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The things going on with Neil and windows make me want to bash my head against a wall

The first scene of the movie where we see Neil and Todd’s room, the one where Charlie, Meeks and Knox introduce themselves to Todd, and where we see for the first time how controlling Neil’s father is over Neil’s life, Neil was in front of a window

And, this was the focus on Neil (and the window behind him) after his father entered

He, very obviously, is not happy, and the focus is not only on his face and reaction, but the background is also a window. A closed window.

Windows look into the outside. Freedom, I would say. The window is closed, Neil doesn’t have freedom.

Which reminds of

There’s this deleted scene of Neil reading his script, sitting in front of a window and looking outside of it. The window is also closed.

The window is closed, but he is looking at the outside through it.

At the start, Neil wasn’t even looking outside the window, he was just in front of it, but now (before the play), he was looking to the outside, even if it was still closed.

Neil is looking at freedom. He wants freedom, he seeks it. At the start, Neil wasn’t even looking for it, convinced than he would never be allowed that and would just follow his father’s wishes and be trapped forever. In that scene, he was looking for freedom. He didn’t have it yet, the window was closed, but he was looking for it. He wanted it, he was willingly to seek it. And he did seek it on the movie, he continued with the play, even if against his father’s words. He wanted the freedom, and he went to get it.

The last shot with a window (than a remember), is this one

The window is open.

There’s an evolution, as we see.

First, closed window, not even looking at the outside (he’s trapped, and doesn’t think that will ever change, so he just succumbed to it), then, closed window but looking at the outside (still trapped, but seeking freedom and willingly to get it, even if he’s going against his father). Now, open window, looking directly at the outside. He has that freedom now, somehow. He can choose what to do with his life. Can choose to continue and go to military school, or end it, by choice, taking his life on his hands.

"I might going to yale.. but.. I- I might not"

he did guys!! 😊😊

one of the biggest mistakes Remus made while being friends with the Marauders is telling them that you can use glasses to start fires

todd, wearing neil’s glasses: how do i look :)

neil: breathtaking love <333

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pitts wearing meeks’ glasses: how do i look :)

meeks: i don’t know you took my fuCKING GLASSES?????????????? I C A N T  S E E 

she improved 🫶

I love you lizzy

if you're not obsessed with anything weird and niche please try harder. stop going outside for a while. consider getting weirder about the things you already like

Newt: You believe me? Thomas: Newt, you’re the last good person on this planet. I‘d believe cartoon birds braided your hair this morning.

Homophobic people are the gayest people

if the poets were on social media what would they get canceled for ?

Petition to make a dps sequel where the dead poets children in the 70s-80s kinda just rock up to the school and become the next generation of dead poets.

The twist is no one dies

Look at me solving child hood trauma :D

Okay, at this serial i'm wathing, took bitch that Carpe Diem in other way. We know it as cute, kind, Dead poets society, lovely thing. But this bitch? He killed people, not because of that Carpe Diem, but he said that when he was about to shoot main charakter and brother of his love. He killed about four people at all. Fuck you, Benoni. Fuck you for killing Léblovi.