Mizzykittyy - Kitty

Kissing in the back of police car while hes in cuffs kinda romantic but idk how he feels

Why do they call bruises black and blue when they are purple and red and turn yellow later on

this ego train I've been on for the past 3 months it's starting to crash

maybe I was never that bitch

maybe I am just ill

maybe it was never meant to be

it being happiness and me

slowly starting to not reply and not text

if I'm not needed then I wont try stay

if life is meaningless then so be it I dont care

I hope we all die from isolation

into disintegration

Please please please dpnt fall in love with me I dont want to hurt yoh

Im a woman ofc I'm just a body...

Writing songs because killing myself is "selfish"

Lowk lost all will to live again

Lowk burnt out again

Lowk drinking alone again

Lowk ugly again

Lowk fat again

Lowk hate myself again

Lowk relapsed again

Lowk unlovable again

Lowk lost everything again

I hate spring

I got that spring time apring time sadness

Why does no one else have spring seasonal depression

Spring highlights my low mood cuz everything is suppose to be happy

It isn't relapsing if it's a new method

People who hate others for something they did while in active addiction are actually so fucking full of themselves

Don't expect an addict to be acting right

Especially when you know they are using while they are being this "horrible vile person" (the most said addict done is usually just say smth mildly rude)

Like I understand when it comes to the addict being abusive or whatever

But more times then not people only be judging specifically FEMALE addicts who literally only CALL PEOPLE OUT ON THEIR WACK BEHAVIOR or just fall in love with the wrong people, which mind you is influenced by their addiction

And yes a fucking addict will beg for money for their addiction

If you have never had an addiction I don't want to hear any of it

You do NOT understand how it fucking feels to have an addiction and never remember anything you do YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT IT'S LIKE TO NOT BE ABLE TO FEEL HAPPY WITHOUT YOUR ADDICTION

so yeah

Just my thoughts

I really do not think people should judge addicts the way they do like have some fucking grip on reality

Addicts are addicts because they've been hurt, because they are hurt, because they are struggling

More then not, particularly for female addicts but also just implies to addicts in general, addicts are using their substance as a method of escapeism and/or coping mechanism as what is essentially a wheelchair, something that helps them survive

I don't think you as a non addict can actually judge an addicts actions when you don't understand any of their life or thought process

This also applies to judgement of people with BPD, Bipolar, Depression ect

If you don't understand then don't judge

Pee pee poo poo