it’s not obsession if you were made for me. call it… divine alignment.
please stop looking at me like that, i promise i’m still human even if i have to cut my own flesh just so i can feel like one. please, please, please, don’t look at me like i’m a monster
Don’t hide your madness from me. Be clingy, be jealous, let your need for me spill out. I crave your intensity. I’ll be your shelter, your obsession, your everything. We can lose ourselves together. ♡
When ur trying to get clean for summer but the urge to cut is genuinely larger than life
no cuz like what the fuck is wrong w me, why am i like this i need to know
"It made me so happy to hear you laugh again" Yet you are the only reason I even did. You make me so happy yet you make me so angry, so sad and so hurt. I don't want to lose yourself, but I can't lose myself more in the process of trying to keep you close.
I try and try and try, yet you seem to move further away from me after every try.
Why won't you let me love you?
Please don't tell me that this is all just a sick and twisted game that you are playing, because the game you would be playing is called "My feelings" and I would lose every time.
I was telling you about how school is so draining that I dread getting up in the morning but you yelling at me to "clean my room"and"try harder"
What if the next time you see me I'm covered I'm my own blood with pills all around me would you tell me to "clean my room:
SH culture is wanting to rip out your own gvts and bleed out on the sidewalk or just completely mutilate your body beyond repair but also being horribly afraid of death as a concept 👍
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I forget people have normal childhoods. Wym you weren’t traumatised resulting to not function properly once grown…
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