Im Experiencing Jealousy But The Kind Where Im Not Even Sure If Its Actually Jealousy. I Dont Know Whether

“please, don't ever become a stranger whose laugh i could recognize anywhere”

no, i'm not crying, you're crying.

Online friends are so cute like you'll prolly just say 'hi' and they'll be like 'HEY HI BESTIE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LET'S GO TO LIBRARIES TOGETHER!!'

lorde lyric parallels (that i've noticed) throughout different eras:

stoned at the nail salon; solar power:

"oh, make it good"

ribs; pure heroine:

"we can talk it so good, we can make it so divine"

stoned at the nail salon; solar power:

"got a memory of waiting in your bed wearing only my earrings"

the louvre; melodrama:

"half of my wardrobe is on your bedroom floor"

california; solar power:

"oh, the hotels and the jets and i'd pay it all again"

still sane; pure heroine:

"i still like hotels, but i think that'll change"

mood ring; solar power:

"you can burn sage, and i'll cleanse the crystals"

royals; pure heroine:

"i've never seen a diamond in the flesh"

the path; solar power:

"now i'm alone on a windswept island"

royals; pure heroine:

"jet planes, islands, tigers on a gold leash"

writer in the dark; melodrama:

"i am my mother's child, i'll love you 'til my breathing stops"

love club; pure heroine:

"my mother's love is choking me"

writer in the dark; melodrama:

"i'll let the seasons change my mind"

the path; solar power:

"caught in the complex divorce of the seasons"

sober II (melodrama); melodrama:

"you asked if i was feeling it, i'm physco high"

mood ring; solar power:

"we can get high, but only if the wind blows"

liability; melodrama:

"they're gonna watch me disappear into the sun"

the path; solar power:

"i just hope the sun will show us the path"

green light; melodrama:

"i'm waiting for it, that green light, i want it"

solar power; solar power:

"acid green, aquamarine"

big star; solar power:

"but every perfect summer's gotta say goodnight"

hard feelings/loveless; melodrama

"it's time to let go of this endless summer afternoon"

wow. now, this is art.

painted this because i missed social interaction and now i still miss social interaction but now i have blue watercolor all over my hands

ⓘ this user wants to scream fuck the patriarchy

the love club / ribs / stoned at the nail salon

Just wondering, if I was a fictional character, how people would have adored me inspite of my flaws and craved for my existence in their lives.

i'm more like ohhh strange meme pics to send my non existent friends like these:

obsessed with the concept of pinterest. like oooooh pretty pictures let me sort you into little boxes and get unrealistic amounts of joy from it

are you actually reading for fun or is it to distract your mind from the current state your life is in and to keep you in a blissful fantasy where all the monsters could be slayed and problems could be solved with simply the turn of a page?

when olivia said “kinda wanna throw my phone across the room, cause all i see are girls too good to be true with paper white teeth and perfect bodies, wish i didn't care”

i thought “kinda wanna throw my book across the room, cause all i see are types to hard to be learnt with F, B and sin and electrical tubes, wish i didn't live”