when lorde said "i am my mother's child, i'll love you 'til my breathing stops" and when mitski said "mom, would you wash my back this once, and then we can forget" and when lucy dacus said "my mother hates her body, we share the same outline, she swears that she loves mine" and when lauren stokes said "the floor soaks up my screams as i am left alone, and i'm trying my best to break through to you” and when phoebe bridgers said “i wanted to see the world through your eyes until it happened and then i changed my mind" and when lucy eaton said “my mother has moved away, she never liked that town, i am so afraid that having children held her down” and when leanna firestone said “i don’t wanna be my mom’s least favorite only child anymore”
◌⃘ 𖤝 ⪩ ⪨ ۫ ִ✮
𝄞 ۫ ࣭🥽 ༒ x﹏x
♬⃝ ᅠ★ ໒꒱ ♱ ᭄
.·:*¨¨*:·.♡.·:*¨¨*:·.
seus braços são maré que me nina, me leva, me deixa. te relembro ao sentir a brisa distante, os sons do ambiente e o sol suave. queria que ficasse um pouco mais, que fôssemos algo que não um eclipse tão raro. na fantasia do meu amor ‘cê mora na minha janela, cantando pequenas canções que acalmam minha tormenta e me mostram novas saídas pros medos que eu ainda nem conheço. calmaria.
[fico desejando nós, gastando o mar pôr-do-sol, postal, mais ninguém]
seja qual for o motivo dos nosso encontros astrais tão marcantes, quaisquer que sejam as órbitas e leis astronômicas que você obedece, o tempo passa rápido demais quando nossas peles brilhantes se tocam. me permita demorar no meu repouso. me deixe esquecer que tudo acaba, que pode ser que o amanhã não venha comigo tocando seu existir com a ponta dos dedos.
[estou entregue a ponto de estar sempre só esperando um sim ou nunca mais]
te espero cruzar o céu, o mar, as nuvens, e pousar com carinho no lado vazio da cama que arrumei em sua homenagem. talvez nem venha a ser meu um dia, como agora não é, porém desde que seus olhos se demorem sobre os meus e nossa música toque uma vez mais, seremos o evento mais bonito de assistir no firmamento. universais.
[quero dançar com você dançar com você]
who wore it better™
Devon Aoki by Juergen Teller for ALESSANDRO DELL'ACQUA, 1998
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Celebrity Sightings In London - November 27, 2023
LONDON, ENGLAND - NOVEMBER 27: Timothee Chalamet arriving for a photocall at Tower Bridge for new movie 'Wonka' on November 27, 2023 in London, England.
i'll go down in a bitter glory
regulus arcturus black he/him. gay. survivor. black coffee. stargazing. never enough. always second. sarcastic little shit. depressed poet. angry petty boi. he can hold a grudge and it will be your demise. burnt out. attentive.
It's always like that. I'm always a little late.
Still Walking (歩いても 歩いても), dir. Koreeda Hirokazu (2008)
at 10am today someone in the neighborhood was blasting axé music full volume, so i stick my head outside my window trying to understand what's going on outside, just to find a single mechanic from the nearby workshop dancing beside his car's audio system like he was on a micareta. alone, on a sunday morning. and that's when it hit me: it's february.
when carnaval approaches, nothing will be said - but there will be signs.