anyway, like if I make everything about my appearance super clean and everything that happens to me is super clean will that even like stay that way when I shift? This has been bothering me for a while now. (I have fallen victim of misinformation about shifting from shifttok for years now, and was told to stop taking advice from over there and stick to shiftblr lol)

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I hate when I’m specifically looking for fluff and the only thing that pops up is smut

I HATE JIARA🫢 there i said it.

i think one of the most heartbreaking moment of being a shifter who shifts to escape their original reality’s hurt is whispering “i wanna go home” while sitting on the floor of their bedroom, crying. i say this because yeah, you’re technically already home but it’s not a home you wish to be in any longer which is what makes shifting so much harder, right? i remember seeing people talk about how shifting to escape can create an “unhealthy” relationship with shifting and can make it more difficult. now, i dont know if thats necessarily true or whatever but what am i supposed to do? i dont want to be in this shitty reality anymore. i dont even really care what dr i end up in. JUST LET ME SHIFT. take me to a dr ive thought about once and i’ll be happy just let it be anywhere far from here.

I'm an older daughter who's also a reality shifter ofc I can't focus on my scripting cause every second someone needs something done😭

I hate how uncreative I am when it comes to my scripts, because I literally get them all from Tiktok and I DREAAAAADDDDD making one myself because it'll never beat my other ones like wtfff?!

(not to mention i use notion)

fuck methods, fuck visualisation, fuck subliminals, fuck scripting, fuck guided meditations, fuck affirming, fuck everything else, all is needed is YOU.