Im Going To Scream From My Roof Because These Two Really Are Giving Me The Most Obsessed Ive Been With

THE URGE TO WATCH THIS SHOW IS SO REAL RIGHT NOW. HANNIBAL AND WILL ARE MY DADS AND THEY RAISED ME, I SAID WHAT I SAID!

i love her, and I always will; she's the apple on a tree I cherish, an autumnal evening in this rainy August; and she's the air i wish to forever breathe <3

@itolduthings I LOVE YOU SO MUCH... you are the best bestie ever!!!!!!

💜💜💜

going to sleep with the image of the woman you love in your mind is something else; i understand the poets, and i will perish in love like them too...my simp behavior abt this one female shall never stop!!!!

fixing people is old news; need PPL to break me in new ways so that i can actually get surprised at this point 🪓

trying to fix people isn't for me girl i couldn't even fix myself

I remember what it tasted like; it was so familiar to the piercing spice of your blood ⚕️

-Zoë Lianne

im genius and quote worthy, and everyone should worship my gay ass, period. (okay, narcissistic period is over, now depression ayega 🤧)

Url change!

toosoontotellyouily -> cleodotcum

Its been 3 months since i had this url, a url change was a long time coming (or cumming 😉)

TW: loneliness and depression

it's easy to tell myself sometimes that im alright being on my own..but when the people who you would lay down your life for say that they have more important things going on in their life than you, it stings. i haven't seen my closest friends in months, and when i was finally looking forward to that, they cancel, and profusely apologise.

i can't even say that im mad because ive grown far too much to hate and grudge for life to occur to someone, but i wish i could say that people i miss, do infact miss me to. i fear that no one really misses me at all, and it'll be alright for them to ghost me for some more months, as they have done.

i worry that my love has faltered in appearing back to me, and perhaps that is all my fault. i guess i am lonely, and tied down to the walls of a home that offers me only contempt and control disguised as care and catharsis. my friends don't feel mine anymore, and i suppose that feeling this lonely might just be my new constant.

loneliness physically aches me, and i physically ache with moments of hope, fading with each second that another person tells me they'd rather be somewhere else than ask me how i was. i feel selfish, but still so deeply, utterly, lonely.

It’s entirely inappropriate that Hani’s fundraiser has been stalled ~20k away from its goal for months now. I don’t mean to be so aggressive, but it actually makes me so resentful when I start thinking of the fact that ao3 fundraisers w triple that goal reached it in days. I know that Hani has done everything from showing proof of authenticity, to going into his family’s strife in detail, to even providing pictures—something he absolutely does not have to do. Ignoring that and allowing the campaign to stagnate entirely is so cold. Please share and donate what you can. Clearly no one else has been.