It’s been a long job.
I’m getting calls because my friends and family have forgotten that a few weeks ago I told them how busy and broke I’d be.
And even though they understood my missing presence, I must be leaving a larger hole than expected.
While I’ve been off learning,
I’ve also been missing me.
My routines have been broken and forgotten
My learned habits have become memories
And my forgotten habits feel like new toys in a goodwill window
Reminding me how nice they were and yet I have to remind myself why I gave them up in the first place.
The job is almost over and I’ll be emerging a new person.
Worn and in need of rest
In need of an uplift
A cry
And then another blast of energy to keep me going.
I miss me
But I’m never the same
Day after day
I keep growing
And I need to learn how to take care of me
Day after day
Learn my needs for each day and work with them
Care for them
I need to learn to hear myself more then anyone else
There would be no need to yell. I don’t work with difficult people .
me:
I found my bathroom to be particularly interesting.
Why don’t we take photos with curiosity anymore.
Well
Why don’t I take curious photos anymore
?
God is good
We thank him Day in and day out
We thank you God
For loving me
I thank you Lord for loving us
You created the heavens and the Earth
You created the sky the moon and the stars
You gave life to human kind
And you gave life to me
Thank you Heavenly Father for choosing me
Thank you for the opportunity to love and to be loved
Thank you for deciding to experience this earth through my eyes
And thank you for never leaving me
Thank you for the warmth
Thank you for for the battles
What I go through I can help someone else with
What I have lived will make ripples in the world
Thank you God
Thank you for not giving me the sprit I’d fear
I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengthens me
I can do all things because you live in me and you are the great I am
You are all things
You are the almighty and I thank you you
For being love
I thank you for loving everyone around me
Everything around me
Thank you for your grace and mercy
Thank you for the opportunity to share love
Thank you for the heart to help
Thank you thank you
Thank you
Lord and Savior
I love you
I am a slave to your love
And I thank you
For slavery is redefined in your name
You are master for you are the greatest
You created and so you rule
I am not a disciple out of pain or force
But I choose to be loved
Unconditionally, I stand in your light
I stand in your rain because I love the way you rein
Father God I love you
And I love the love that allowed me to love
I thank you over and over
Endlessly
Nothing I could do could ever match what you’ve done .
But I can spend me days worshiping you and doing your work.
Loving because I was loved
Being a blessing because I was blessed
Allowing your light to shine through my vessel
Thank you
For even allowing me to share your light
Thank you for touching many through me
Thank you
Thank
You
Love
I Jesus almighty , all powerful, and ever lasting name
Amen
✌🏾🖤
Love Black Women
Im a 90s baby, a 2000s teen, and a now N*gga
HAPPY NEW YEARS BOOK LOVERS!!
Who is joining me for The Free Black Women’s Library Reading Challenge this year??
Our goal is to read 30 books by Black women in 2019, attached are the categories to serve as your inspiration.
Thanks to doing this challenge last year I managed to read 32 books by Black women, I got some serious food for my mind and heart in the process, I’m excited to go at it again.
Join me!!
Please feel free to share this far and wide, and tag The Free Black Women’s Library in your reads on FB and Instagram!!
(Also use the hashtags so we can stay connected, especially on Instagram)
Looking forward to seeing what great titles people folks come up with and enjoy!!
Wishing all an amazing year of reading that nurtures and encourages the essence of who you are!! Blessings!!
Shook and astounded
I LOVE THIS! Black Excellence at its finest ❤️