“I’m Not A Violent Dog, I Don’t Know Why I Bite” I AM GOING TO RIP MY FACE OFF.

Yeah, I did want more.

I gave you my whole identity, my life, my time, my trust, my innocence.

I wrote poems, burned cds, took you around the world.

I wanted more from you. I wanted all of you.

If the chaos of my life ever settles down, I want a nice house with a big yard, a dog and maybe a few cats. I want to wake up and spend the morning roaming the kitchen in my underwear. I want to spend my days writing and maybe pick up some new hobbies.

I want to fall asleep next to you every night and fall in love with the thought of being alive.

I know your actions came from a place of hurt, but that doesn’t excuse them. I don’t hate you for that, but how could you treat someone you love like that?

You look at me and I feel the sun tracing my lips. You’re selfless and kind. Everything you say holds meaning. You love me and you make me feel loved. So many bad experiences led me to you and every experience was worth it to be able to hold you and love you to the best of my ability. I love you.

wanting everything and wanting nothing

It hurts but the pain reminds me I’m alive!!! What is the point of life if you’re not loving and growing!!! I feel so alive and it’s so beautiful!!!

They hurt me so bad i redownloaded tumblr

I carry the weight of my parents mistakes.

It’s so heavy, I just want to make you proud.

I hate that there’s a stranger that walks around with my secrets.

Never again will someone make me feel the way you did.

Never again will someone know me the way you did.

Cold, numb acceptance towards the fate that's disposed upon everyone.

Death chases us till we're stuck at a dead end, why are we running?