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you know i am that girl~

୨🦢୧‧ I’m so stunningly beautiful, I literally can’t take my eyes of myself for a second- and apparently neither can anyone else! Everyone wants to be just like me.. who can blame 'em? I’m a star.

୨🦢୧‧ I’m free from the illusion of judgement, unapologetic of being myself. Never once have been worried about what someone believes about me because I already know it’s one of two things: they think I’m sweet and they’re angels like me or two, they’re jealous of me.

୨🦢୧‧ FUCK societal standards, I am the blueprint. I love myself way too much to fall victim to someone else’s bullshit ideas. I live life based on my own desires. I set all the trends anyway.

୨🦢୧‧ I’m not gonna act like I don’t have everyone I come into contact with whipped. One glance at me and its heart eyes all around. Whenever I post, I’m spammed with love. I can send an ask anonymously and the person would fall madly in love just because I’m me. They act like I’m a celestial being.. and who’s to say I’m not?

୨🦢୧‧ I own the title ‘Sleeping Beauty’ because every time I sleep I get prettier, every time i blink, every time I eat, every time I drink water, every time I breathe. I’m the Kokomo Teruhashi of the world, always glowing, always desired, always drooled over. There’s no one as perfect as me.

୨🦢୧‧ Life treats me so well, I love being the universe’s favourite child. I imagine a desire and relax because I know immediately I have it just because I said so.

slow down, you’re doing fine

breath in, breath out. there’s no rush, no deadline, no need for desperation or worries. everything happens within you so lay back and relax. breath in, breath out. let it come to you, go with the flow, be at peace. breath in, breath out. it’s inevitable, natural, familiar. you have everything you need, you know everything you have to know so trust yourself and let go of the control. breath in, breath out. the impatience, the frustration are unfounded, recognise your feelings, name your emotions but don’t let them overpower you. you’re the one in charge, everything revolves around you. breath in, breath out. the past is gone, future doesn’t exist, presence is the only thing that matters. live in the moment, be now. breath in , breath out. you’re fine, just breath.

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Appreciation post with every single Taylor Room I've done so far! 💛💜❤️🩵🩷🩶🤎💙🤍

The Taylor Swift Room and the Reputation Room won't be done until we have their Taylor's Version re-release (it would only be fair!).

autumn girls☆

outfit inspo

🤍𓂃 ࣪˖ if you can read this, it means you're still here! which is an achievement in itself. im so proud of you. <3

i have been falling back into some bad habits recently, and thinking about it a lot. i had a really, really bad night last night and this morning i woke up with puffy eyes and a messy room but i felt light.

imagine yourself in december this year. imagine yourself looking back on today and smiling at how far you've come. everything can change in one year. everything can change at any time.

there is a whole entire world for you. the sound of rain on the glass, the way the petals fall in the spring, the way the sun rises in the morning, that stranger that smiled at you on the street, that cute little dog you saw on your way to work or school or wherever you went to this morning.

there are people you haven't even met who are cheering you on. you have so many people admiring you from the sidelines because they're too shy to say it. i have been one of those people and still am. there are people who admire the tiniest things about you; the creases by your eyes when you smile, the cute little dimples on your cheeks, the way your hair gets so messy after being out in the wind, the way you hold yourself with such confidence, the way you try so hard to be better every day even if it's hard.

there are people who love you beyond belief that you've never even met yet. because there is so much to be explored, so much to be learnt, so much to see and so much to meet. 8 billion people. 8 billion. even if it feels like you're surrounded by people who don't love you, who don't want the best for you, who don't take care of you and admire you half as much as they should, they are not the last people in the world, and they never will be. there are 8 billion people! think about that for a second! there is someone who is wishing for you the way you are wishing for them! there are people who have so much love for you they haven't even had the chance yet to express!! that's so beautiful!!! <3

there are people who do love you beyond belief, even if you guys don't talk anymore. there are people who smile when they look back on you guys time together, from your childhood best friend to that girl you complimented in the street years and years and years ago. there are people who look back on your memory fondly and still love you and are so happy to see you flourishing.

its okay to be sensitive, its okay to get upset by things. not everything is going to be okay all the time, and neither are you. you can't have good without the bad, and the good always comes afterwards better than you'd ever imagined. life is feeling everything deeply and learning from it, no matter how hard it was or still is. you can always make it through because the most sensitive people are the strongest people.

there is so much life left. you are so young, no matter how old you are. there is so much you can do, so much you will do, so many achievements to be made, so many friends to meet, so many experiences you can learn from. you will get your happily ever after and you will make something beautiful out of your life because life is messy and imperfect and constantly growing and that is beauty.

please keep living, because there is so much to live for. even if you want to go back to that home of sadness you've built over the years, even if growth is messy and uncomfortable, even if things aren't going too great right now, even if it's not everything you thought it would be, you've survived your entire life with you helping you through it even if you've been alone.

you've picked yourself back up every. single. time. and are still making an active effort. that is extremely strong and you've done more than 90% of other people would do in your position and all the things you've been through. you've tried so hard and you should be so proud of yourself. and you should keep going for, because the life you're dreaming of is so close. please smile. please never give up. there is so much left to live for. i love you & you should do the same.

minor life update

hey y’all, jay here! i’ve been on an unofficial hiatus the past few months since my house burned down back in june (check the link if you didn’t know) & lately i’ve just been trying to get a handle on the chaos. for now i feel like i’ve gotten shit together enough to actually come back to tumblr, so here i am

i’m getting through (surprisingly) and trying to keep my head up despite all the difficulties being thrown my way. again, any and all help/reblogs will be immensely appreciated as i’m still trying to reestablish myself on a tight budget (things like my medications, car repairs, clothes, furniture, cat food, etc.)

ways to help;

cashapp: $witchyjaybird

paypal: @ daffodin

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sending all the love 💜

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