I've Been Eating All Day, I Feel So Disgusting....

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45 hours of fast and a binge right after coming back home... I feel disgusting

•★ I went shopping with my mom today and it was very stressful for me. She doesn't know about my $h scars and I was trying on short sleeves today. The scars on my arm were shown. I was praying for her not to notice and she fortunately didn't but I was extremely stressed. Thank god everything was fine ★•

•★ My mom gave me some of her old jelewery. It's silver, but I mostly wear gold. Do you think I should put it on tomorrow?? ★•

••★ thrift store blessed me with this gorgeous belt today ★••

please, ignore my body.

My sweet boy is $hing and I took his blades and told him to never do it and thought it's enough but he and his mom said I act like I don't care about him doing it at all when I actually do care. I care a lot. I just don't know what I should do. I should care more. I don't know why I can't show it... I feel like the worst girlfriend ever..

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I live for this album

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•★ I feel like I'm getting fatter instead of skinnier.... ★•

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21 hours and 30 minutes already. I hope I won't have to eat..

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So real

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