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i will hold a conversation with my reflection in the mirror because well that’s not me

This website is filled with adult people too afraid to answer the phone, but who will boldly say things to other human people over the anonymous internet that would easily get their front teeth knocked out at any physical location. It’s wild.

How I’ve Manifested Time Changing

The first thing that made me interested in manifesting time changes was a line from the blog “I Am Love” where she talks about revising her dogs age and meditating for an hour in a couple minutes.

The simple intention of “I intend for reality to prove to me that it is malleable and that time is an illusion”, is more than enough.

‎(⋆❛ ہ ❛⋆)⊃▂✫⌒*･ﾟ✲ my success stories

🕯⊹ : ̗̀➛ One morning I was listening to a meditation in bed while affirming that my intention was to prove that reality was malleable and time was an illusion.

I sat up after some time of listening, noticing that only 10 minutes on my clock had passed. Yet somehow the marker for my meditation said 15 minutes had passed!!

🕯⊹ : ̗̀➛ My bf and I were hanging out downtown but had left the house about an hour later than I’d initially wanted. So I decided I wanted to revise time to about an hour earlier around noon. I went about my day believing we’d have left the house around noon.

When we got home around six my boyfriend had mentioned how he was surprised we spent six hours out of the house. Which had proved to me I had successfully revised the time.

🕯⊹ : ̗̀➛ I made two hours happen in the span of an instant (or maybe that would be considered stopping time? lol).

The other day I woke up at 1:06 pm (regrettably) and decided I wanted to revise the time to 11 am about two hours prior. I wanted more sleep so I kinda turned over and repeated it was 11 am as I was tossing and turning until I passed out again.

I woke up again worried I’d slept too long and picked up my phone to check the time. Once again it read 1:06 pm. :)

Monday Spell.

Day of the Moon, & the Goddess Diana. 

Purpose:

To reinvigorate, refocus, replenish, rebuild, and reinforce the soul and the magic it holds within, which in turn rebuilds the body, heart, and mind.

Time: 

About 45 minutes, to 1 hour depending on how long you want to spend on each visualization. 

Allergy Warnings:

This spell uses eggs, chocolate, and honey, if you are allergic to any of the materials I encourage you to replace the materials with ones that represent the same meanings as the originals. Please do not place yourself in harms way to complete this spell the way I have it written, the Craft is different to each of us, and should be explored in accordance with our own magic and not the magic of another.

Materials: 

(1) Uncooked, Unbroken Egg: representing resurrection and protection. In this spell representing the breaking apart of the old self to expose the new.

A tablespoon of Clover Honey: representing attraction, stability, and sweetening. In this spell representing bringing in and holding blessings to you, as well as steadying the soul.

(2-3) Bay Leaves: representing protection, boosting, prophecy, purification, defense. In this spell representing purifying the past, protecting the soul from the present, and bringing the desired future to the caster, as well as boosting the caster’s spiritual energy and overall well-being. 

A tablespoon of Salt: representing prosperity and protection. In this spell, the salt is used to cast the circle that protects the caster from forces that may be in effect to prevent the casters intentions. 

A bowl half-full of Water: representing cleansing, healing, renewal. In this spell representing the purification of the soul, and the transition from the old way/self and into the new. 

Bundle of Palo Santo/Sage: representing cleansing. In this spell being used to clean the energy of the circle and surrounding space and materials before beginning to imbue them with new intentional energy. 

Fire/Flame: representing empowerment, enlightenment, comfort, rebirth, inspiration, illumination, hearth and heart, manifestation. In this spell representing the light that illuminates the soul’s dreams and intentions for the week ahead, brightening the dark corners of the heart to banish bad habits and bad energy that has hidden there. Represents making space for ones soul by burning away the brush, and beginning a new garden there to flourish.

Morsel of Milk Chocolate: representing self-love, nurturing, and balance. In this spell representing the acceptance of the self, and the blessings being your true self will bring you throughout the week. 

White Candle (Scented or Unscented okay): representing healing, protection, harmony, unity. In this spell representing all parts of the self working together as one to exist as the fullest capable being you are on all planes of existence and throughout every trial you might face. 

Set-Up Steps: 

Choose a room that will be empty for the duration of your spell, preferably with concrete, hardwood, or tiled floor for the salt circle. There should be no music, no other background noise from a television or other media, and you should not use your phone for the duration of the spell. You want to focus your full attention on this. You are welcome to print this spell if you choose to. Try to pick a room with a window, or with a mirror. Either of these is fine, but try to have one or the other.

Light the Palo Santo/Sage/Cleansing herb of your choice, & cleanse the room you’ve picked. Make sure any windows are open for the negative energy to dissipate, and then close them again when done cleansing so you can refill the room with intentional energy during your spell. Everyone does cleansing a little differently in accordance with their practice, but if looking for inspiration: I cleanse by first running the lit bundle across my whole body and drawing the sign of Lilith on my abdomen in smoke. Then I draw gentle circles in the air going up and down across each wall of the room before completing a large spiral until I am at the center of the room, and finally letting my herbs slowly burn out. To cleanse your materials, you can do a very similar method: drawing chosen signs and sigils in the air over your materials, and then encasing them in a ring of cleansing smoke. 

Cast your circle. This can be done with chalk as a base, or just with the salt, do your best to make it 3″ by 3″ or a little bigger so that you can sit either on your knees or with crossed legs in the center. Of course you should already have all your materials as well as yourself within the boundaries of the circle as you cast it around yourself. It is best to meditate before officially casting your circle, to make sure you are bringing in true intentions with you without doubt, you want to be focused to being about the best possibilities in this spell.

Set up your materials: sit in the center point of the circle, facing either a window or a mirror, and make sure all materials are laid out within the circle. The bowl of water shoulder be directly in front  of you to start. 

This spell does not have an incantation, but instead is a visualization spell, so you will need to steady your mind as you complete each step. I have written this spell to my personal visualizations, but please make it your own with the images you decide to conjure as you follow each step.

Spell Steps:

Step (1): Begin by taking the unbroken egg, and gently rinsing it in the bowl of water. With each rub of your fingers, and dip of water, visualize yourself in your own hands, being cleaned and held with love and absolute safety. Do this step until the image you have in your head is very strong, and only stop once you feel your soul is fresh and awake, ready to begin anew. 

Step (2): Leave the egg resting in the water, it is important the egg is not fully submerged so that your soul can breathe and is not smothered. Pick up the bay leaves in your damp hands (do not dry them at any point in the spell), and hold them over the bowl. Imagine a golden light above your head, and slowly crumble the leaves in your hands, letting them fall onto the egg and into the water of the bowl. Do this very slowly, allowing yourself to slowly sink into a quietness of the mind, feel warmth from your head down, and if you feel the urge to smile don’t hold back. I personally like to let myself sway gently when the euphoria takes over.

Step (3): Leaving any scraps of bay leaves on your hands, take the tablespoon of Clover honey and dip it into the bowl of water. Gently begin stirring in the honey in a clockwise motion around the egg (it’s okay if the egg starts to move in the current), and continue this until the honey is fully dissolved off the spoon. As you are stirring, close your eyes and visualize yourself in your safe space in the sunlight, the air is charged and alive, and the scent of honey is on the air. You are at once feeling asleep and awake, and you know you are at home. 

Step (4): Place the honey spoon back on the floor, and light the white candle you have with you. Set it in between yourself and the bowl, and return to gently washing the egg in the newly anointed water. Remember that the egg is you, and that we are trying to unleash the power you hold within, the very yolk of yourself. Imagine a small child slowly turning inside your chest, rubbing it’s eyes of sleep, and unfurling itself to fill the space it has inside you. Once the image is strong in your mind, and you feel your child is just about to open its eyes and finally wake, break the egg on the side of the bowl and release the yolk into it, leaving the shell inside the circle but not inside the bowl. The child you have seen inside your soul, should be fully awake now, smiling with light and peace, at home within you, and somehow outside of you as well. Feel the strong sense of self and belonging spread over and out of you in waves as you restore your soul and aura with love. 

Step (5): Place the morsel of milk chocolate in your dominant hand, with your other hand cupped beneath the one holding it. Imagine your child reaching out for the chocolate as you lift your hands to your mouth and place it on the center of your tongue. Do not chew, or swallow the morsel, but let it slowly melt in your mouth, all the while visualizing your soul child savoring the taste along with you, harmonizing your joy together so that both the body and the soul are in unity as they should be.

Step (6): Once the chocolate is fully melted, swallow it and meditate with your soul until you feel complete oneness with them, and the barriers that life places between your soul and body no longer exist. Allow your mind to fully settle, and your body too, un-tense all muscles and release all thoughts except for your soul child from your mind until the candle has burnt out, or until you are ready for the next step (if you are using a larger candle please snuff it out at this point in the spell).

Step (7): Dip both hands into the bowl, and visualize your Child’s hands overlapping yours, their body and your body is one now as the soul should fully inhabit the body. Begin washing your hands in the bowl, slowly ageing up your soul until the fill out the whole of your body and their age and appearance matches your own. This may take quite a bit of time to fully visualize, but continue to wash your hands throughout, as it is very important to completely realize your self as you truly are in every aspect. What you consider your weaknesses, or your imperfections, are actually your strengths and your truest beauty when fully realized and brought away from the cruel context of life.

Step (8): Close out the spell. You can do this in any way you please, so long as the meaning is the ending of your casting. Many people choose to say “amen”, “thank you”, or may also choose to praise a chosen god/goddess/spirit guide for closing a cast. I personally do not have a token deity in my practice, so I close my spells with the simple “So Mote it Be”. 

Step (9): Take a shower, or bath. Like we bathed the egg, we now clean ourselves, sharing the warmth or chill of the flowing water with our souls, and joining them in the joyous rapture for the week and life ahead of us both. Afterwards, clean up the materials from the spell, and enjoy your week!

Blessings be, & thank you for reading. 

Victorian Slangs For Spell Code

Gigglemug (always smiling)

Bitch the pot (pour the tea)

Got the mobs (temporary sadness)

Tight as a boiled owl (drunk)

Poked up (embarrassed)

Sauce-box (mouth)

Cupid's kettle drums (breasts)

Not up to dick (unwell)

Sigils of Mercury and Saturn burned into deer leg bones.

Mercury, for communication between the worlds.

Saturn, for spirit magic, the dead, and conjuration.

Waiting patiently on the last thing I need to finish these tapping bones. This method is inspired by a video showing this method on Instagram, which I fell in love with. I can’t seem to find the video or account now, so if anyone knows the one I’m talking about please comment!

These bones will be cleansed, anointed, and wrapped in iron wire and red thread. They will be used to open and close communication with the Otherworld and spirits. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

I have a success story 💗 I have a couple of them. FYI, I decided to really take manifesting "seriously". I used to listen to subliminals and just hoped that I would get results. That way doesn't work for me. I have to actually put in the work. I don't know how living in the end works completely, but all I do is do the things that I would do as my desired self, it that makes any sense.

1) Productivity. I'm a freshmen (I'm 14) in High school and I'm taking all honors courses, so things were getting a bit difficult for me at the time. But now, I complete assignments with ease and my homework gets completed with full marks by the end of the school day.

2) Self confidence and phenomenal mental health. In the beginning, my mental health was shitty. I would compare myself to anyone. I would belittle myself, I would tell myself I was worthless and it showed. I expressed so much self-hate that it would effect my friends. People didn't like me/ want to be around me because of that. My grades dropped and my first quarter of school I earned straight F's (I say earned because I didn't put any work in.) My confidence is through the roof. My grades are at the highest they've ever been (straight A's). Other people's insults don't bother me and I find comfort with myself. I don't feel the need to be surrounded by people to feel happy. I accepted myself. I'm transgender, I go by he/him pronouns and my name is Everest. Yes, like the mountain. I thought it was a pretty name. I had a shit-ton of internalized transphobia towards myself and I was jealous of other trans people because I wasn't in their shoes. I hated myself because I'm not the "typical" transmale. I don't want to go on testosterone and I love feminine clothing. It's something that I don't want to change and I felt like I was faking being trans because of it. But the truth is, there is no checklist to check off when it comes to being trans. I accepted myself and I realized I can't be anyone else but my best self.

yesss im so happy for u, these r great successes! im also really glad that you had all of these realizations about how valid you and your identity are, especially at such a young age :) you can only go up from here! what do u plan on manifesting next? :)

What to do while waiting for your manifestation.

This is a very common question, so you decided you want to manifest something in your life, you got your affirmations down and now you’re repeating them every once in a while... but what do you do in the meantime?

Listen, if you’re feeling impatient or confused or any other way that makes you think about what you should be doing while waiting for your manifestation, YOU ARE DOING IT WRONG.

This is thinking from a place of not having your manifestation, from a place of having to wait for it. When you begin affirming these questions will cross your mind at first but do not give in to them, they are opposing thoughts just like any other negative one.

Whenever I got my manifestation I was very calm and living in the moment, not at all thinking about waiting or when it will come.

To the exam anon , i feel u and totally understand ur fear about not getting ur desired grade but bestie let me tell u smthg i had my final term exams a month ago and i was to lazy to study so i left most of the paper blank i was confident at first but i went home and cried alot picked myself up and told myself no matter what the fuck happens i am the fucking god of my reality i will get full marks idc and guess what a week later when the scores were out i got 50/50 circumstances rlly do not matter atb am sure you’ll get ur desired percentage no matter what !!!!

THAT'S SO COOL?? so proud of you anon! <33