Women Have To Be Held To The Same Standards, But For Some Fucked Up Reason, People Think It's Fucking

Women have to be held to the same standards, but for some fucked up reason, people think it's fucking sexism or shit like that. I will never fucking understand that.

And I am so sorry you had to go through that! I know it probably doesn't help and that the damage is already done, but I still am so sorry for that and I hope that one day the world will realise how fucked up it is and how fucked up kids will/are be if/since this continues happening!

Women and girls shouldn't get lighter punishments for rape.

When I was seven, I was raped multiple times by a female teacher. She would keep me after school or keep me in during recess because I had "work." And she would touch me in ways I didn't like and it escalated to rape. I didn't fully understand what was happening, but I knew it was bad. When I told someone, they thought I was joking.

When I was nine, I had an autistic female friend, who was twelve at the time and one of my friend's older sister. She didn't understand there were rules for how you showed you like someone, and she kissed me and touched me and eventually forced herself on me. I told my other friends, including that girl's brother, and they said I couldn't be mad at her because she was a girl and she was autistic. So I tried to forgive her, but I can't.

When I was ten, I had to go to the high school for band and I met this junior girl. She was nice to me. I trusted her and I trusted she would treat me well and be nice to me. I saw her as an older sister, buy that's not how she felt. She asked me to do sexual things with her and I said no. She got angry and threatened me if I didn't, so I did. I let her do whatever she wanted to me. And when I tried to tell the principal, he ignored it.

When I was eleven, I was in marching band, and I was good at my instrument. I met a fourteen year old girl who also played the same instrument, and we started dating. I didn't realize she was manipulating me until I got a little older. I was naive and innocent. It started out as a normal friendship, she said I was good at playing my instrument. She was sweet, she called me smart. But when she had me pinned to the wall, I realized she didn't care how good I was at the saxophone. For two years this went on. I was with her for two years and let her do these things to me because I was scared of what she would do if I didn't. When I told my cousin, she thought I was joking and laughed.

And then, I was twelve. I had a friend who was my age. I met her in class. She was nice to me. Finally, a girl who just wanted to be my friend. Who didn't want to screw me. We would spend all our free time together. Hours every day, talking and playing video games. She was a great friend. And then, she said we would be a good couple. I had trauma from the last four girls who said that, and I immediately told her no. So, naturally, she screwed me and kept my hoodie. I went home that night feeling like pure shit. It was snowing too, and I had to walk home in a t shirt. I didn't stop crying for a week. She tried to talk to me, but I ran away. I couldn't tell my parents. Why would they ever believe me anyway? Nobody else did.

So yeah, women who rape deserve every ounce of the same punishment men who rape do. The females who raped me got no punishment. It's not a symbol of female empowerment. It's not something to be proud of. It's fucked up and I have to live with the memories of these five females sexually abusing me. I have to be ashamed of my past because of what these women did to me, and I know I'm not the only one.

I just needed to talk about this because I see women who talk about raping their SO like it's something to be proud of. It's not, get in the dumpster, love.

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4 years ago

Remus: let's dissect a frog!

Logan: for science?

Remus: For science!

Logan: Alright

Me vs a random fander:

Fander Janus is accepted

Me: something's iffy

Fander: where's Virgil

Me: meh... He hurts Logan and Roman and despises Remus and Dee

Fander: Patton's evil?!

Me: HiS tRuE fOrM!

Fander: ignoring Logan

Me: thoroughly reading it through

Fander: *crying over Roman*

Me: ...but if Patton's "nice" and checking up on him why y'all crying

Fander: only caring about Dee Roman and Virgil

Me: WHAT ABOUT LOGAN?! IS HE WITH REMUS? REMY? EMILE? WHERE IS HE?!?!?

If you couldnt tell, I don't like Patton or Virgil

4 years ago

It's okay. Take your time. I get it. Life is really shitty for everyone at this point. And you need a break. I hope you feel better and I will help you kill covid!

I’ll probably go on a total Tumblr hiatus for a week or so because of some stuff happening in my personal life, and I just really don’t feel like posting or really doing anything.

My friends have been acting like assholes to me, everything’s just falling apart and I can’t do this anymore.

4 years ago

"your birthright was to die"

Super underrated line

I refused to watch MCU for a while after Endgame and all. but someone brought that line up because of fanmade video (Loki angst s what I was watching) That one sentence hurts because Odin says it. Odin was his "father" but once Loki found out, the father/son stuff all went to it's grave.


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4 years ago

It’s going on my list of achievements too.

Stop hating on Virgil people like you are one of the many reasons why depression is a real thing

I- what?

could someone please explain how this makes sense lmao

I can't believe that not liking a fan favorite singlehandedly caused the existence of depression

4 years ago

I need to find this

So theres this sanders sides fanfic i read where the sides turn into teens. and logans the youngest (12 i think) and he gets kidnapped. then the others get kidnapped too. then logan gets sent to a different dimension and the other sides take him in (the dark sides, well light sides of the dimension) then they call virgil and logan overhears him say the other logan is better (the logan from the alternate universe)

please help me find it. ive been looking for it for literal months


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4 years ago

Remus would hang out with his plushies and just joins Roman. He loves movies and ruining them but he can't do that do comfort things. (He just can't)

Roman would be hurt and watch Disney movies an musicals and all for literal days. And he doesn't even sing along. (Remus is beside him and has given him a plushie)

Janus would be confused since he's not imitating Patton. Once he figure it out, hes mad because he's thinks nothing like Patton (except for some thing's) He can't do anything because Virgil is "baby boi"

Patton would cry and when he stops he'll apologise and do anything and I mean ANYTHING to make Virgil happy with him again

Logan wouldn't notice the ignorance (happens all the time) but the name... He locks himself up for months. Nobody can get him out.

Idea #9

If one of the twins makes Virgil upset he will call him by the others name. (Calling Roman Remus or calling Remus Roman) and this shows results that he likes so he does it to the others. Sp he calls Janus Patton, and Patton Janus.

He of course plays it off as a, "Slip of his tongue"

However Virgil will just straight up ignore Logan or be like, "Oh wait, you have a name?"

4 years ago

you do that. i help with happiness i draw those pictures

Just a quick, sad thing

Logan's, "I'm here to deliver one last fact and then I will do you all a favor and spare you my company."

It reminds me of when my best friend attempted. Her last message to her girlfriend was, "Don't worry, this is the last argument we'll have. I'll spare you and Logan the pain of my words."

4 years ago

When I saw Nico I thought "Are you kidding me Roman? That's LOGAN!"

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something 10x better

when you realise the characters name is super close to another characters-

When you have so many baby name tabs open and it’s just because you’re trying to name a character….

4 years ago

I need to find this

So theres this sanders sides fanfic i read where the sides turn into teens. and logans the youngest (12 i think) and he gets kidnapped. then the others get kidnapped too. then logan gets sent to a different dimension and the other sides take him in (the dark sides, well light sides of the dimension) then they call virgil and logan overhears him say the other logan is better (the logan from the alternate universe)

please help me find it. ive been looking for it for literal months

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