No Don’t Be Sorry! Thank You🥹Definitely Needed This💚 And That Last Bit, My Heart😭

Hello, this is to my followers, those who visit my page and/or have requested.

I want to start off with an apology before I go into details. I’m sorry to those who have waited for their requests (a letter, imagine, etc.). I know it’s been going on for at least the past two years now. Where I have been on and off on here and I don’t think that’s fair to anyone.

When I started this account, I was in a pretty good place mentally and physically. Despite the pandemic I was keeping myself busy and was ready to start writing and finally was confident enough to share my work.

But then life kinda threw me a curve ball and some things happened not long after. (Perfect timing right) I’ve been constantly pushing down emotions and feelings that rose up from these situations. And every time I thought it was getting better something else happened.

This is the reason for my inconsistency. I would just steer clear from any social media for awhile. The stress of everything and the guilt (from falling behind on my writing) made me just want to isolate myself for a time. But isolating myself, my feelings, and trying to ignore everything obviously didn’t help.

Lately I haven’t been feeling great physically. I usually don’t when I’m stressed and it affects me in different ways. And I finally broke down yesterday and today. And I decided I cannot keep dealing with it in this way. I wanna work on it. I don’t want these bad habits to stay and I miss feeling like myself. I miss being me. I don’t know if that makes sense.

I let a lot of it build up to the point where I would explode at random times. How I Stay Sane: My Mental Hygiene Routine (A video on YouTube made by Elizabeth Filips) puts it perfectly into words how it feels.

I’m not going to stop this account. I have written things that I want to post. I’m just reworking on my confidence. I’ve decided not to write new requests for awhile. I’m going to work on the ones that I have, before this post. People may still request but please understand that it will take me awhile to finish the ones I already have. And when they are finished and I’m ready to “open up shop” again to more, than I will begin those as well.

I also want to say thank you to the lovely people that have been so kind on here. Everyone that requests has just been so nice and I appreciate your patience. I really really do. And just anyone who has left kind messages and has followed my account. You are amazing.

Once again I apologize to those who have waited so long. I should have addressed this long ago.

Thank you, and I hope you all have a wonderful day/evening.

I’ll see you soon ya crazies💚

Any Requests? Take your pick!

Here are the fandoms I’ll write for! If their is a character I don’t know, those will take a bit longer because of research. I also do (virtual) letters as well for these!

Letters: They are sent virtually. Dm me to request.

Lab Rats

Harry Potter

The Mauraders

Jason Todd/Batboys

The Mandalorian

Star Wars

DC

Marvel (includes shows)

Stranger Things

While You Were Sleeping (random ik)

Inkheart

Miss Peregrines Home for Peculiar Children

Peter Pan

The Maze Runner series

The Mortality Doctrine Series

Jurassic World/Park

The 5th Wave series

The Hobbit

The Lord of the Rings

JATP

Speed Racer

OUAT (from seasons 1-4,5? I have a lot to catch up on)

Percy Jackson (Haven’t read the books yet, seen the movies so far)

Princess Bride

Sherlock Holmes

The Mummy

Pirates of the Caribbean

Alice in Wonderland

X-Men

Narnia

Doctor Who

The Goonies

Me Before You

You can request outside of these I don’t care how old or new just know it’ll take more time for research and things like that. I want to understand the character I’m writing for you! Again this includes the letters if you request it. Love you ya crazies!💚

Here’s a lil space dad and baby yoda for you☺️(my heart😭)

Listen, peanut butter is a way of life

Agreed😌 I eat it by the spoonful. Everyone always judges me for it.

Literally my dad walks in on me in the pantry and it’s late and the pantry light is broken so it’s dark, and I’m getting a spoonful of peanut butter, and he just shakes his head at me in disappointment. They don’t understand 😭😂

Do you ever get like anxiety that is so bad that you don’t message anybody and distance yourself (overthinking and all that jazzz) but then you feel guilty so you try to hype yourself up to message that friend and then you don’t and realize that youve been fighting with yourself for 5 MONTHS LIKE WTH WHERE DID THE TIMEGO!!!!! Anyways yeah so anxiety’s a pain in the ass

Hello! I’m thinking about writing for Miss Peregrines Home for Peculiar Children! So if you have any requests on that just dm or comment! Definitely going to make an Enoch O’Connor x reader!

Thank you so much for those who requested for the letters! Just DM if you want one!💚 Bye ya crazies🖤

Yesss they’re missing out

Listen, peanut butter is a way of life

Agreed😌 I eat it by the spoonful. Everyone always judges me for it.

Literally my dad walks in on me in the pantry and it’s late and the pantry light is broken so it’s dark, and I’m getting a spoonful of peanut butter, and he just shakes his head at me in disappointment. They don’t understand 😭😂

When I get a nice AO3 comment or Tumblr reblog I have to force myself not to say "I LOVE YOU PLEASE MARRY ME CAN WE BE BEST FRIENDS FOREVER I'M OBSESSED WITH YOU" and instead say "thanks"

😂also Ohh those are very pretty🖤

This is random but how does someone just choose their favorite flower? I literally wish I had one but there is so many and don’t know why but it’s bothers me I don’t have a favorite😂I used to like poppy’s but now I’m not sure. Do you have a favorite flower?

i know nothing about flowers 😭 i like black dahlias tho

💌 Send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌