The Summer Air Is Turning Chilly, I Heard Your Name Today And My Heart Didn’t Sink. I Think I’m Moving

They hurt me so bad i redownloaded tumblr

Cold, numb acceptance towards the fate that's disposed upon everyone.

Death chases us till we're stuck at a dead end, why are we running?

I carry the weight of my parents mistakes.

It’s so heavy, I just want to make you proud.

It hurts but the pain reminds me I’m alive!!! What is the point of life if you’re not loving and growing!!! I feel so alive and it’s so beautiful!!!

My love is faithful. If I love you now, I’ll love you forever.

I hate that there’s a stranger that walks around with my secrets.

Never again will someone make me feel the way you did.

Never again will someone know me the way you did.

wanting everything and wanting nothing

Loving me is like loving cheap earrings.

They’re pretty and shimmer when you put them under light. You wear them everyday until they start to tarnish, the silver wipes away and leaves a rusty rose gold. They turn your skin green and make your piercing holes black. You love them until you can’t stand to look at them any longer. You love them until you can buy an expensive replica. You love them until you find something better.

Itching to be understood, but craving to runaway without a trace

Yeah, I did want more.

I gave you my whole identity, my life, my time, my trust, my innocence.

I wrote poems, burned cds, took you around the world.

I wanted more from you. I wanted all of you.