INTRODUCTION AND EXPLANATIONS!

#1 I HATE...

To my mom...I think this is a completely common problem, but she's just everything that's wrong with a shitty mom, she can't stop criticizing everything I do? Yes mom, I'm putting effort into my studies, I promise. No mom, I don't want to leave my room to watch you do drugs and use people to me and then have you complain about me doing it.

She is so annoying, she always has to criticize what I wear to go out “IHE, that's so ugly, you have too many clothes, go and wear something else!” BUT I WANT TO WEAR THIS SHIT WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM MOTHER!!!?

She claims the fact that I never tell her anything, but the moment I do, she uses it completely against me, as if this is a game of who can ruin the other's life more.

Even though I win at the moment I was born....

You don't care! Why am I angry all the time? It's none of your business, how much I wish I was one of those moms who comes to see me at school, who cares about, where to go, who to go with, when I will arrive, I know that for some people who have those moms it's annoying, but oh man, you don't know how lucky you are to have a mom who at least cares about you in some way.

I still remember when I go in to pick up my report cards because my mom doesn't want to go to my school, when on holidays I have to eat alone, having girls make fun of me because I look like a dumb orphan. I know you're in bad shape mom, dad left and you don't have a good job, but I'm your son, I'm trying to help you with expenses and every time I try you yell at me that it's none of my business and to get the hell out of your life.

But don't you know I would love to do that because I know what I would ruin it completely.

I hate that you yell at me and hit me like I'm nothing more than just another person in the crowd that you can abuse without any consequences because in a way, I am, because I meant nothing more to her.

Stop trying to victimize yourself mom, you are not the victim all the time. Stop being so you mom!

What else do I hate?

Ah, yes!

I kinda see we have similarities, family problems, School problems and shits, I also attach to people VERY fockin' easily that strangers would vomit infront of me, Anyways, wanna be friends? :333

First of all, I'm so sorry for responding too late, I had major health problems.

And on the other hand, of course I would love to be friends :D!

#3 I HATE...

The "Happy couples”...are the most disgusting thing in my burning jealousy eyes, because yes, I won't hide that I hate romantic couples out of jealousy, who wouldn't if all the people around you seem to have constant attention from an opponent when you are repelled like a fly?

Nobody is interested in me, maybe it's because I'm too ugly for a girl to even look at me, but I swear I've tried everything to make girls like me, I'm gentlemanly, kind and I try to be interesting to them, but all they do is make fun of me....

I just look at all the cute girls with black hair and those cute smiles I pass with their strong boyfriends and I can only feel lonely and empty. The only minimal encounter I've had with a girl in irl was with a classmate who just got my hopes up and used me, everyone is so...stupid.

And I include myself there, yes I'm a nerdy and skinny guy but I really try to get girls to like me and I never do, and I'm too horny to be able to stand not having the slightest physical contact with a girl, so I can only masturbate like a stupid guy.

It disgusts me to see how couples go through the streets hand in hand, eat in restaurants and buy things for each other, I know I'm not an Incel and even though sometimes I hate women and I don't hide it in that blog, I hate everyone, the name of the blog indicates it, don't be offended, although I don't mind if you consider me an Incel because in a way I am.

Every time I see them I ask myself why can't I have someone like that, WHY CAN'T I HAVE THAT?

Why can't I have someone who loves me and cares about me without caring about my looks or anything like that, people are extremely shallow and think of me as scum with nothing but to serve someone. I wouldn't mind serving someone like a girl or my girlfriend , if I had one, but I don't and I don't want to feel inferior to anyone.I can't go out in the street without observing boys and girls holding hands, it's cute, but I hate it, I hate it....

What else do I hate?

Ah yes!

#2 I HATE...

To “Luz”... She's one of my female classmates, she's so irritating, she's this typical girl who thinks she's better than all the others and that all the men are dying for her.

She's a spoiled brat, I would really love to wring her fucking neck, and that she squirms while I do it.

She tends to constantly tease me about my looks, even though it's something everyone always does, she gets upset when I try for better grades than her but she never tries to get better grades than me, and then cries when she fails any subject. I wish she would fail all of them and stay for the year.

She is literally the worst person I have met this year, she managed to make the one girl I was getting close to walk out of my life completely, she thinks she is the most beautiful woman in the world criticizing another when she is literally obese.

I hate her with all my heart, SHIT WHY CAN'T YOU SHUT UP BITCH?

Not everyone is in love with you, you are never the victim, you are not smart you are a fool, Luz.

What else do I hate?

Ah yes!

hi....

what kind of music do you like? are you a fan of industrial (front 242, ministry, my life with the thrill kill kult) and have you ever considered doing drugs?

Actually yes, I love industrial, especially Front 242, and I listen to all kinds of music really, probably anything I've heard at least once more. I love music.

I actually do drugs, I've only been clean for 1 month but I'm thinking of going back to it.....

I'M BACK

Hi, yeah it's been more than “too much”, sorry for leaving without an explanation, too many things happened and I was in a mental institution, where in general they wouldn't let you have a phone or a computer, the only access I could have to the internet was to talk to my mother and it was extremely supervised, it was fucking hell and I got even more filled with hate.

And those bitches thought they helped me at all but oh no, not at all, I'm just even more pissed off and full of things to bitch about, plus tomorrow I'm going back to school and shit so I see I'll be posting a lot about that.

Anyway, sorry again for not posting or answering messages, if anyone wants to talk again feel free to post again, thanks for still keeping an eye on my blog :3

ATT: IHE/Ev

Hi guys, sorry for being too inactive, I'm busy in a mental institution that's keeping me from killing myself, I'll do updates soon, in all this time I've been filled with more hate :3

#4 I HATE...

To "school"... That's one of the reasons why I've been inactive this week, I hate going to school. It's not that I'm not smart, well, I don't consider myself smart, and it's hard for me to concentrate but at the end of the day I have very good grades, the point is everything that happens at school.

In spite of everything I hate teachers, every single one of them, I hate them and I will probably talk more in depth about them in future blogs, they are all so horrible and they think they have the right to do everything, of course they are older people and you have to respect them but they literally feel in authority over your life as if they were damn stupid politicians.

They have such a backwards ideology, and they say every fucking stupid thing a human can say and they literally believe that their subject matter is the most important thing in your life.

And let's not even talk about my classmates who I will also talk about in depth one by one, they think they are the most important person in the world and unfortunately I have to do everything they ask me to do because if I have one of those damn spoiled bitches against me I have all the stupid women in the classroom against me. And the men, they act like men, I have nothing more to say about that.

They are literally stupid and I'm not trying to generalize men but they literally act like assholes, although I do manage to empathize better with them.

People outside the course are so annoying always, they are recording you waiting for the moment for you to do something lame and upload you to the stupid instagram account, damn Ricardo I hate him. One way or another I can't do anything without someone judging me to extreme levels and nothing keeps them happy.

I don't eat something, I'm automatically poor for not buying myself something to eat, I buy myself something to eat,I'm a pig who swallows every chance he gets, really who understands them.

I can't do anything without everyone making fun of me because I'm the center of ridicule for those jerks, and then not content, they destroy my notebooks and beat me up all the time. I've had to redo my notebooks 5 times so far this year because they always get them wet, torn, hidden, thrown away and sold. They do everything they can to ruin my school stay as much as they can, and the teachers do nothing to stop it, clearly, I'M A PERSON TOO, OR AM I?

And since I'm a jerk who doesn't know anything about sports it's even worse, yes, I'm the jerk that nobody wants on their team when playing soccer or basketball, sometimes the girls let me be on their team, I appreciate it but at the same time I hate it, I only gained notice doing silly jobs, like cleaning the storage room or the playing field, and when I'm not doing that I'm sitting on the bleachers playing with my phone or listening to music like a jerk.

Sometimes I seriously think about doing something I might regret, I feel like none of them really deserve to live, no, nobody at that damn school deserves the life they have, full of luxuries and no worries, they're all just spoiled fuckers with no brains.

What else do I hate?

Ah yes!

Question, what does 'TCC' mean? /genq

Means: True Crime Community :3

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— A "Situation" is a little new section that I will add to the blog just because I missed a lot of time lol, it will simply be as the name suggests, a situation that happened to me and I wanted to tell it, something absurd, sad or whatever that makes me feel slightly uncomfortable with my life in general and if that's it.

— Well, it all started on Thursday of the previous week. I was calmly eating lunch, eating something while playing on my phone, until some guys showed up and sat down near me, and I didn't have a problem with that. They were talking about their stuff and that was it, but then they started talking about a younger classmate, let's call him "Ricky." Well, this Ricky is the boyfriend of one of my stupid classmates, let's call her "Caroline." The thing is, these guys were talking about how Ricky was apparently showing intimate photos (nudes) that Caroline sent him to his friends and one of his friends' girlfriends or something like that. The point is, it seemed a little... weird to me, so when recess was over, I decided to go up to this girl and tell her what I had heard.

I told her I wasn't sure about this, but if she wanted, we could ask one of the guys who was talking about it. We asked him, and he confirmed it, plus he showed Caroline that Ricky was basically forwarding Caroline's nudes to his friends, and she still literally yelled in my face that it wasn't my problem and that I was lying because I was jealous and nobody liked me, saying things like: "Oh, but I believe Ricky! He never lies to me." GIRL-

And she just kept yelling at me like it was my fault for half an hour, and then she stopped bothering me. I think I'll dedicate an entire post to that bitch. I know it might not have been my business, but I was trying to help. Women can be so dramatic and hateful.