“Why did this post comfort me?” Because it’s comforting. Next.
“Why did I laugh at this?” It was funny. Next.
“Why is that so ominous?” The Blood Keeper seeks us all. Next.
(falls over and cracks my head open) oug,hn shit my alters are escapin g,.,
- 🥀
🧟♂️ for the ask game!
It's me. Even when I mask, I've been told a couple times that I come off as too intimidating but especially if I'm not masking or if I'm triggered in a certain way. Assuming I'm not triggered, I see it more as assertiveness than aggression, but if I don't tone it down a lot, it can be jarring for people who are used to a different vibe.
I'm definitely not viewed that way within my system. None of my systemmates are scared of me anymore. They know I'm not going to do anything that would harm us. For a while now, I've also been functioning as a caretaker for our body and for anyone in my system who needs emotional support. So I think most of them see me as a source of safety, not fear. Took time to get there though.
On this day twenty years ago, Rose Tyler tried to find out more about the mysterious man known as the Doctor by googling "doctor". Iconic shit.
You have to make a fucking commitment that extends beyond your narrow, myopic definition of "normal" or you're going to continue to fail the fascism pop quiz, every fucking time.
You need to be willing to defend shit you find personally unsavory/unappealing/unintelligible. You need to be able to defend the weird porn. You need to defend the incomprehensible art. You need to defend the micro-identities that you think sound made up.
What matters is harm. Actual, tangible, documented harm. Not hypothetical. Not theoretical. Actual harm. If it's not harmful, it should be allowed to exist and anyone who tells you it shouldn't, it's trying to radicalize you. Don't fucking let them.
And if it causes actual harm, commit to actual harm reduction. Specific, tangible actions to minimize the specific, tangible harm. Anything else is propaganda.
I'm begging you to rub two brain cells together and stop platforming fascist talking points under the thinnest veneer of respectability. Your definition of normal doesn't apply to anyone else but yourself. If you're queer, if you're disabled, if you're a minority in any axis, stop fucking licking the boot that wants to crush your throat.
They mean you. When they call for the death of freaks and undesirables. When they want to criminalize anything that threatens children's safety. When they insist they only want to target dangerous perverts and malicious criminals.
They mean you.
Stop fucking helping them!
sometimes being a system is like having a twitch chat in your brain but sometimes its like banging your head against the wall in the dark to find a switch that will send a working-but-very-dim bat signal to the other side of the world and just praying they’ll see it and understand
About me
Co-host. Among other things.
Traumagenic.
Audiophile and art enthusiast.
Terrorpunk.
Anti-psychiatry. Not opposed to uncoerced treatment.
Neutral to all good faith identities. I do mean all.
About my systemmate & this blog
My systemmate follows from dualita and used this as their main blog until April 2025. We changed that because the two of us wanted to follow separate people. I took over this one because I'm more active and I already followed a bunch of people on this account for my side blog. I still post there, but mostly just art reblogs now.
Tagging system
#gen415 - personal
#ref - reference (mostly longer posts)
#for someone - age regression
#sys shit - system related reblogs mostly