•★ I went shopping with my mom today and it was very stressful for me. She doesn't know about my $h scars and I was trying on short sleeves today. The scars on my arm were shown. I was praying for her not to notice and she fortunately didn't but I was extremely stressed. Thank god everything was fine ★•
•★ Decided to post a b0dy check from yesterday bc why not ★•
••★ thrift store blessed me with this gorgeous belt today ★••
please, ignore my body.
I've been eating all day, I feel so disgusting....
•★ First 24 hours. I'm going for more ★•
•★ I feel like the worst girlfriend on earth. Why do I always have to do everything wrong? Can't I just be a good girlfriend? Also I feel very disgusting today. I hate myself for eating so much... I don't know what to do. Maybe another fast will make me feel better or sth ★•
•★ So I tried to throw up today again but after 20 minutes I only got rid of like 1/5 of that I ate. My family will make sure I eat during weekend but I thought that maybe I could throw up after every meal. Unfortunately it's not so easy... ★•
★•★•★•★•★•★•★•★•★
★•★•★•★•★•★•★•★•★
Dream.
•★ First 24 hours. I'm going for more ★•