Very true
Also very painful
So I will give the boi CROFTERS and listen to his rambling!
Logan: The others treat me like a god.
Janus: How so?
Logan: They ignore my existence unless they need something from me.
oh right
when does he ever take the burden?
never
Virgil: L?
Logan: *holding baby Remus and Roman, doing his geometry homework, and talking on the phone with Janus* Yeah, Virge?
Virgil: You amaze me.
Logan: Aw, thank you, you amaze me too. *leans in and kisses him*
Virgil: I- uh- th- thanks.
I'm mad about the new video.
That's all you need to know.
Except about Roman getting love and Thomas being happy.
That I love
But we ALL know all the fanders are going to talk about Virgil
And Prinxiety
oh trust me, I torture Logan a LOT to
I'm just writing this down and posting it for future fics as, like, a reference or something I guess
Remus Prince: Date of death: January 17th, 2023. Cause of death: Shot in the chest during battle. Age of death: 18
Roman Prince: Date of death: March 25th, 2020. Cause of death: COVID-19. Age of death: 15.
Virgil Brown: Date of death: April 6th, 1984. Cause of death: Car crash
Logan Ramirez: Date of death: December 11th, 1957. Cause of death: Suicide by hanging because of abuse, rape, racism, and homophobia. Age of death: 10
Patton Hart: Date of death: July 2nd, 1863. Cause of death: Shot in the chest during the American Civil War. Age of death: 19.
Janus Smith: Date of death: October 19th, 1750. Cause of death: Beheading. Age of death: 17.
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Head canon: Logan is the reason why Thomas can sing so well! Logan sings amazingly and Thomas learned unconsciously from him, assuming it was Roman
So about 3 months back I got kicked out of a Logan Angst Chat thing on Tumblr.
I got kicked out for writing something angsty in there for Logan and the person running it said I was being mean to Logan. I asked how and they kicked me out. Now I ask again WHY?!
Why was I kicked out for doing something in an ANGST server that was ANGST?! for the character who you're SUPPOSED to write angst for and I didn't make ANY of the others unsympathetic (even though I wanted to) so what did I do wrong?
Okay I have an idea for a Chicago Fire episode.
So Ritter gets hurt bad in the sense that he's in critical condition for a bit but not bad enough that he has to leave or dies.
Now hear me out. I want to see how this affects Gallo. They're best friends and Gallo relies on him more than anyone else. We would get even more of them. We could see Gallo struggling at the house again and we could have Casey talking to him. Casey might bring up Andy and Gallo shut him up immediately because he doesn't want to hear the possibility of Ritter dying. We could have someone (probably Violet) asking why he's in the kitchen so much and he says something about him and Ritter cooking for the house and that being in the kitchen helps him with his thoughts. He doesn't go to Molly's often, choosing to visit Ritter and at the end of the episode Sharon or Ethan tell him the good news.
I would also like to see Hermann and Mouch's worried father thing. They brought him and helped shape him. Hermann would be taking it really hard since he's his Lieutenant, he's the one who orders Ritter around in fires. Mouch and Hermann's friendship could be shown a bit more with Mouch reassuring Hermann it's not his fault (it isn't his fault it's the fires fault) and Hermann telling Mouch that bringing Ritter to 51 was the right decision (remember Ritter wanted to quit in season 7).
We could also see some of Eric. We could see how this takes a toll on their relationship. I know we've seen it before and Eric knows the risks of Ritter's job but seeing his bf in a hospital bed could make him think. We could see Gallo bonding with Eric.
I dunno though it's just a thought.
I don’t wanna marry Logan
but the other two S A M E
You see, I love Logan with all my heart, right?
But I'm not quite sure in what way I love him.
Because on one hand I want to adopt him because he is baby and he doesn't deserve the way he is treated.
But also, I want him to adopt me because he would treat me like an actual human, unlike my real parents.
But like, also I want him to marry me because he cute and he smart and he a nice person.
*flashbacks to the amount of times hes been talked to*
I-I can’t really remember when they were nice to him but O K A Y
Remus: Janus and Roman might think you're cute, but I just think I really want to fuck you!
Roman: *covers Remus's mouth* I'm so sorry about him...
Logan: *crying*
Remus: Oh my God did I upset you? I'm so sorry!
Logan: *sniffle* No, that's just the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me.
Virgil: That's the nicest thing anyone's said to you?! Oh you poor thing...
when have they given credit though?
Head canon: Logan is the reason why Thomas can sing so well! Logan sings amazingly and Thomas learned unconsciously from him, assuming it was Roman
LOGAN NUUUUUU
Logan stared at the others as they argued.
"Virgil, I think we should-" Virgil cut him off.
"Not a good time, L." Logan turned to Patton.
"Patton, please listen to me-"
"We can't logic our way out of this one, Lo, I'm sorry." His final choice was to turn to Thomas.
"Thomas, maybe we should-"
"Logan, let them handle this one, okay? This isn't really your thing."
Logan felt hot tears burning his eyes. He glanced down at the cuts on his wrists. Nobody noticed the marks. He pulled out a notebook and pen and began to write.
Dear friends,
By the time you read this, I will likely be gone. I am so sorry I was such a burden on you all this time. I understand now that I was useless from the beginning. You do not need me, and I know it now. That why I have done this. There must have been a reason you ignored me. What I said was not important. I was not important.
The pain grew to be too much. I do have feelings, and it hurts so bad. Do not blame yourselves for what I've done. It's my fault, not yours. I should have known sooner I didn't matter. I'm sorry.
Love, Logan
He tore the page out of the notebook. But before sinking out, he tried one last time to make Thomas listen.
"Thomas, I really think you should listen to me-"
"Logan! We don't need you right now!" Thomas was growing impatient. That stunned Logan.
"Yeah, Microsoft Nerd, we never needed your opinion!"
"Shut up, nerdy wolverine."
"You just aren't important, Logan," Janus said. "You're useless to them. They hate you." Logan didn't know then that Janus was being Janus and lying.
The words stung, like being shot over and over again.
"Whatever! It doesn't matter to me anyway! I'll be dead by dawn!" He held up the note. "I'll be dead by dawn!" He sunk out.
"'I'll be dead by dawn?' What does that mean?" Patton asked.
"I don't know," Roman answered. Janus thought about it. He thought about the note Logan held and the marks on his wrists and the last words he said, and he gasped.
"Oh my God!"
"What?!" Thomas asked.
"He said, 'I'll be dead by dawn.' Don't you get what that means?" The other sides shook their head except for Remus.
"Oh God no. Logan!"
"I don't get it," Virgil said.
"He's going to kill himself! He was holding a suicide note, and didn't you see the cuts on his wrists?"
The reality of the situation sunk into the sides, but it was just a moment too late when it did. They were just a moment too late when they broke down the bathroom door.