Hiiii! Sorry That I Disappeared, I’m Finally Home And Feeling So Much Happier. Hope Your Doing Well

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I got Josh's and Simon's platonic headcanons for the 8th member of sidemen au almost ready.

I’ve been checking almost every day for more that 3 weeks to see if u uploaded I love ur hc’s💕

This is one of the nicest thing anyone has said to me 🥲.

I am extremely glad that you like them so much, but at the same time I am sorry for being so inactive, not posting for such a long time.

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𝐓𝐨𝐛𝐢 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 (𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧)

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Warning: not proofread

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Tobi is most of all a protective and a doting yandere.

He is always worried for your safety and well-being. The need to make sure that you are sheltered and content never leaves his mind. The worry burns him, makes his heartstrings twist and core feel like it's turning in on itself.

safe. safe. SAFE. you need to be safe. nothing can happen to you. nothing WILL happen to you. He has to make sure of it.

His big kind heart beats for you and gets erratic when you bless him with just a smile. Knowing that he made that precious sign of happiness appear, that he is making you’re content and protected - that is all he wants.

Tobi’s love for you is like a soft pillow of appreciation. soft kisses. lit candles that smell like vanilla or cherry blossoms. such sweet words that they make sugar seem bitter. getting fed ripe peaches cut into squares in a heart-shaped bowl. protective embraces. “Don’t worry baby, I will take care of everything”. fresh lavender tulips in the morning, for no special occasion. feeling light, like nothing is bringing you down.

It is certainly odd at first. The intense love and care can sometimes feel suffocating and unreal. Upon seeing your uneasy expression he tries to slow it down, he does try. But at the end of the day Tobi just wants to make you happy and assure your safety. 

Your happiness makes him feel twice the joy, it is almost addicting. 

The relationship dynamic and the flow of everyday life is completely up to you. Want to be completely independent, focus on your career - of course, if it makes you happy. Or do you want to stay at home and just enjoy a true stress-free life - he would be more than delighted to provide that lifestyle for you. He had the funds after all. He will slightly try to convince you to choose the latter option in case he notices you experiencing stress because of your job. But if you deny Tobi will drop the topic and just attempt to make your job easier if possible. Want him to be more affectionate or does it make you uncomfortable - whatever you prefer. Children, marriage, holidays, home - whatever you want. 

If you were to break up with him he would lose his calm. “What did I do please tell me. Did I displease you? I didn’t mean to, I swear.” Tobi would be extremely conflicted, he doesn’t want you to be with him when you don’t want to. But what if someone else can not dote on you as well as he does. What if you will be unhappy, not cared for enough. what if. what if. what if. “Please baby, I will be better. I promise. I swear”. But to be honest I can not see a reason why you would want to break up with him. He could never bring himself to force you into anything so if you are certain Tobi will have no other choice but to accept. But he will still continue taking care of you either from afar or up close. But please don’t do it. It will absolutely destroy him. If you want to be with someone else he will let you if it makes you feel content (he will try to show you that he can make you happier, but what’s new), just don’t leave him please.

The nicknames Tobi would use the most would be ‘honey’ - since he views you as a sweet bliss. or baby- because in his eyes you’re so precious he just wants to baby you.

Pure domestic bliss is his favorite thing to experience with you. Tobi would never limit you from living your life as you please because his heart would shatter if he somehow made you unhappy. But secretly he wishes nothing more than to just spend all days at home, just the two of you. In your own little safe haven where he can be sure you are safe and being treated only in the bestest way possible.

Rather than not seeing red flags he just doesn't mind them. His love is so intense that he lets you do anything, because he can't bring himself to deny you. You could literally punch him and he will be like: "it's okay honey, everything is alright". Not even noticing the pain on his face, he instantly goes to comfort you, worrying what made you feel so frustrated. Rushing to make sure you are alright.

He is so precious I swear to God.

1000/10 would recommend. ‎

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I hope you liked these lil headcanons and that you have a lovely day or night 💝🧸!!!

big oof, you're one of the people that inspired me to write smut so good luck hun

It really is a big oof. I guess the months i didn't write took a little bit of a toll, but i didn't have it mentally in me to start writing right after my blog got taken down.

Aww, that's so sweet. I'm glad, cause you're fics hit different 💯.

I was on a family holiday for a few days and during that time I've gotten some asks. I'm gonna answer them right away, but i just wanted to say that I'm sorry that my answers are gonna be a lil late :(

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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭___𝐕𝐢𝐤𝐤𝐫𝐚𝐦 𝐁𝐚𝐫𝐧 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

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《 From Vik's point of view 》

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We were lying in her bed again. She was under the covers while I layed next to her, on top of the comforter. I yearned to lay with her under the warmth of the soft blanket as well. Most of all I yearned for her touch, feeling her gentle fingertips glaze over my skin.

Our conversation had drifted upon the subject of the future. Something that I was always slightly afraid of because I could never be sure what happens there. But she was afraid as well.

“To be completely honest I do not see myself living in London when I get older. I dream of having a house at home. But at the same time, I would want to keep in good contact with you and the others”

She spoke to me quietly. I could not call her ever mentioning anything of that sort. Part of me hoped that she trusted me more than others. After all, I was the only one who stayed over at her room during the night and whose room she would stay over at from time to time. 

“I do not even know where I would wanna get settled. It seems so far away you know”

I said truthfully. She looked at me and smiled, suddenly I felt the strength to conquer my uncertainty.

“Yeah, I get that. It's the same for me as well, the only thing I know is that I want to be able to go home and stay there one day.”

It was sad to see her long for her home when she was here, away from the place she missed. But it made me wonder, would I, maybe, be able to go home with her? And stay there as she said. 

Gosh, no no no, stop it! I screamed at myself in my head. We were just friends. I was only going to get hurt even more if I continued to entertain the thought of us being something else further on. My brain told me to stop, but my heart desired to keep on wishing. With chaos in my mind, I let out a sigh without noticing.

“Everything okay?”

Y/n asked me with a droplet of concern on her face. But I just shook my head. As we started to talk about a new film we both wanted to go see in the cinemas instead, a thought tortured me in the back of my mind.

What will happen when we move out of the Sidemen house in the future? When we do not live together anymore? Will she drift away from me or worst of all, return home and forget me?

Without acknowledging it she lightly laced her fingers with mine. After letting out a short gasp I weakly squeezed her hand that was now in mine. The small affection made my heart beat crazy and my chest sting. 

Squeezing my hand back she gifted me a blindingly bright smile that I could not bring myself to not mirror. Whatever would happen in the future would happen then, devastating or wonderful, all that really mattered was right now.

my y/n.

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Hope you liked this little drabble and that you have an enchanting day or night 🍂!!

I am sorry, but unfortunately i am not familiar with him therefore i can not really write for him. Hope that is okay :)

!!! NEW ACCOUNT ALLERT !!!

I used to be @gohuhustuff but my account got banned so yeah…

Anyways ill be writing imagines for:

Sidemen

Arthur TV

Alex Elmslie

George Clarkey

I’ll be writing fluff, angst, yandere and smut (strictly dom!reader)

So yeah, send me a request if you wish :D !!!

ArthurTV is such a pretty boy! I adore him, would it be possible to get general dating hcs for him?

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𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐀𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐓𝐕 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬

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Could be read as 8thsidemen!reader or not.

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First briefly meeting Arthur through mutual friends

Actually hanging out for the first time whilst filming Chip’s Pub Golf video. Since Arthur had been taking too many Ls in his teammate's eyes, Chip gave you a task to highlight it. “If he wants to act like a clown then he can look like a clown” The little gremlin laughed and handed you a box of face paint markers. 

“Why me”

“Because your artistic and all that”

As Arthur sat there, hoping that you won’t make him look downright atrocious. You chuckled: “Your face is so pretty I don’t wanna ruin it”. Suddenly Arthur looked like a dear in headlights, cheeks bright red and voice struggling to escape his throat to form a proper sentence. And whilst others laughed at him he mumbled a very delayed “Thank you”.

‘11:28 have i missed a chapter?’

‘11:29 never thought i would wanna be ArthurTV this bad’

‘11:32’ why does Harry look so angry here lmao’

And along with the youtube comments , Twitter decided to have a field day as well.

After the filming itself ended the group continued to drink the night away. During the casual conversations the fact that you had never been to the British National Museum. “Oh Really?”, Arthur asked. “Yeah, I do not wanna go alone, but none of this lot will go with me”, you referred to the others around you. Upon hearing that Chip felt the need to try to play matchmaker. “Don’t worry, Arthur will be glad to take you” he slurred, voice a bit off from being peppered. 

“Um, I mean”

“I wouldn’t mind”

"Really?"

“Mhm, if you want to I’m free this Saturday”

That was an offer Arthur would have never in his life turned down. So after exchanging contacts that night the two of you met up in front of the museum on the Saturday of that week. 

Even though there was no certain label to the outing it felt exciting. Besides his name and some other surface information, you didn’t really know him and vice versa. (he might’ve lied a bit abt that, turns out that frequently watching your videos made him more familiar with you than he actually let on).

In between talking about the exhibitions the pair of you got the chance to chat about individual and mutual interests, life before youtube along with your shared profession, and the pros and cons that came along with it.

Despite you wishing for the opposite, Arthur and you got spotted by fans on that day. And it did not take long for pictures and clips of the two of you walking around the museum to be leaked online. 

And of course, Chip had to jump on it as well on the next Fellas podcast. “All I am saying is that I should get recognition for this one. Mate, I basically set the thing up for Arthur”

Him explaining chess to you and attempting to get you hooked on chess TikTok.

Contemplating getting a hamster together (rip Plato, you didn’t even get a funeral from Calfreezy 😣)

Hope you like nature documentaries cause you are gonna be getting just the commentary without the video material for bedtime stories.

After making it official you gave up trying to hide the relationship since it was already getting documented as well and often as Paul Breach.

Still liking to keep your private life to yourself there wouldn’t be an extra vid like the bf tag or something like that. One day Arthur would just appear on your vlog to the enjoyment of the viewers. 

So entertaining on the vlogs does your job for you.

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Hope u enjoyed these headcanons and that you have a good day or night 🌇!!

I still get suprised when I realize that not all ppl live in their heads + just exist in reality and are completely disconnected from it. Like how do you do that? How do you get by with only having reality going for you. Cause if I only lived in reality I would've killed myself by the age of 10 atleast.