Prollymaia - Maia

‘can’t wash it off’

fuckin hate getting triggered over stupid shit, causing to enter my ep even though it’s been there spreading—pulling me away from everything

1hr ago me was wrong btw

I used to be so over-achieving when I was younger, but now I just feel like I cant do anywhere near as much. Its like after moving away from the trauma, even though I'm in a safer place now, I'm absolutely exhausted. While I was going through the abuse, I was able to achieve so much, and get everything done that I needed to and more. But now it seems like I've been weakened. I was capable of doing more, so how come I can't do it now?

Anyone else feeling this way?

I'm not sensitive, I'm traumatized

I wanna burn down every single bridge I built cause I’m tired of being the only person that makes sure it doesn’t fall apart