Can You Write About Josh X Reader, Where The Reader Is Seriously Clumsy, Hurts Herself And Josh Freaks?

Hiiii! sorry that i disappeared, i’m finally home and feeling so much happier. hope your doing well and looking forward to any docs that may be happening:)

-bee anon 🐝

Hi, glad to hear that ur home and better :). I'm not doing that well tho haha, today is my first day at a new school and I want to kill myself, but thanks anyways lol.

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𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪___𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙇𝙚𝙬𝙞𝙨 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

Thank you to the person that requested <33 !! Unfortunately i lost the request when i accidentally posted this before it was ready, I'm very sorry for that.

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The people around you would describe you as someone strong, dominant, independent and fearless. Yet the last trait wasn't completely true. Would you cut a bitch because they insulted your friend, yes. But would you ever watch a horror movie, no fucking way.

Maybe that's the reason that made sidemen so instent on you participating in the next sidemen sunday. And even when you absolutely hated just hearing the idea, you still couldn't say no. Because you owned Ethan a favor, a big one.

So here you were with Harry, in a horrifying escape room. "Why couldn't there be two teams of four, instead of 3 uneven ones?" You wondered out loud as your eyes scanned the room. You guessed that it was supposed to belong to a crazy scientist of some sort.

"Come on, I'm not that bad" Harry sent you mischievous grin and started looking around the rooms for any clues that could help the two of you.

It had been 30 minutes and the staff was getting annoyed at Harry asking for extra help every 2 minutes. While you were hanging on edge of a panic attack the whole time. But thanks to a lot of experience you easily hid it from Harry.

"That doesn't make any sense Harry!!! WE HAVE TO OPEN THIS CABINET NOT THAT ONE" you explained to the boy who was driving you crazy with his stubbornness. "BUT THAT CODE DOESN'T GO THERE!!!" He responded, still not listening to you.

Not bothering to waste time on arguing you decided to prove that you were right. You gathered the codes from the chemical labels and put them in the right order according to the testing containers on the table.

After you put in the code a 'click' sound signaled that the door had opened. As Harry realized that you were right all along, he admited defeat, "Okay okay, you were right, sorry. Now let's get out of here". You nodded in agreement and pulled the door open.

Were you naive to think that, that was all? Maybe. But that didn't change you and Harry's dissapoinment when there was another part of the escape room in front of you. But the dissapoinment changed to panicked fear real quick after you noticed bunch of old dolls in the next room.

When it came to any kind of horror you were a huge pussy, but dolls were a whole different category that you didn't even have words for. One of your mothers old dolls had scared you for your life when you were little. So when a bunch of old dolls, overwhelming music that made your blood run cold and being stuck in a creepy room were all combined, you just couldn't hide your fear anymore.

Harry stepped into the next room and let out a tired sigh. "You coming?" he turned around after he didn't hear you following him, but the expression on your face made him feel actual fear. "Hey, are-are you okay?" He stepped closer to you and gently grabbed your hand. "I fucking hate dolls" you whispered out as you started breathing heavier and heavier with every moment.

His mind crashed as he didn't know what to do. Harry wrapped his hand around you and said, "They're not going to hurt you". You were suprised, you had been sure that he'd make fun of you. But here he was, actually being concerned and trying to comfort you. "Not over my dead body that is" he added, trying to cheer you up. It didn't quite work as your whole body was shaking and tears streamed down your cheeks.

Suddenly the exit door was opened from the outside and 2 members of the staff came in. "Are you okay Miss?" One of them asked in an anxious tone. You gave her a hesitant nod, but she could tell from your face that, that wasn't true. "Let's get you out of here" Harry whispered to you and led you out of the room.

"I saw from the cameras that she looked extremely troubled so i needed to check up on you guys", the woman explained as the other staff had already went somewhere else. Harry nodded at her and thanked her. After the woman had left, leaving the two of you alone in the lounge he turned to you again.

"Sorry for this. I told the guys it wouldn't be a good idea for a video, but well.. They thought otherwise" he talked, but you were still scared even when you weren't in the room anymore. The place had shaken you up pretty badly and you felt totally frozen. You could only cry as Harry held you in his arms and tried to calm you down.

The others took some time to finish with their rooms. Luckily for you it was enough time to get yourself somewhat stable. And after some waiting they stepped into the lounge and approached the grey couches that you and Harry were sitting on.

"Sorry for that Y/N" Ethan said and sat next to you. "Nah, it's okay. Now you can add 'gone wrong' to the title" you gave him a light smile, waiting with Harry had really calmed you down. The rest of the guys giggled at your comment and felt relieved that you weren't mad at them for dragging you here.

All of you started walking to JJ's and Simon's apartment since it was surprisingly only a few minutes away. Harry and you walked behind the others. "Thanks for helping me back there" you looked at him with a smile. "Yeah, no problem. You would've done the same" he mirrored your smile.

"You're not wrong" you agree with the boy next to you. You didn't like to be scared, but the way Harry treated you back there would linger in your and his mind for a few days, atleast.

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I got Josh's and Simon's platonic headcanons for the 8th member of sidemen au almost ready.

Just popping in to see if your alright, you've been gone for a bit, so I wanted to check in. Hope you are.

Take care and drink water.

Thank you for the kind words <3

School has been quite hectic for more than the past month and my personal life just keeps throwing me stuff to mentally deal with. But I am fine, just unable to find the motivation to write.

Hey it’s nice to see you back after a really long time :)

I was either ❄️-anon or 👻-anon can’t remember. But have fun writing m8

Hello again ❄ anon, it's very nice to be back aswell :D !! Thank you, I've already had lots of fun!

big oof, you're one of the people that inspired me to write smut so good luck hun

It really is a big oof. I guess the months i didn't write took a little bit of a toll, but i didn't have it mentally in me to start writing right after my blog got taken down.

Aww, that's so sweet. I'm glad, cause you're fics hit different 💯.

hiya! it’s 🐝 anon! how was your holiday? i’m currently on holiday now and it’s ok i would just rather be home. anyways hope your well! - 🐝 anon

Hi! My holiday was very fun, the shopaholic in me went crazy and bought 57 items of clothing and such, but thank you for asking :)

Being on a vacation like that sucks. Last summer i was on a month long trip that i didn't wanna be on and i cried like 1/3 of the time lol. So i know what you're feeling rn, but i hope it gets better for you !!

please im so starving does anyone know any writers who write sub yanderes huhuhough

I really want to start making gif imagines, because i love them myself and i don't have it in me to write fics at the moment. Would you guys want some gif imagines???

this isn’t an request, you’re just my favorite creator rn and i really need to rant to someone who doesn’t know me lol.

for several months i’ve been trying to get my older brother to hang out with me ( sounds stupid I know) but he always comes up with these excuses, and as the stupid person that i am, i thought i could buy him into hanging out with me, like buying him gifts etc even though I’m broke.

Recently he complained ab how he wanted to buy this computer for 700€ and i thought, ‘that’s the same amount in my saving account’. So i bought him the computer and he didn’t say thank you or even acknowledged what i did? And now my very important savings are gone because i’m stupid and such a people’s pleaser.

I guess it kinda hit me that maybe he doesn’t love me, and that i should’ve given up a while ago.

I'm so sorry that he's been and continuing to be such a douche to you. He didn't obviously deserve your savings, but that's done now and we should just leave it behind us :).

It's totally normal that you can't have a perfect relationship with everyone. And even tho it sucks when this applies to you and ur brother, you should let it go for good. It's not as easy in theory for sure, but he doesn't deserve ur time or sadness.

This is a complicated situation and i really don't know how to help you. But i hope talking about it made you feel atleast a little better <3