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Success story

Hi, witchy! I remember asking you for advice a few times and I once promised to come back with a success story. In fact, many of my imaginal acts included me sharing my success on your tumblr. I'm glad I'm able to say they are no longer just "imaginal acts". I hope you like to read because I'm about to spill all the tea.

To give a bit of context, I had never been in a romantic relationship before and all of my knowledge was based on other people's experiences, social media, sad movies, and as you can guess, it was pretty toxic. I met my SP last year (2020), I manifested him without knowing. I literally created him in my mind, he was all I ever wanted in a partner, except he came a little bit earlier than I thought, haha. When I first started talking to him things were so magical, I honestly couldn't be more thankful. He was mature, kind, respectful, I was feeling a connection I had never felt with anyone before.

But my fairytale started it's conflictive part when the pandemic hit my country and we were quarantined. Even with the quarantine we were still talking and we were basically dating. Not officially, but the only thing missing were the tags. Unfortunately I may have shared a bit too much with some of my friends who then started to reflect my inner fears in regards to relationships. I started questioning my SP and wondering if all of this was real or just me falling into a fuckboy's trap. My friends kept fueling my fears and although I had no evidence of him being a fuckboy, I was definitely considering him to be one. Also at that time, an old trigger of mine resurfaced. Ghosting. I was so worried that because he couldn't see me in person, he was going to get bored of me and eventually ghost me... as the master manifestor I am, you can guess that I got exactly what I was persisting on. He ghosted.

I had been ghosted before, but this was the only time that I was actually hurt. I could feel the pain in my chest and couldn't hold my tears back. I even cried infront of my parents. I started receiving therapy and I wanted to give up on my SP, because I found out I was codependent, and he was "bad" for me. I was constantly watching videos on how to get over someone. I knew about subliminals and was using one to get over him. Here comes the fun part... thanks to subliminals youtube started suggesting me videos of the law of assumption. To be honest, the first manifestation coach I saw talking about EIYPO was Roxy Talks and when miss girl said that "anything others do is basically your own manifestation" I WAS OFFENDED. I wanted to sue Roxy, but another part of me was recalling my thoughts before my SP left, AND IT MATCHED. He did nothing out of the script. Everything he did, I had imagined. My wig was snatched, besties. Now I was both, sad and happy. Sad because I didn't know how to change that shit, happy because I didn't have to hate him. Out of everything, having to hating him was what hurt me the most. It was the same as with our pets, no matter what they do, we cannot hate them. I couldn't hate my SP because deep down in me, I genuinely believed he was a good person.

I was still not fully grasping this concepts tho, that's when witchysleepingbeauty comes into my story, and let me tell you, I WAS OFFENDED AGAIN. If you want tough love, witchy is your person. No bs allowed. I started doing exactly what she said. For the first time I was putting in the work.I have to be real honest, I didn't know what I was doing, it was not natural for me to think that everything works my way, and it made me feel weird at the beginning. I did some forgiveness meditations (Ho'opponopono specifically) to help me let go of the old story. I have to admit that it was until I was able to forgive myself and him, that things started to shift. I was no longer thinking about the past, and I was not thinking of him as a piece of ****. In new years, he came back for the first time, he texted me out of nowhere, and disappeared again. I was cool, I kept doing my shit. He then reached out a few other times but nothing consistent. Now this is when it got tough and I couldn't persist, I was bored and wanted to move on from him. I couldn't handle his inconsistency. I started talking to someone else and truly giving myself the chance to fall in love again, and try again with someone new. I was not even thinking about my SP during this time. I was all in for new beginnings, but I was not really feeling it.

This guy was cool, he was handsome, fun, but I was not into it. You could say he was basically an upgrade, even my friends liked him and told me I was finally getting someone better HAHAAA. I kept trying, but at some point I was just feeling like it was a loss of time (for both of us). So I decided to leave it there. I didn't go back to manifesting my SP tho, I started focusing solely on self concept. Enjoying being single, feeling like an actual goddess queen. Not needing anyone or anything in my life. I had a feeling while doing this, that my SP was going to come, it was natural, I was not forcing it. I was not even affirming for him. Like two weeks into this mindset and this bitch (my sp) texts me again out of fucking nowhere, joking like we never stopped talking, and this time it was consistent af. I hadn't even responded to his texts, when he was already answering back. I was taking hours to answer, and he kept answering me within seconds. He was acting all sweet, romantic and even asked me out on a date, haha!! I was hella nervous about the date, because we had never interacted in person. We had seen eachother but never interacted.

My first date with him was not perfect, I have to be honest about it, even the food was trash. It was a mess, but in hindsight it was cute because were just too nervous to be with eachother for the first time. Some great things I can recall from that date is that he was a gentleman, he even asked my parents for permission to take me out when he picked me up at my house. He admitted to be nervous about doing that, but the fact that he still did it makes my heart melt. No one had ever done that for me before, haha. After that one date, he started making more plans to hangout and showing so much interest in me. I have been feeling so good lately, and I just know that there is so much more for us to experience together. I'm glad I could find the law, and your amazing blog. You really helped me during this journey. I was watching so many videos, but it was until I found you that everything clicked for me. Everything started to make sense, and thanks to your tough love I was also able to leave the bs in the past.

*I did have undesirable circumstances once he was back, my only advice and the only thing there is to do, is to keep persisting. Be firm in your mindset. Most importantly, be happy, do what feels good. If at any point you don't feel like you're getting what you want, do not settle.

**Also this is living proof that circumstances do not matter, EVER. Trust me. I had so many circumstances that sometimes made me question if this relationship was even possible.

***Self concept did wonders for me and it's truly all I needed in my life to accomplish what I wanted. My biggest advice for people manifesting an SP (or anything really) is to focus on self concept, and start embodying the person that you desire to be. Usually when we are aiming for love, we tend to forget ourselves in the way, and focus mostly on the other person. Do not forget you should be your main priority all the time.

I’m jumping in to add some comments here guys:

First of all I loved reading your story, though it was on the longer side it was very exciting and I love the way you write!

Second, the part where you said you were offended had me crying 😂. Guys it’s so important to take responsibility for the shitty things that happen to us because then we know we can create good things if we put our mind to it!

I am so happy to hear that I could help you! People don’t usually come back to share their success but it’s honestly so nice when they do because it shows me I’m doing something right and I’m actually helping you guys!

Finally I know manifesting is a lonely journey a lot of times because most of us don’t share it with our friends or family. In case you didn’t have anyone tell you this: you did such an amazing job. I am very happy and proud of you. 💖

From now on you’ll be able to find all success stories under the hashtag #success stories

a little tip. use words & phrases like "always", "yes", "already", "ofcourse", "it's a fact that", "i know that" to make your affirmations feel more natural & acceptable to you. for example -

i am always being spoiled by everyone

yes i am irresistible to everyone

SP is already head over heels in love with me

ofcourse i am the prettiest woman ever

it's a fact that i manifest instantly

i know that i earn a thousand dollars everyday

also!!! write your own affirmations. don't use anything you find on the internet. ofcourse you can take ideas but customise your affirmations according to how you would naturally have your inner conversations - tone wise, language wise or even by changing several words. affirm what resonates most with your god self!

Are you Addicted to Approval?

Signs of being addicted to approval include:

1. You are very aware of the expectations of others. They also affect how you feel about yourself.

2. You are constantly worried about how others view you/ what they are thinking about you.

3. You choose NOT to do things that others don’t approve of for fear of judgment and rejection.

4. You DO things you don’t want to do as you fear others making fun or you, putting you down, or talking about it.

5. You feel anxious and upset if you think you have upset or irritated someone – and desperately try to make things right.

6. You think the views and opinions of others are more informed and valuable than yours.

7. You agree when others criticise and put you down. Then you start to attack and feel ashamed of yourself.

8. You reject yourself if other people reject you, and basically believed that at core you are flawed.

Karmen MacKendrick, Word Made Skin: Figuring Language at the Surface of Flesh / Roland Barthes, A Lover's Discourse, trans. Richard Howard / Linette Reeman, from "The New Jersey Devil Considers Parallels", The New Jersey Devil Washes the Blood Off / Li-Young Lee, from "The Undressing", The Undressing: Poems / Karmen MacKendrick, Word Made Skin: Figuring Language at the Surface of Flesh / Kenneth Rexroth, from "When We with Sappho", Sacramental Acts: The Love Poems of Kenneth Rexroth / Richard Jackson, from "Cause and Effect", Resonance

interested in liminal spaces. interested in the in betweens. rest stops. airports. schools at night. late december. teenagedom. purgatory. grief.

"If you ever feel like you are lying to yourself while manifesting"

There are infinite number of realities, and in each reality there is a version of you experiencing it.

That version of you is YOU, its just a piece of YOUR consciousness. YOU ARE EXPERIENCING IT RN!! You are on your way to watch a movie with your sp RIGHT NOW, You are doing a concert RIGHT NOW, you have your df RIGHT NOW, you are fighting a bunch of villains with avengers RIGHT NOW!! just in a different reality! IT IS ALL YOU !! That piece of consciousness is not a different person, SHE IS YOU AND YOU ARE HER!! Just embody the version of consciousness that you desire by assuming that you are them THAT YOU ALREADY ARE!!

The only reason why you aren't experiencing your desired reality is because you are keenly aware of this reality of you not having your desire and this version of yourself. Switch your focus to what you desire and not the things you dont desire

So when you say you have your desire you aren't lying at all cause you do have it!! when you affirm you are talking from the perspective of your desired version of yourself that truly exists AND IS LITERALLY A PART OF YOU !! IT IS YOU!!

Manifesting should not be a chore. Really it shouldn’t. Did it feel like a chore when you unconsciously did it all those years before you knew abt loa? Thought so. It’s just thinking you should only do methods because you like doing them and they are what works best for you. We are literally the universe experiencing itself. Manifesting shouldn’t take up your whole mind and make you feel bad in any way. Manifesting is that simple so that you don’t have to spiral or be anxious and shit. It is that simple so that you can live the life you want easily and effortlessly. You are not meant to worry about the 3d. The 3d is only the medium trough which you experience your mind/4d. Stop worrying, seriously.

You have to selfishly

DAYDREAM.

Have a mental party everyday for the sake of the thrill of the imagery!

Abraham

Victorian Slangs For Spell Code

Gigglemug (always smiling)

Bitch the pot (pour the tea)

Got the mobs (temporary sadness)

Tight as a boiled owl (drunk)

Poked up (embarrassed)

Sauce-box (mouth)

Cupid's kettle drums (breasts)

Not up to dick (unwell)