The End Of August/beginning Of September Smells Like A Brimming Cup Of Tea, New Textbooks, And Autumn

can't believe it's here and can't believe i'm already crying-

“please, don't ever become a stranger whose laugh i could recognize anywhere”

no, i'm not crying, you're crying.

when mitski said “i was so young when i first behaved 25” and taylor said but i knew everything when i was young and when she also said “how can a person know everything at 18 but nothing at 22” and when lorde said “it drives you crazy getting old”

wow. now, this is art.

painted this because i missed social interaction and now i still miss social interaction but now i have blue watercolor all over my hands

was listening to spotify and realized

"we're dancin' in the kitchen in the refrigerator light" - taylor swift (all too well)

and

"fridge light washes this room white, moon dances over your good side." - harry styles (two ghosts)

You don't memorize taylor swift lyircs you absorb them until they're a part of you

"this reminded me of you" and "you reminded me of this" is such a warm thing to say to someone or even think because the former is 'i see you in every piece of the world i see' and the latter 'i see the world in you' and they're both so pretty

my dream aesthetic is being known as a crazy scientist, just working 24/7 in a lab

someone sees the light on in there and asks "oh hey, whos that in there working so late?" and someone else replies "thats just our resident mad scientist, he lives here"

the dream,,,

the love club / ribs / stoned at the nail salon