I HATE JIARA🫢 There I Said It.

I can't wait to post about all my alternate realities dude I got SOOOOO many, and most of them I'm just there for vibes lol (like my Euphoria reality)

*Edited* YALL I SWEAR I DIDNT NOTICE THE 'DREAM SITUATION' TAG 😭😭😭 if the person didn't say anything I wouldnt have even second glanced it, but yea I DO NOT Like DREAM and never will💀

(hey I should probably tell you that the ‘dream situation’ tag is about the youtuber dream- good luck with what you’re doing though)

OMFG thank you so much for pointing that out 😭, I didn't realize I had added that tag and never would've if you didn't say anything 😭😭

I wanna kiss him so much till his whole face turns red (which won't be hard knowing him) ughhhhhhhhhhhh

I hate how uncreative I am when it comes to my scripts, because I literally get them all from Tiktok and I DREAAAAADDDDD making one myself because it'll never beat my other ones like wtfff?!

(not to mention i use notion)

I hate when I’m specifically looking for fluff and the only thing that pops up is smut

how I be listening to music knowing good and well I'm stealing ts for my discography

fuck methods, fuck visualisation, fuck subliminals, fuck scripting, fuck guided meditations, fuck affirming, fuck everything else, all is needed is YOU.

i think one of the most heartbreaking moment of being a shifter who shifts to escape their original reality’s hurt is whispering “i wanna go home” while sitting on the floor of their bedroom, crying. i say this because yeah, you’re technically already home but it’s not a home you wish to be in any longer which is what makes shifting so much harder, right? i remember seeing people talk about how shifting to escape can create an “unhealthy” relationship with shifting and can make it more difficult. now, i dont know if thats necessarily true or whatever but what am i supposed to do? i dont want to be in this shitty reality anymore. i dont even really care what dr i end up in. JUST LET ME SHIFT. take me to a dr ive thought about once and i’ll be happy just let it be anywhere far from here.

I'm an older daughter who's also a reality shifter ofc I can't focus on my scripting cause every second someone needs something done😭

how life feels when you leave shifttok