Tis is funnies!!!!!!!🤣😂
Is it sad that I constantly seek out love but when it stares me straight in the face, the doubts and deeply buried insecurities tell me that I am a burden that shouldn't hinder others with my existence. Am I the only one that feels this way? I go to others to seek out praise and validation only to be told I'm so ****ing sexy and that I should send nudes. That I should become what they want me to. Do things I am not comfortable with. Is this all my value has succumbed to? My friends, family, and everyone I talk to tells me no but I find myself lacking the confidence to believe myself when my own mind is against me too. Sometimes I don't know who I am anymore. I dont like the person my thoughts make me or the way others words make me feel? Is it wrong to need validation from others? Is it wrong to just want some help, and coddling, and reassurance? I dont know why I am even looking for a daddy anymore? Why should I when if he wants to meet and get to know me he would be faced with all my problems? I wouldn't wish that on him or anyone. Maybe I am better off alone. I dont know if this is goodbye, or a very long see you later. I dont know if I'll post or if I'll ever come on here again. I really dont know.
You’re doing great little one
"it'll be okay" and "you can do it" are phrases that sometimes fall flat. here's some things you may need to hear:
you're good enough
sometimes it's okay to not try so hard
it's okay to not always be strong
you don't have to be anything for anybody
don't be so hard on yourself
you're worth it
it doesn't make you weak to ask for help
let yourself cry
You are NOT Alone! If you need someone to talk to I am here💜💕
Breathe. You're going to be okay. Breathe and remember that you've been in this place before. You've been this uncomfortable and anxious and scared, and you've survived. Breathe and know that you can survive this too . These feelings can't break you. They're painful and debilitating, but you can sit with them and eventually, they will pass. Maybe not immediately, but sometime soon, they are going to fade and when they do, you'll look back at this moment and laugh for having doubted your resilience. I know it feels unbearable right now, but keep breathing, again and again. This will pass. I promise it will pass.
The tighter the hug the better it feels.
I'm currently looking for some little friends to talk to and maybe hangout. 💜💕 She/Hers/Her, 22 y.o./U.S/ pansexual. If you have a question my DMs are always open.
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