Im A Woman Ofc I'm Just A Body...

Addiction sucks because you get so deep into it that you dont know how to live without your substance. Life without it feels so lacklustre. You lose track of who you are

I am an alcoholic trying to recover but living without is so hard for me.

This is my plan

I will start drinking in secret to try reduce my alc intake cuz trying to go sober is really hard, idk how to act sober, idk who I am sober, idk how to feel normal sober

It just doesnt work for me

Trying to stay sober while everyone around you is either street drinking or clubbing is so hard

I'm 18 why do I have to struggle like this

The only way I will feel happy without blacking out or doing stupid shit is if i keep drinking but without telling anyone,

Doing it in secret because then I will be worried about people knowing so I will be forced to drink less but I still get to have the clutch that makes me likeable and able to actually enjoy my time

I know this is a bad idea and I should just cut it out entirely but after a week of trying I just cant I cannot it is too difficult

Bro this film gets more and more relatable.

Dont think ive ever gotten this emotional over a film

The anger i share it the sadness the guilt i share it

Fly me to tbe moon

I just had the most extreme urge to relapse into sh again but then I had a poo and now I don't have the urge anymore

When will a cute tall curly hair midwest emo come save me from this castle ive been entrapped in

Sometimes i cant go to the bathroom because im too depressed to move so i just do mia in a can of cola

NOOOOOO YOU WERENT SUPPOSE TO FALL IN LOVE W ME NOOOOOOOO

Kissing in the back of police car while hes in cuffs kinda romantic but idk how he feels

Pee pee poo poo