Prollymaia - Maia

I'm not sensitive, I'm traumatized

I feel like a broken plate. My shards are too sharp and i have shattered into a million pieces. The pieces are too small and can never be glued back together again.

— Albert Camus, The Possessed

“you’re so distant” you literally made me feel like i wasn’t important

when i let my mind unravel, when i step deeper into the abyss, in times of such terrors, I stand gutsy knowing you would be there to assist me.

nocturne, excerpt from my journal

Why did you do this to me?

everywhere i look i can see myself

she’s everywhere