Finally Am 🌙🖤🌚🌝

Man, I'm a lucky ass witchbitch.

Fate memes well

Or at least she tries

#someland #somedon't #i will still think I'm hilarious #tomyaudienceof1🥹

#population: ME ☣️☢️⚠️

#iseeyou #andfeelscene #warninglabelswerepeeling

#rubbedthembackon4u

#urwelcome

#generouskweeng

On the new Fateblr domain

If you're going to waste money anyways, may as well ball on a budget.

I know it feels like it's too late to finally start spoiling your heart and soul because they were abused from a young age - they're learning to love themselves and each other all over again.

Even though the rescue was recent, it was well overdue.

Everyone let me down. But the best part is FINALLY-JESUS-IT-TOOK-SO-LONG-TO-GET-HERE-BUT-WOW-WHAT-A-VIEW

She a beaut 🌜🌚🌛 Congratulations on your new safehouse! You have unlocked a save point and continue from here in the future when you think you DIED.

You may want to think about what you did wrong on the last level so you don't almost fuck it up for your team (member: 1 + domino) and because you really want to do better even though high scores suck anyways and mean nothing to you because now you don't have to deal with

Probably the best thing to start investing in

Also putting this here because you said you wouldn't read it and I have so many things I want to say to you out loud but I can't so the internet is as loud as I can get without saying anything to you directly.

If you do read any of this, know that you do it knowing full well that you told me that you will refuse to participate or be in any of my work or my art moving forward especially If it had to do with recording you.

Because people would understand why you were also confused as to why I didn't see who you really were?

Because I can clock every humans, passions, insecurities, fears and loves and indifference most, within 5 minutes of meeting them because I can repeat people like a book.

And people are transparent like atoms so it either feels like light reading or an audiobook iTune out of.

You hardly know it's there. But it's buzzing in your ear telling you these horrible stories anyways. But also saying how much you love these horrible stories and that's why you're sharing them because you are a horror fan bitch and you know it. And that will get you through the next little while and make you even funnier to yourself. Because you always know how to pull back on references and do callbacks.

It's not your fault. You're big. Picture is a magic eye photo made of tiny little things. Where are you supposed to squint and look at a certain wind? Make really stupid faces to figure it out. But it's still fun and you end up laughing cuz once you do figure it out you realize how cool it is.

My brother made fun of me for not doing it when I was around 6 years old. Because it was something my dad and him enjoyed doing together so much, and he always act like he enjoyed keeping that secret relationship and treat with my dad which really bothered me.

He would also tell me that my mom wasn't my own mom and was only his mom and it would make me cry so hard that I would scream and turn around and we used to laugh at it when we got older but.

Just like every nanosecond has context. Even if you can't see it, I can. And when I'm calling you out it's not because I care about you, but more because I care about you enough to tell the truth. And for the people who I don't talk to, that should be your answer right there.

I'm showing off how much I can write here if I'm inspired, and I'm actually looking forward to moving on to something else cuz I have so many other things I want to think about before this happened.

Adios

When I write as fast as I post them in the now what I see gorgeous stream of crazy conscious thought with subconscious neurons firing at F1 racing speed, cuz I guess I do need to drive to survive. You need a drive to survive because you know you don't have one. And that's pretty fucking sad guys. But not as sad as I feel right now for what you did to us.

I am sitting outside and writing. Finally. Is it a sitting outside and smoking my lungs out and during myself to jump?.

Sorry that was out of your depth. Can't imagine how difficult this new version of me must be

I truly hope you don't read any of this because I am speaking in anger, though it is currently my truth and exactly how I feel because like I said, it's all streams of thought that happened very fast. The fact that people can keep up with my messages when I'm voice typing them and they're reading them whenever they can, goes to show that not everyone communicates the same way. We need to be more understanding when people feel like they've discovered better ways of feeling like themselves in the world instead of hiding themselves to pretend like they're like every fucking person. The autistic kids always taught me more than I could have ever taught them, because I could never speak as quickly as they could in the little subtle movements and layers of behaviors that we fought every day to understand and supposedly fix so they could fit into.

I always saw the beauty in them like a lot of other people didn't. I always always one of the people who stayed late and came early. Not because I was getting paid for it because I damn sure wasn't. Even though it was a good work and work for every fucking supervisor and that company for 5 years and then never managed even get above them even though I could have done at least a few of their jobs better if not least not as bad. Or as bad. Whichever one is not as painful for you because I'm not trying to be mean, this is just how I feel at this moment. And then my change the next moment.

Is why a babble, because I know when I say something wrong and I can edit and change myself immediately. So my fault you have to type it out and then read it over 500 times to cash the edits. I make 500 times in a millisecond as the words tumble out of my mouth like diarrhea.

But this one I'm proud of. All poop is valid.

On controversy

hot takes + fate = hot fates = you cannot cancel me because in my head when I hear hot fates, I think:

hot fate's hot takes name commissions now open. i'm sure you're tempted but don't worry, i'm doing my best to HONKHONKules my way out of this hole.

Glad you're here now though so we can all sit in the hole together! WHICH IS WAY MORE FUN BECAUSE MISERY LOVES IT.

I know when I'm stinky

People call you a smelly cat

And what I'm feeding you (because you heard that I sucked and just wanted to check in)

And I said that I only do things that make you happy even when I just wanna SCREAM

But I don't, because unlike you and everybody else with all of your letters and degrees and diplomas, of which I have a few myself. They are no longer the armor I wear when I present myself. Because what I have now is way better than anything anyone else could have ever taught me

I used to think I couldn't say that I went to the school of hard knocks, but I think almost going to the brim and then sometimes coming back is still worth talking about.

At the end of the day, it's obviously working for him (and fortunately for me too!) #winsum#dimsum

Because he's not only my soul cat-e and shadow,

But he's the cutie idiot that wakes me up purring to see me. Not for food maybe like your pet(s), but because my simple existence brings him so much joy that it literally pours out of him like my sweat, tears and words.

Cos he knows I love sitting in the sun as much as him

But cos he knows we're always #better together

#animal magnetism #samesame #butdifferent #strongertogether