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WHAT DO YOU MEAN ATSUSHI IS AKUTAGAWA'S REASON TO LIVE???? THAT ATSUSHI IS THE ONE TO REPLACE DAZAI IN A SPACE THAT IMPORTANT IN AKUTAGAWA'S HEART?????? IM SORRY???????

Concept: I love the idea that Atsushi has a lot medial knowledge because of Shibusawa.

But that the majority of it is just outdated medical malpractice.

Because let’s be real here Atsushi was tortured and nothing he went through followed any kind of ethics.

But he doesn’t know that and he’s so well meaning about it.

Which kinda makes it all the more concerning when Atsushi politely asks if Kunikida if can borrow a taser because he has a headache.

Yosano takes him under her wing and is determined to teach him basic first aid among other things.

She gently but firmly tries to usher Atsushi away from his more… archaic views on healthcare.

They all have to grit their teeth and smile when Atsushi learns what a painkiller is. And remarks wow that’s so much easier than knocking myself out and hoping for the best.

Yosano tells herself the next time Mori tries anything she’s going to make him listen to Atsushi not know that what disinfecting wounds means.

The man may be the worst but he’s a professional doctor and it would break his mind.

Akutagawa:

Concept: I just picture Atsushi fading away with him singing the Old therebefore song from the Ballad of Songbirds and snakes.

To Fyodor it’s this act of defiance in a move that already ruins his plans.

To Akutagawa though he knows what that song even if he can’t yet recall the person singing it.

And it fills him with dread.

Because it’s a funeral song.

It’s the song his sister sang the day they lost their friends in the slums that day. That day that began it all.

It’s the song Atsushi heard from the tree he hid behind to watch the funeral for the man he just saved.

Fyodor doesn’t know the signifance and yet Akutagawa feels it hit him like a train.

That it’s Atsushi.

That it’s Atsushi very well aware he might die.

And yet he carries on singing until his mouth is gone.

And yet he stares at them until the light in his eyes fades.

Because there’s a chance this isn’t the end.

You’re headed to heaven

That sweet old hereafter

And I’ve got one foot in the door

But before I can fly up

I’ve got some loose ends to tie up

Right here in the old therebefore

I’ll be along

When I’ve finished my song

When I’ve shut down the band

When I’ve played out my hand

When I’ve paid all my debts

When I have no regrets

Right here in the old therebefore

When nothing is left anymore

All but Akutagawa’s memories and a promise he refuses to break.

And maybe the song doesn’t get a chance to conclude and that’s all the hope Akutagawa clings too.

Seeing your supposedly dead son on the highway

(Still alive guys, enjoy this shit art❤️)

Rooted in my mind

Hc that when Beast Atsushi killed the headmaster he just went silent to a frightening degree and even when he got back to the PM headquarters even when B!Dazai was doling out his punishment he didn't make a single sound stuck in his mind to the point that it actually unnerved Dazai.