I Actually Cannot Stand It Here Anymore

We should

✞ 666 ✞

I never realized how calming sh really is until I'm almost ripping my hair out and hitting my head trying to not cut and distract myself, now I've relapsed and I feel so calm w the blood running down my arm

they will never want me as much as i need them

i think i bother everyone

All I do is bleed

I bleed for you

I bleed for them

I bleed for her

I bleed for him

I bleed for me

All I am is a bleeding bloody mess

im so lonely. ill always be lonely no matter where i am. it hurts so bad, it feels like my stomach is tearing from the inside.

Bad Omens -"Burning Out"

*No reply*

Oh so you want me to kill myself?

Vent since I'm pissed

Tw sh

My one friend is pissing me off so bad she told me something and I said ok and then said "don't go telling anyone I know you like to do that" and all I think is how she told me a week ago that are whole friendship was built off her using me for homework and I'm the backstaber. Like I feel like she's a bad friend cause she made me so upset I relapsed and I can't even say anything cause she will make it about herself and I know she will cause when I told her I self harm the next day she came to school waving her arm in my face showing me her cuts like were twins now and it makes me feel like I'm the asshole for self harming in the first place.

If anyone actually read this thank you for listening and if you have any advice please share if you want I honestly don't no what to do