I love multi swiping sm it feels like im genuinely destroying myself!
Like the grotesque jagged lines that come from my swiping are so nice
I actually cannot stand it here anymore
An suddenly my heart has been ripped out of my chest and sat neatly infront of me
Why is it so hard to ask simple questions like "hey you wanna calling just feel like I can't cause I'm bothering people
i was so naive covering my body with scars thinking that somebody would notice and care, now i know that nobody cares no matter how bad it is and now im left with my body covered in scars. all for nothing.
I can't cry, I can't eat. Mentally, I'm numb; physically, I feel sick. Iβm slowly deteriorating.
Oh not to mention I made a new friend(who I have a crush on but we're not getting into that dm if you want to know)if being told and "warned about me"that I'm a violent abusive person
Isn't my life just greatπππ
Okay so apparently I'm a mean abusive horrible person now πππ
Don't you just love when people attack you cause your stop being friends with them
And don't you love when the person attacking you wasn't even involved like me and her were good but I stopped being friends with you friends(one wrote a note to me that was just mean things about me and the other had been a bad friend since the 1 grade)
Don't you just love that for meπππππ€©π€©
itβs not obsession if you were made for me. call itβ¦ divine alignment.
your mental health will take everything from your life until it eventually takes your life
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