I Hope Things Get Better For You And Your Family Too

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Me: stops doing homework and starts reading cause ive been working for eight and a half hours

my dad: *comes downstairs*

me: thinking* oh no

him: lectures me and does the infamous “Im not mad im disappointed”

me: answering his questions and saying stuff

him: *misinterprets it*

my brain: wtfff stop misinterpreting stuffffffffffffffffffffffffff

him: *walks upstairs*

me: *realises my stepmum heard everything* well shi-

Never! I love Logan!

I could never make him Unsympathetic!

virgil who acts so calm when he’s done something wrong and you’re trying to call him out on his bullshit. it’s like talking to a motherfucking brick wall because all he’s saying is “i’m sorry i made you feel that way.” “i didn’t intend for my words to come across like that.” “maybe you could confront me nicely next time so we can have a civil conversation.” eventually you get so worked up you scream and yell and now he’s playing the victim card. “you screamed at me when i was being kind and listening to your words!!” “you were being completely unfair!!” and all his friends back him up. roman says “why were you being so harsh? virgil apologized, you should’ve accepted it and moved on.” “come on man, he was agreeing with you, stop being so sensitive.” 

Women have to be held to the same standards, but for some fucked up reason, people think it's fucking sexism or shit like that. I will never fucking understand that.

And I am so sorry you had to go through that! I know it probably doesn't help and that the damage is already done, but I still am so sorry for that and I hope that one day the world will realise how fucked up it is and how fucked up kids will/are be if/since this continues happening!

Women and girls shouldn't get lighter punishments for rape.

When I was seven, I was raped multiple times by a female teacher. She would keep me after school or keep me in during recess because I had "work." And she would touch me in ways I didn't like and it escalated to rape. I didn't fully understand what was happening, but I knew it was bad. When I told someone, they thought I was joking.

When I was nine, I had an autistic female friend, who was twelve at the time and one of my friend's older sister. She didn't understand there were rules for how you showed you like someone, and she kissed me and touched me and eventually forced herself on me. I told my other friends, including that girl's brother, and they said I couldn't be mad at her because she was a girl and she was autistic. So I tried to forgive her, but I can't.

When I was ten, I had to go to the high school for band and I met this junior girl. She was nice to me. I trusted her and I trusted she would treat me well and be nice to me. I saw her as an older sister, buy that's not how she felt. She asked me to do sexual things with her and I said no. She got angry and threatened me if I didn't, so I did. I let her do whatever she wanted to me. And when I tried to tell the principal, he ignored it.

When I was eleven, I was in marching band, and I was good at my instrument. I met a fourteen year old girl who also played the same instrument, and we started dating. I didn't realize she was manipulating me until I got a little older. I was naive and innocent. It started out as a normal friendship, she said I was good at playing my instrument. She was sweet, she called me smart. But when she had me pinned to the wall, I realized she didn't care how good I was at the saxophone. For two years this went on. I was with her for two years and let her do these things to me because I was scared of what she would do if I didn't. When I told my cousin, she thought I was joking and laughed.

And then, I was twelve. I had a friend who was my age. I met her in class. She was nice to me. Finally, a girl who just wanted to be my friend. Who didn't want to screw me. We would spend all our free time together. Hours every day, talking and playing video games. She was a great friend. And then, she said we would be a good couple. I had trauma from the last four girls who said that, and I immediately told her no. So, naturally, she screwed me and kept my hoodie. I went home that night feeling like pure shit. It was snowing too, and I had to walk home in a t shirt. I didn't stop crying for a week. She tried to talk to me, but I ran away. I couldn't tell my parents. Why would they ever believe me anyway? Nobody else did.

So yeah, women who rape deserve every ounce of the same punishment men who rape do. The females who raped me got no punishment. It's not a symbol of female empowerment. It's not something to be proud of. It's fucked up and I have to live with the memories of these five females sexually abusing me. I have to be ashamed of my past because of what these women did to me, and I know I'm not the only one.

I just needed to talk about this because I see women who talk about raping their SO like it's something to be proud of. It's not, get in the dumpster, love.

I'm mad about the new video.

That's all you need to know.

Except about Roman getting love and Thomas being happy.

That I love

But we ALL know all the fanders are going to talk about Virgil

And Prinxiety

You are a new favourite person of mine

STOP SCROLLING!

Oka, I plan on following everyone on tumblr

literally everyone

Please reblog so I can make this happen

Okay I have an idea for a Chicago Fire episode.

So Ritter gets hurt bad in the sense that he's in critical condition for a bit but not bad enough that he has to leave or dies.

Now hear me out. I want to see how this affects Gallo. They're best friends and Gallo relies on him more than anyone else. We would get even more of them. We could see Gallo struggling at the house again and we could have Casey talking to him. Casey might bring up Andy and Gallo shut him up immediately because he doesn't want to hear the possibility of Ritter dying. We could have someone (probably Violet) asking why he's in the kitchen so much and he says something about him and Ritter cooking for the house and that being in the kitchen helps him with his thoughts. He doesn't go to Molly's often, choosing to visit Ritter and at the end of the episode Sharon or Ethan tell him the good news.

I would also like to see Hermann and Mouch's worried father thing. They brought him and helped shape him. Hermann would be taking it really hard since he's his Lieutenant, he's the one who orders Ritter around in fires. Mouch and Hermann's friendship could be shown a bit more with Mouch reassuring Hermann it's not his fault (it isn't his fault it's the fires fault) and Hermann telling Mouch that bringing Ritter to 51 was the right decision (remember Ritter wanted to quit in season 7).

We could also see some of Eric. We could see how this takes a toll on their relationship. I know we've seen it before and Eric knows the risks of Ritter's job but seeing his bf in a hospital bed could make him think. We could see Gallo bonding with Eric.

I dunno though it's just a thought.

oh no

is she okay?

are you two okay?

Just a quick, sad thing

Logan's, "I'm here to deliver one last fact and then I will do you all a favor and spare you my company."

It reminds me of when my best friend attempted. Her last message to her girlfriend was, "Don't worry, this is the last argument we'll have. I'll spare you and Logan the pain of my words."

WAIT LOGAN NO

The Sides as Hamilton quotes

Patton: I shoulder his legacy with pride, I used to hear him say that someday I would blow us all away.

Roman: There's a million things I haven't done, but just you wait!

Virgil: Raise a glass to freedom, something they can never take anyway...

Logan: I'm erasing myself from the narrative!

Janus: You could never be satisfied! God I hope you're satisfied.

Remus: So what'd I miss?

Very true

Also very painful

So I will give the boi CROFTERS and listen to his rambling!

Logan: The others treat me like a god.

Janus: How so?

Logan: They ignore my existence unless they need something from me.

So about 3 months back I got kicked out of a Logan Angst Chat thing on Tumblr.

I got kicked out for writing something angsty in there for Logan and the person running it said I was being mean to Logan. I asked how and they kicked me out. Now I ask again WHY?!

Why was I kicked out for doing something in an ANGST server that was ANGST?! for the character who you're SUPPOSED to write angst for and I didn't make ANY of the others unsympathetic (even though I wanted to) so what did I do wrong?