Question, What Does 'TCC' Mean? /genq

Omg wait you’re accepting friend requests now, can I be your friend, Ev?

Yes I am very multifaceted, omg of course you can be my friend! :D

#2 I HATE...

To “Luz”... She's one of my female classmates, she's so irritating, she's this typical girl who thinks she's better than all the others and that all the men are dying for her.

She's a spoiled brat, I would really love to wring her fucking neck, and that she squirms while I do it.

She tends to constantly tease me about my looks, even though it's something everyone always does, she gets upset when I try for better grades than her but she never tries to get better grades than me, and then cries when she fails any subject. I wish she would fail all of them and stay for the year.

She is literally the worst person I have met this year, she managed to make the one girl I was getting close to walk out of my life completely, she thinks she is the most beautiful woman in the world criticizing another when she is literally obese.

I hate her with all my heart, SHIT WHY CAN'T YOU SHUT UP BITCH?

Not everyone is in love with you, you are never the victim, you are not smart you are a fool, Luz.

What else do I hate?

Ah yes!

#5 I HATE...

To my father... I don't know about him now. I guess he's still a shitty person who likes to ruin people's lives, believing himself superior to others because of his social class, unfortunately I know that one way or another, he's my father, that doesn't mean I love him, not at all. But I have to learn to live with it. Because any man mom brings home is the same even though he will always be meaner. He always was and he wasn't afraid to hide it.

I haven't seen him since I was 4 years old, the worst 4 years of my life if anyone asks me, doesn't mean my life is better, but I can stand a lot more without my father around.

How to start talking about my father, how can you describe such a horrible and despicable person, a person who thought he was a god in his own twisted mind, as much as his son's?

As I mentioned I only lived with him for 4 years until he left me and my mother for a woman I used to know, sometimes that makes me think it was my fault he left us. I also don't know much about his relationship with my mother before he got married and although I tried to ask my mother about it she reacts in an aggressive way, and I don't blame her in that sense.

I remember wanting to rip my face off when I was little and when my mother would throw glass bottles in my face hoping that the last thing left in me of the man who abandoned her would disappear, maybe that's one of the reasons I hate my physical appearance so much, because I look like my father, I look like my father, I LOOK LIKE MY FATHER....

I am afraid of becoming what he is, a heartless abusive man who is not afraid to step on people, not because it is necessary if not because he likes to do it, he likes to see people suffer, he liked to see his blood suffer, the person who admired him the most, I know that no matter what I do, I will end up being like him, your behavior adapts to your surroundings, or so people always tell me, I am cursed, I will end up being like my father.

And when I do, I know that he will be able to look me in the eyes with satisfaction and smile because I create a monster as he was, and I will be, as his father was, as we all are.

What else do i hate?

Ah yes!

I'M BACK

Hi, yeah it's been more than “too much”, sorry for leaving without an explanation, too many things happened and I was in a mental institution, where in general they wouldn't let you have a phone or a computer, the only access I could have to the internet was to talk to my mother and it was extremely supervised, it was fucking hell and I got even more filled with hate.

And those bitches thought they helped me at all but oh no, not at all, I'm just even more pissed off and full of things to bitch about, plus tomorrow I'm going back to school and shit so I see I'll be posting a lot about that.

Anyway, sorry again for not posting or answering messages, if anyone wants to talk again feel free to post again, thanks for still keeping an eye on my blog :3

ATT: IHE/Ev

INTRODUCTION AND EXPLANATIONS!

Hey, I'm the owner of this blog, you can call me IHE or just Ev, I'm a guy who has a hard life and I think this little blog to vent about his hard life, I will upload long texts where I tell how shitty is my existence and what I hate about it.

I'm weird, but I try not to look like a pervert or similar houses, I'm just hypersexual, and a nerdy loser, if I get to take confidence I'll probably give you my social networks like my Spacehey or my Twitter, I'm very clingy and I tend to get attached very fast with people.

Clearly I have mental problems ok? Yeah, I'm a TCC, fuck you if you don't like it. I'm not a Fanboy or anything similar though I promise. I'm sorry if in any blog I said something offensive or similar, I don't usually measure or think much about my words and what I write.

Without more to say, enjoy this blog, if you dare to read it....

hi....

what kind of music do you like? are you a fan of industrial (front 242, ministry, my life with the thrill kill kult) and have you ever considered doing drugs?

Actually yes, I love industrial, especially Front 242, and I listen to all kinds of music really, probably anything I've heard at least once more. I love music.

I actually do drugs, I've only been clean for 1 month but I'm thinking of going back to it.....

I kinda see we have similarities, family problems, School problems and shits, I also attach to people VERY fockin' easily that strangers would vomit infront of me, Anyways, wanna be friends? :333

First of all, I'm so sorry for responding too late, I had major health problems.

And on the other hand, of course I would love to be friends :D!

Hi guys, sorry for being too inactive, I'm busy in a mental institution that's keeping me from killing myself, I'll do updates soon, in all this time I've been filled with more hate :3

#4 I HATE...

To "school"... That's one of the reasons why I've been inactive this week, I hate going to school. It's not that I'm not smart, well, I don't consider myself smart, and it's hard for me to concentrate but at the end of the day I have very good grades, the point is everything that happens at school.

In spite of everything I hate teachers, every single one of them, I hate them and I will probably talk more in depth about them in future blogs, they are all so horrible and they think they have the right to do everything, of course they are older people and you have to respect them but they literally feel in authority over your life as if they were damn stupid politicians.

They have such a backwards ideology, and they say every fucking stupid thing a human can say and they literally believe that their subject matter is the most important thing in your life.

And let's not even talk about my classmates who I will also talk about in depth one by one, they think they are the most important person in the world and unfortunately I have to do everything they ask me to do because if I have one of those damn spoiled bitches against me I have all the stupid women in the classroom against me. And the men, they act like men, I have nothing more to say about that.

They are literally stupid and I'm not trying to generalize men but they literally act like assholes, although I do manage to empathize better with them.

People outside the course are so annoying always, they are recording you waiting for the moment for you to do something lame and upload you to the stupid instagram account, damn Ricardo I hate him. One way or another I can't do anything without someone judging me to extreme levels and nothing keeps them happy.

I don't eat something, I'm automatically poor for not buying myself something to eat, I buy myself something to eat,I'm a pig who swallows every chance he gets, really who understands them.

I can't do anything without everyone making fun of me because I'm the center of ridicule for those jerks, and then not content, they destroy my notebooks and beat me up all the time. I've had to redo my notebooks 5 times so far this year because they always get them wet, torn, hidden, thrown away and sold. They do everything they can to ruin my school stay as much as they can, and the teachers do nothing to stop it, clearly, I'M A PERSON TOO, OR AM I?

And since I'm a jerk who doesn't know anything about sports it's even worse, yes, I'm the jerk that nobody wants on their team when playing soccer or basketball, sometimes the girls let me be on their team, I appreciate it but at the same time I hate it, I only gained notice doing silly jobs, like cleaning the storage room or the playing field, and when I'm not doing that I'm sitting on the bleachers playing with my phone or listening to music like a jerk.

Sometimes I seriously think about doing something I might regret, I feel like none of them really deserve to live, no, nobody at that damn school deserves the life they have, full of luxuries and no worries, they're all just spoiled fuckers with no brains.

What else do I hate?

Ah yes!

“ SITUATION #1 ”

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— A "Situation" is a little new section that I will add to the blog just because I missed a lot of time lol, it will simply be as the name suggests, a situation that happened to me and I wanted to tell it, something absurd, sad or whatever that makes me feel slightly uncomfortable with my life in general and if that's it.

— Well, it all started on Thursday of the previous week. I was calmly eating lunch, eating something while playing on my phone, until some guys showed up and sat down near me, and I didn't have a problem with that. They were talking about their stuff and that was it, but then they started talking about a younger classmate, let's call him "Ricky." Well, this Ricky is the boyfriend of one of my stupid classmates, let's call her "Caroline." The thing is, these guys were talking about how Ricky was apparently showing intimate photos (nudes) that Caroline sent him to his friends and one of his friends' girlfriends or something like that. The point is, it seemed a little... weird to me, so when recess was over, I decided to go up to this girl and tell her what I had heard.

I told her I wasn't sure about this, but if she wanted, we could ask one of the guys who was talking about it. We asked him, and he confirmed it, plus he showed Caroline that Ricky was basically forwarding Caroline's nudes to his friends, and she still literally yelled in my face that it wasn't my problem and that I was lying because I was jealous and nobody liked me, saying things like: "Oh, but I believe Ricky! He never lies to me." GIRL-

And she just kept yelling at me like it was my fault for half an hour, and then she stopped bothering me. I think I'll dedicate an entire post to that bitch. I know it might not have been my business, but I was trying to help. Women can be so dramatic and hateful.