I Miss Me

I miss me

It’s been a long job.

I’m getting calls because my friends and family have forgotten that a few weeks ago I told them how busy and broke I’d be.

And even though they understood my missing presence, I must be leaving a larger hole than expected.

While I’ve been off learning,

I’ve also been missing me.

My routines have been broken and forgotten

My learned habits have become memories

And my forgotten habits feel like new toys in a goodwill window

Reminding me how nice they were and yet I have to remind myself why I gave them up in the first place.

The job is almost over and I’ll be emerging a new person.

Worn and in need of rest

In need of an uplift

A cry

And then another blast of energy to keep me going.

I miss me

But I’m never the same

Day after day

I keep growing

And I need to learn how to take care of me

Day after day

Learn my needs for each day and work with them

Care for them

I need to learn to hear myself more then anyone else

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7 years ago

There would be no need to yell. I don’t work with difficult people .

“where do you see yourself in 10 years?”

me:

“where Do You See Yourself In 10 Years?”
“where Do You See Yourself In 10 Years?”
5 years ago

Today,

I found my bathroom to be particularly interesting.

Today,
Today,
Today,
Today,
Today,
Today,

Why don’t we take photos with curiosity anymore.

Well

Why don’t I take curious photos anymore

?

6 years ago

God is great

God is good

We thank him Day in and day out

We thank you God

For loving me

I thank you Lord for loving us

You created the heavens and the Earth

You created the sky the moon and the stars

You gave life to human kind

And you gave life to me

Thank you Heavenly Father for choosing me

Thank you for the opportunity to love and to be loved

Thank you for deciding to experience this earth through my eyes

And thank you for never leaving me

Thank you for the warmth

Thank you for for the battles

What I go through I can help someone else with

What I have lived will make ripples in the world

Thank you God

Thank you for not giving me the sprit I’d fear

I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me

I can do all things because you live in me and you are the great I am

You are all things

You are the almighty and I thank you you

For being love

I thank you for loving everyone around me

Everything around me

Thank you for your grace and mercy

Thank you for the opportunity to share love

Thank you for the heart to help

Thank you thank you

Thank you

Lord and Savior

I love you

I am a slave to your love

And I thank you

For slavery is redefined in your name

You are master for you are the greatest

You created and so you rule

I am not a disciple out of pain or force

But I choose to be loved

Unconditionally, I stand in your light

I stand in your rain because I love the way you rein

Father God I love you

And I love the love that allowed me to love

I thank you over and over

Endlessly

Nothing I could do could ever match what you’ve done .

But I can spend me days worshiping you and doing your work.

Loving because I was loved

Being a blessing because I was blessed

Allowing your light to shine through my vessel

Thank you

For even allowing me to share your light

Thank you for touching many through me

Thank you

Thank

You

Love

I Jesus almighty , all powerful, and ever lasting name

Amen

7 years ago

✌🏾🖤

Love Black Women
Love Black Women
Love Black Women
Love Black Women
Love Black Women
Love Black Women
Love Black Women
Love Black Women
Love Black Women
Love Black Women

Love Black Women

5 years ago
6 years ago

Im a 90s baby, a 2000s teen, and a now N*gga

Facebook

6 years ago
HAPPY NEW YEARS BOOK LOVERS!!

HAPPY NEW YEARS BOOK LOVERS!!

Who is joining me for The Free Black Women’s Library Reading Challenge this year??

Our goal is to read 30 books by Black women in 2019, attached are the categories to serve as your inspiration.

Thanks to doing this challenge last year I managed to read 32 books by Black women, I got some serious food for my mind and heart in the process, I’m excited to go at it again.

Join me!!

Please feel free to share this far and wide, and tag The Free Black Women’s Library in your reads on FB and Instagram!!

(Also use the hashtags so we can stay connected, especially on Instagram)

Looking forward to seeing what great titles people folks come up with and enjoy!!

Wishing all an amazing year of reading that nurtures and encourages the essence of who you are!! Blessings!!

7 years ago

Shook and astounded

I LOVE THIS!  Black Excellence At Its Finest ❤️
I LOVE THIS!  Black Excellence At Its Finest ❤️
I LOVE THIS!  Black Excellence At Its Finest ❤️
I LOVE THIS!  Black Excellence At Its Finest ❤️
I LOVE THIS!  Black Excellence At Its Finest ❤️

I LOVE THIS!  Black Excellence at its finest ❤️

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