Prollymaia - Maia

self destructing is the only thing that’s consistently stayed with me and i find a great deal of comfort in it

it’s a wild ride having “please don’t leave me” and “it’s your loss if you do” daddy issues with “please don’t yell at me ill cry” and “fuck around find out” mommy issues

natasha trethewey

everywhere i look i can see myself

she’s everywhere

[ID text — you knew what you were doing and you knew it would hurt me, but somehow that didn’t stop you]

fuckin hate getting triggered over stupid shit, causing to enter my ep even though it’s been there spreading—pulling me away from everything

Fuck suicide letters. I’ll leave you a suicide playlist.