Ohmy-lorde

ⓘ this user wants to scream fuck the patriarchy

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"I've been having a hard time adjusting I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting"

"They told me all of my cages were mental So I got wasted like all my potential"

"I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere Fell behind all my classmates and I ended up here"

this song perfectly sums up what im feeling atm

i'm so glad RED TV is coming out soon. finally i'll be able to be traumatized ~taylor's version~

im experiencing jealousy but the kind where im not even sure if its actually jealousy. i dont know whether its longing for how things used to be, or being happy that they've changed. ive spent so long convincing myself to consider them a stranger with who i shared some memories.

so why do i feel myself burning when i see pictures them with other people, why-whenever i see them having fun with other people-do i feel the need to have my friends beside me just to prove a point. i feel like such a middle schooler because opening up ig to see pictures of them at parties and stuff makes me..jealous? angry? sad? bcoz its like those pictures and captions are targeted at me. they're an indirect way of saying i moved on, and im over u. so why am i still not?

why do i feel the need to go to the mall, buy clothes i shouldn't be wearing and take pictures with guys i shouldnt be hanging around with? i thank well, thats exactly what she's doing, i'll just move it up a notch. but despite it all, im still thinking about her. whether its jealousy, anger or sadness-maybe all at once-it's all because of her. and i hate her. but i feel like such a goddamn whiny child. i cant help it.

You don't memorize taylor swift lyircs you absorb them until they're a part of you

the man with the axe by lorde

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

the end of august/beginning of september smells like a brimming cup of tea, new textbooks, and autumn slowly approaching

when mitski said “i was so young when i first behaved 25” and taylor said but i knew everything when i was young and when she also said “how can a person know everything at 18 but nothing at 22” and when lorde said “it drives you crazy getting old”

was listening to spotify and realized

"we're dancin' in the kitchen in the refrigerator light" - taylor swift (all too well)

and

"fridge light washes this room white, moon dances over your good side." - harry styles (two ghosts)