#5 I HATE...

#5 I HATE...

#5 I HATE...

To my father... I don't know about him now. I guess he's still a shitty person who likes to ruin people's lives, believing himself superior to others because of his social class, unfortunately I know that one way or another, he's my father, that doesn't mean I love him, not at all. But I have to learn to live with it. Because any man mom brings home is the same even though he will always be meaner. He always was and he wasn't afraid to hide it.

I haven't seen him since I was 4 years old, the worst 4 years of my life if anyone asks me, doesn't mean my life is better, but I can stand a lot more without my father around.

How to start talking about my father, how can you describe such a horrible and despicable person, a person who thought he was a god in his own twisted mind, as much as his son's?

As I mentioned I only lived with him for 4 years until he left me and my mother for a woman I used to know, sometimes that makes me think it was my fault he left us. I also don't know much about his relationship with my mother before he got married and although I tried to ask my mother about it she reacts in an aggressive way, and I don't blame her in that sense.

I remember wanting to rip my face off when I was little and when my mother would throw glass bottles in my face hoping that the last thing left in me of the man who abandoned her would disappear, maybe that's one of the reasons I hate my physical appearance so much, because I look like my father, I look like my father, I LOOK LIKE MY FATHER....

I am afraid of becoming what he is, a heartless abusive man who is not afraid to step on people, not because it is necessary if not because he likes to do it, he likes to see people suffer, he liked to see his blood suffer, the person who admired him the most, I know that no matter what I do, I will end up being like him, your behavior adapts to your surroundings, or so people always tell me, I am cursed, I will end up being like my father.

And when I do, I know that he will be able to look me in the eyes with satisfaction and smile because I create a monster as he was, and I will be, as his father was, as we all are.

What else do i hate?

Ah yes!

#5 I HATE...

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1 year ago

#2 I HATE...

#2 I HATE...

To “Luz”... She's one of my female classmates, she's so irritating, she's this typical girl who thinks she's better than all the others and that all the men are dying for her.

She's a spoiled brat, I would really love to wring her fucking neck, and that she squirms while I do it.

She tends to constantly tease me about my looks, even though it's something everyone always does, she gets upset when I try for better grades than her but she never tries to get better grades than me, and then cries when she fails any subject. I wish she would fail all of them and stay for the year.

She is literally the worst person I have met this year, she managed to make the one girl I was getting close to walk out of my life completely, she thinks she is the most beautiful woman in the world criticizing another when she is literally obese.

I hate her with all my heart, SHIT WHY CAN'T YOU SHUT UP BITCH?

Not everyone is in love with you, you are never the victim, you are not smart you are a fool, Luz.

What else do I hate?

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#2 I HATE...

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9 months ago

Hi guys, sorry for being too inactive, I'm busy in a mental institution that's keeping me from killing myself, I'll do updates soon, in all this time I've been filled with more hate :3


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1 year ago

#3 I HATE...

#3 I HATE...

The "Happy couples”...are the most disgusting thing in my burning jealousy eyes, because yes, I won't hide that I hate romantic couples out of jealousy, who wouldn't if all the people around you seem to have constant attention from an opponent when you are repelled like a fly?

Nobody is interested in me, maybe it's because I'm too ugly for a girl to even look at me, but I swear I've tried everything to make girls like me, I'm gentlemanly, kind and I try to be interesting to them, but all they do is make fun of me....

I just look at all the cute girls with black hair and those cute smiles I pass with their strong boyfriends and I can only feel lonely and empty. The only minimal encounter I've had with a girl in irl was with a classmate who just got my hopes up and used me, everyone is so...stupid.

And I include myself there, yes I'm a nerdy and skinny guy but I really try to get girls to like me and I never do, and I'm too horny to be able to stand not having the slightest physical contact with a girl, so I can only masturbate like a stupid guy.

It disgusts me to see how couples go through the streets hand in hand, eat in restaurants and buy things for each other, I know I'm not an Incel and even though sometimes I hate women and I don't hide it in that blog, I hate everyone, the name of the blog indicates it, don't be offended, although I don't mind if you consider me an Incel because in a way I am.

Every time I see them I ask myself why can't I have someone like that, WHY CAN'T I HAVE THAT?

Why can't I have someone who loves me and cares about me without caring about my looks or anything like that, people are extremely shallow and think of me as scum with nothing but to serve someone. I wouldn't mind serving someone like a girl or my girlfriend , if I had one, but I don't and I don't want to feel inferior to anyone.I can't go out in the street without observing boys and girls holding hands, it's cute, but I hate it, I hate it....

What else do I hate?

Ah yes!

#3 I HATE...

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1 year ago

Question, what does 'TCC' mean? /genq

Means: True Crime Community :3

Question, What Does 'TCC' Mean? /genq

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1 year ago

INTRODUCTION AND EXPLANATIONS!

INTRODUCTION AND EXPLANATIONS!

Hey, I'm the owner of this blog, you can call me IHE or just Ev, I'm a guy who has a hard life and I think this little blog to vent about his hard life, I will upload long texts where I tell how shitty is my existence and what I hate about it.

I'm weird, but I try not to look like a pervert or similar houses, I'm just hypersexual, and a nerdy loser, if I get to take confidence I'll probably give you my social networks like my Spacehey or my Twitter, I'm very clingy and I tend to get attached very fast with people.

Clearly I have mental problems ok? Yeah, I'm a TCC, fuck you if you don't like it. I'm not a Fanboy or anything similar though I promise. I'm sorry if in any blog I said something offensive or similar, I don't usually measure or think much about my words and what I write.

Without more to say, enjoy this blog, if you dare to read it....

INTRODUCTION AND EXPLANATIONS!

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1 year ago

I know this blog was made for you to talk about what you hate, but i read your posts and now I'm curious. If you had a girlfriend and she was everything that you wanted, what would she act/look like?

Well I don't have a preference for looks, to me all girls are pretty in their own way. Although in the sentimental mode I would be understanding, hyperactive and maybe even very talkative, I like it when people talk more than me.

I would be kind to everyone and help them with my problems, I would like them to be detail oriented although I wouldn't mind if they are not, if they show interest and are kind to me that's enough :3

I Know This Blog Was Made For You To Talk About What You Hate, But I Read Your Posts And Now I'm Curious.

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7 months ago

I'M BACK

I'M BACK

Hi, yeah it's been more than “too much”, sorry for leaving without an explanation, too many things happened and I was in a mental institution, where in general they wouldn't let you have a phone or a computer, the only access I could have to the internet was to talk to my mother and it was extremely supervised, it was fucking hell and I got even more filled with hate.

And those bitches thought they helped me at all but oh no, not at all, I'm just even more pissed off and full of things to bitch about, plus tomorrow I'm going back to school and shit so I see I'll be posting a lot about that.

Anyway, sorry again for not posting or answering messages, if anyone wants to talk again feel free to post again, thanks for still keeping an eye on my blog :3

ATT: IHE/Ev

I'M BACK

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11 months ago

I kinda see we have similarities, family problems, School problems and shits, I also attach to people VERY fockin' easily that strangers would vomit infront of me, Anyways, wanna be friends? :333

First of all, I'm so sorry for responding too late, I had major health problems.

And on the other hand, of course I would love to be friends :D!

I Kinda See We Have Similarities, Family Problems, School Problems And Shits, I Also Attach To People

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10 months ago

Omg wait you’re accepting friend requests now, can I be your friend, Ev?

Yes I am very multifaceted, omg of course you can be my friend! :D

Omg Wait You’re Accepting Friend Requests Now, Can I Be Your Friend, Ev?

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11 months ago

hi....

what kind of music do you like? are you a fan of industrial (front 242, ministry, my life with the thrill kill kult) and have you ever considered doing drugs?

Actually yes, I love industrial, especially Front 242, and I listen to all kinds of music really, probably anything I've heard at least once more. I love music.

I actually do drugs, I've only been clean for 1 month but I'm thinking of going back to it.....

Hi....

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This blog is made to let off steam. I'm a nerd, loser, virgin guy, I'm a incel . You can call me IHE or just Ev I want a girlfriend.

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