Prollymaia - Maia

nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

Why am I still awake?

“don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years

Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, and I want to die.

But I don't talk about it.

I want to be taken care of :((

— Albert Camus, The Possessed

when i let my mind unravel, when i step deeper into the abyss, in times of such terrors, I stand gutsy knowing you would be there to assist me.

nocturne, excerpt from my journal