Just Popping In To See If Your Alright, You've Been Gone For A Bit, So I Wanted To Check In. Hope You

If I see one more sub!reader fic in the dom!reader tag I'm going to lose it 😺...

I still get suprised when I realize that not all ppl live in their heads + just exist in reality and are completely disconnected from it. Like how do you do that? How do you get by with only having reality going for you. Cause if I only lived in reality I would've killed myself by the age of 10 atleast.

Could you do a Simon minter x reader where the reader is going through some family stuff and Simon let’s her vent

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𝙏𝙤𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙___𝙎𝙞𝙢𝙤𝙣 𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

Thank you for requesting sweetie, i hope you like it 💕 !!! Ps: i didn't have the brainpower to proofread so sorry if there are any mistakes <3

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When you first moved to London your family wasn't happy to have you go so far away from them. And you felt their pain too. It was nerve-racking to move away from home for the first time, but to another country was a whole different level.

Eventhough after years you still missed your old room, the nature and the architecture back home from time to time, you don't regret it one bit. You're youtube career skyrocketed, you've made so many new amazing friends along with lots of happy memories. And you have the love of your life, Simon, right next to you.

But when corona took over the world your regular visits of your family got complicated. At this point you hadn't been home for months and months. But missing your family wasn't the biggest problem the situation was going to put you through.

After 5 months of you not visiting home something clicked in the head of your parents and they suddenly started accusing you of some absurd as well as hurtful things. The topics ratiod from being a bad daughter / son / child to abandoning your family for the so called 'better life far away'.

It was all so exhausting and mentally draining. But as expected Simon could tell that something was off.

The two of you had just finished putting the dishes in the dishwasher when he asked, "You've been a little down lately. Is everything alright?". You sighed at his concerned gaze, "Just my parents you know. Being their usual selves again" you tried to joke about the situation.

"Come here" Simon spread his arm, gesturing for you to hug him. You rested your head on chest and closed you eyes, feeling at safe ease. "Wanna talk about it?" He asked as his hand started caressing your back in a relaxing manner.

"I miss them, you know. But everytime I call them i get blamed for shit i haven't even done. Like the other day my mom just spent all of our call making me feel quilty for moving here. I don't know what they get out of it. Or if they're really just that mad and think its completely my fault. But it's not like i invented the whole virus or something" you took a long breath to keep yourself stable.

"But it's starting to work. I'm starting to overthink just existing in this country. I just-. I just have to decide at some point if I'll stay here or move back to my home country. And it's stressful as well as hundred other negative things". Simon paused for moment before opening his mouth, as if he had no idea how to comfort you in the way you deserve.

"We've talked about this a few times before and you always said you don't regret moving here. She just misses you and probably thinks making you feel bad for having a good life is going to make the travel bans disappear" Simon whispered calmly, making you chuckl for a second, "probably".

"And you've also said that you're going to be done here when you're done with youtube, but i doubt thats going to happen anytime soon. So don't exhaust yourself with that thought too much at the moment" ending his sentence with a kiss to your head Simon pulled slightly away to give you a heartwarming smile.

And as you stood in the middle of the kitchen with his hands draped around you, you sent him a smile back. Simon was right, you didn't truly feel bad for moving here. Because if you hadn't, the two of you would've never met. And there are already too much people who haven't met their soulmate for that to happen.

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(This gif kinda doesn't fit the theme, but just look at him being so happy and cute (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ) )

Hiiii! sorry that i disappeared, i’m finally home and feeling so much happier. hope your doing well and looking forward to any docs that may be happening:)

-bee anon 🐝

Hi, glad to hear that ur home and better :). I'm not doing that well tho haha, today is my first day at a new school and I want to kill myself, but thanks anyways lol.

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𝐉𝐨𝐬𝐡 𝐁𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬___𝟖𝐭𝐡𝐒𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

🕯🧸🐑

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When Josh first met you he was more focused on the confusion of Vikk talking with a cute girl than anything else. Even though he only talked with you for a brief moment at first, you stayed in his mind because Freya had mentioned liking your content and he now got to tell her he met you. 

After knowing you for some time Josh started feeling sympathy for you since you were so young and had grown such a following in such a short time.

When he learned that you were often anxious about ‘fans’ with devious intentions Josh tried silently to reassure you that you are safe with him and the guys.

He was also the first one to notice that being amongst 7 men who were older than you made you feel uneasy at first. Again he tried to let you know that you don’t have to worry without making a big deal out of it and making you uncomfortable.

But at the same time, the fact that you were aware of the dangers that could harm you instead of being naive to everything made him feel a bit more at ease. Because he knew you would not get yourself in stupid situations. 

Josh will also casually tell you that you can always come to him for advice or if you just need to speak to someone. Again, he does not want to make a big deal out of it to startle you, but he subtly lets you know.

He is a bit surprised when you tell him that he can do the same and in the same subtle way that he does as well.

Though Josh probably won’t come and confide in you since he would feel guilty about it, he will feel grateful for the mutual offer and trust.

He was just so protective, but at the same time, he tried to not let it show. It was subtle, you might not even notice it. But if you look into it you realize that he has always been there, making sure that you're safe, even after you grew older.

The thing that you and Josh had in common was just blurting out outrageous things at random times. The other would often call you guys freaks jokingly, but that common sense of humor led to many moments that strengthened the bond between the two of you.

Losers online might call him boring but you could not disagree more. He always makes you laugh and vice versa. 

The viewers love whenever your interactions get caught by cameras because it is guaranteed to be funny since Josh and you just bounce off each other like that. 

Never going off at Josh when you end up in the bad team. So when the others are raging you're always just there like 🧍.

Calling him and Simon 💫your favorite pensioners💫.

It is an ongoing meme that you are Josh’s and Freya’s adopted daughter. An idea that the three of you often entertain for some jokes. 

That joke particularly led to someone editing you and Josh with a snippet from ABBA's "slipping through my fingers" and posting it on Josh's reddit. His reaction to it was so wholesome many people just had to clip it.

'Oh god, you're gonna make me tear up, you evil bastards'

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Hope you enjoyed these headcanons and that you have a miraculous day 💫!!

just wanted to say hi to let you know that i’m manifesting your life to be filled with happiness and love because you deserve that and more.

like you have no idea the impact and importance your writing has on my life rn. It’s my escape and I’ll never stop being grateful, so thank you <3

This message literally made my day!!! Thank you so much, it means a lot. This just makes me wanna write every day for hours on end (i wish i could tho). I'm also very grateful for you for appreciating my work and being so kind <33

pspspsps it's me

Heyyy 👋 !!!

I'm sure they're very spicy. I've seen you on @depraved-empress' blog and the content there was indeed 🤌.

Can you write about josh x reader, where the reader is seriously clumsy, hurts herself and josh freaks? X🤍

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𝙄 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨, 𝙄 𝙙𝙤 𝙞𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚___𝙅𝙤𝙨𝙝 𝘽𝙧𝙖𝙙𝙡𝙚𝙮 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

Thank you for the cute request 🤗 !! It turned out to be more accident based than clumsiness, but I hope you and the other readers enjoy this <3 !!!

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It was once again Josh's turn to organize the upcoming Sidemen Sunday. He insisted that you shouldn't waste your time on helping him (his words, not yours), but you disagreed. Josh was such a hardworking person, you had known that from day one and to make sure he won't overwork himself you always tried to help him.

"You're too kind you know" Josh chuckled as the two of you were carrying a few packages to a room he had rented out for the video. "I don't mind helping you, you know that" you smiled at him and placed the cardboard box down.

Josh did the same and looked at you with more of a serious expression "It's still very nice of you. I appreciate it". Your heart melted slightly at his confession, "Well what can I say? I guess, I do it out of love" as you let out a light giggle you saw his heart-eyes mirror yours.

He was just about to say something when Ethan and Harry entered the room with loud laughter announcing their arrival. After all of you had said your hellos you and Josh continued setting up the set while Ethan and Harry started laughing at their inside joke once again. 

While you were setting up one of the cameras while crouching down, you didn’t notice one of the heavy speaker poles starting to fall down. Josh saw the pole falling from the other side of the room, but before he could even warn you the pole came in sudden contact with your head and right shoulder. 

As your vision went dark and your body went limp Josh caught you just in time before you head hit the concrete floor. “Y/N!!” he shook your body in a frantic motion and immediately searched for any blood. “What happened!?” Harry asked in worry as the other two had also heard Josh’s panic.

“The fucking speaker pole fell on her head” Josh cursed and tried to wake you by slapping your face with low force. As you weren’t waking up the three men were starting to panic even more. Ethan took a deep breath to calm himself and asked: “Should-Should I call the ambulance?”. 

Even though he was left without an answer because the others did not know what to do either Ethan took out his phone. Just as he was about to dial the number you opened your eyes slowly. “Ah fuck” you mumbled as your head and shoulder were hurting like hell.

Everyone sighed in brief relief. "Oh God. Where does it hurt? Are you bleeding?" Josh rambled, frantically checking your head for obvious injuries. "My head, shoulder" you mumbled still confused.

"Should I call the ambulance?"

"Yes, right now!"

"Do we have anything cold to put on her head"

"There was a cooler in the back"

"I'll get it!"

Multiple voices were speaking around whilst the pain was slowly starting to disappear. "What happened?" You asked Josh as he gently hugged you to his chest. "A speaker pole fell on your head" Josh answered and softly stroked the side of your head that had been untouched.

Ethan's home started ringing for the ambulance when you came to your sense. "Don't call em. I'm fine" you quickly said. Everyone went silent, but soon Josh argued.

"No no you could be seriously hurt"

"I am fine I swear, the pain is going away quickly"

"But what if-"

"I am fine, really. Let's not waste their time when others could need it"

Harry came running with an ice pack and handed it to Josh. As he held the pack to your head you managed to convince him that your fine. But the uneasy look never faded.

"I am really sorry. You were here only here to help me and now you got hurt", Josh's eyes were filled with quilt.

"It was just an accident"

"You still got hurt. I was so worried when you collapsed, my heart missed like a ton of beats"

"I am sorry. But I am alright."

"Nah, you could've been seriously hurt, like seriously hurt."

You hugged him closer to you and whispered to reassure him, "I'm fine". Josh smiled, his mind and heart starting to calm down from the shock and worry. "Everything is alright, you are just overworrying a little" you continued, letting out a light chuckle. "Maybe, just maybe. I guess I do it out of love".

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Thank you for reading!! I hope u have an amazing day / night 💕 !!!

Can I have a Simon/Reader cuddle fic? I am all for the mushy fics recently and I can't find any that I really like :)

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𝘼𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙮___ 𝙎𝙞𝙢𝙤𝙣 𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

Thank you very much for requesting bb 💓 !!! I hope you like it :). Personally i can't decide if it's acc sweet or just cringe so yh haha.

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Being a full-time youtuber often leaves you with very little free time. And the fact that you and Simon both did youtube videos and streamed too, didn't help either. But you guys made it work, to many people's suprise.

Considering that Simon was a giant you'd automatically assume that he was a big spoon. Yet in reality it was the complete opposite. He didn't exactly mind being the big spoon, but in his eyes there was nothing better than being cradled against your chest.

So here you were, staying over at his place on a Wednesday night. You both had spent the day filming and editing, resulting in Simon and you being absolutely finished right now.

He was ranting to you about a problem involving his upcoming video as you played with his hair. "I just want the problem to be fixed and done with already" Simon sighed and looked up at you. "I know baby. But don't worry, it'll work out soon" you reassured him with a kiss to his head and smiled.

As your eyes were starting close on their own you still saw Simon's smile through your hazy vision. Just before you drifted to sleep you still mumbled out a "I love you", with a light smile. "I love you too", Simom answered and snuggled a bit closer to you.

He closed his eyes and fell asleep knowing that it doesn't matter what kind of hardships he'll face during the day, because at the end of it you'll always be here for him and that was all he needed.

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this isn’t an request, you’re just my favorite creator rn and i really need to rant to someone who doesn’t know me lol.

for several months i’ve been trying to get my older brother to hang out with me ( sounds stupid I know) but he always comes up with these excuses, and as the stupid person that i am, i thought i could buy him into hanging out with me, like buying him gifts etc even though I’m broke.

Recently he complained ab how he wanted to buy this computer for 700€ and i thought, ‘that’s the same amount in my saving account’. So i bought him the computer and he didn’t say thank you or even acknowledged what i did? And now my very important savings are gone because i’m stupid and such a people’s pleaser.

I guess it kinda hit me that maybe he doesn’t love me, and that i should’ve given up a while ago.

I'm so sorry that he's been and continuing to be such a douche to you. He didn't obviously deserve your savings, but that's done now and we should just leave it behind us :).

It's totally normal that you can't have a perfect relationship with everyone. And even tho it sucks when this applies to you and ur brother, you should let it go for good. It's not as easy in theory for sure, but he doesn't deserve ur time or sadness.

This is a complicated situation and i really don't know how to help you. But i hope talking about it made you feel atleast a little better <3