Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Lockwood & Co. - Jonathan Stroud, Lockwood & Co. (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Lucy Carlyle/Anthony Lockwood, Anthony Lockwood & Jessica Lockwood, Anthony Lockwood & Gravedigger Sykes, George Cubbins | George Karim & Anthony Lockwood, Anthony Lockwood & Holly Munro Characters: Anthony Lockwood, Jessica Lockwood, Gravedigger Sykes, George Cubbins | George Karim, Lucy Carlyle, Holly Munro Additional Tags: POV Anthony Lockwood, Lockwood's Tragic Past, Panic Attacks, Vague Suicidal Thoughts/Intention, (its Lockwood so), Depressed Anthony Lockwood, Anthony Lockwood Has Trauma, Anthony Lockwood Needs Therapy, Post-Book 05: The Empty Grave (Lockwood & Co.), Lucy Carlyle Loves Anthony Lockwood, Anthony Lockwood Loves Lucy Carlyle, One Shot, Stream of Consciousness
Summary:
Today marked 8 years to the day since Jessica had died. 8 years, 2922 days, 70,800 hours.
Not that Lockwood is counting.
or, Lockwood’s tragic past
it appears someone did !!
with next to normal/jack wolfe blowing up… should we seriously make a new shadow and bone petition? i’d do anything for jack wolfe as wylan again…
The part I appreciate the most in the Lockwood and Co show is how it handles depression and suicidal thoughts in teenagers. As a theme, it’s not often (ever) done well. Lockwood and Co is the only story I can think of that depicts it in a nuanced, realistic, non-romanticized way
but first, before I get into it: [if you’re in crisis or need someone to talk to and don’t want to/can’t use your national hotline, highly recommend Samaritans, genuinely saved my life] okay, let’s go
Lockwood is the most obvious, with his general disregard for his own life and admitted suicidal ideation. Lucy struggles with her self-worth and the intensity of the emotions she’s subjected to. George worries that he doesn’t belong, that there’s something useless or wrong about him. The show depicts these thoughts and feelings in a way that isn’t overblown or dramatized, it’s all but casual. Which is how it happens. Depression or suicidal thoughts don’t crash into you all at once, they creep into your life without you noticing
But more importantly (and again, something I’ve never seen anywhere else), the show also offers counterpoints to those thoughts and feelings. It shows that there is a way out, even though you may feel trapped and hopeless. This is crucial for the show’s target demographic. Bad media depictions of depression or suicide get internalized, contribute to the stigma, and make it harder for people to ask for help. This show doesn’t do that. This show tells its audience that, yes, things are scary and painful and it fucking sucks, but it’s not hopeless. And it says it so well
In the second episode, when Lucy wants to quit, she admits something that I’m almost certain she’s never told anyone
“sometimes I just think I’d be better off dead”
And when I watched this the first time, I expected Lockwood to react the way I’ve seen people react in my own life; with silence or panic or downright dismissal. But he didn’t. He stays calm and he says something that is so so important to hear when you’re struggling under the weight of feelings like this
“I understand that”
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timeline freaking out over jack wolfe and cursing netflix for cancelling shadow and bone we're so back gays
Premise: Viggo slowly becoming afraid of Hiccup. Not because of his skill or his intellect or Toothless, but because Hiccup is resilient as hell.
Because, despite everything Viggo tries, all the physical and emotional torture, he's still standing. Still stubbornly defiant. Still alive and still snarling at Viggo with rage and determination in his emerald colored eyes.
And slowly, Viggo becomes afraid. Because no normal person should be able to withstand even half of what he's had done to Hiccup. No normal person should be able to endure the trauma Hiccup has and still, mostly, act like nothing happened.
No normal person should be able to talk to dragons like they're friends. No normal person should be able to ride a night fury, to endure the whiplash and wind and the physical strain, and still be steady enough to fight seconds after dismounting.
Viggo slowly realizing Hiccup, truly, is no normal person. And that scares him, because now he doesn't know what he can do to actually win. Short of outright killing Hiccup, which would only get the rest of Berk on his ass, Viggo, for once, is lost. For once, Viggo doesn't have a plan.
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We deserved to see Jesper shoot Jan Van Eck
Portland Row is my home. You and George.
i can’t believe we had jack wolfe as wylan van eck and netflix fumbled that. like. JACK WOLFE.
THE WAY HE LATCHED ONTO GEORGE IN THE FIRST GIF IM WEAK
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say what you will about leigh bardugo's worldbuilding choices but "guy who's hiding his superpowers is so constantly understimulated he developed a gambling addiction to cope" is fucking brilliant actually