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pluto in 1st house/☌ asc

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these women are popular loners. you only have a close circle of people that you trust, but somehow everyone is always up in your business and want to know everything about you.

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you might notice that you scare off men or give them a vibe that you’re not someone to be messed with. men, who are usually disrespectful, might feel threatened by your presence and suddenly act respectful towards you.

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you have a piercing gaze. resting bitch face. dark, exotic and sharp features. magnetic but also threatening aura.

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you might attract obsessive people, stalkers, people who would like to know your every step. people who constantly check your social media. these can be friends, lovers and strangers. but the same thing can be applied to you, when you’re a woman in love.

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you always carry receipts with you. many people have wronged you in your life, but you do not forgive nor forget and tell them off. you have the ability to cut everyone off and move on like nothing happened. this is the power that you hold.

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traumatic experiences have formed you into an independent and powerful women. you hold onto your power and are afraid to lose it.

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hey girl, unclench your jaw and drop your shoulders. I know you’re holding a lot of anxiety in your body due to the things you have experienced, it is hard for you to relax. not only for your body, but also your mind. constantly in fight or flight mode.

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have people told you that they felt an invisible string pulling them closer to you physically or are you not a plutonian woman?

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cold hands and feet all the time. you probably also like the cold, alone time and dark places.

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interest in the occult. the unknown. mysteries. crime. taboo. conspiracies. love for the night, for the sensual things in life, but also for the brutal and extreme things.

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people have probably told you, that they thought you were mean, rude, arrogant or scary before meeting you. they also have high expectations of you, because they see you as someone very powerful.

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you are great with secrets. you do not only keep your own secrets and your next step hidden, but also the ones people trusted you with. because trust plays a big role in your set of values.

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you might bring out the worst in people. or you can just see through them. people who were known as kind and unproblematic, might have shown their dark and rude side to you, but are somehow able to keep their mask on.

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how can you attract people, but at the same time push them away. people have a hard time figuring out if they hate you or love you. and even for you, there is a fine line between hate and love.

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you are passionate and might have known early on what you want to do in your life and who you want to become. though you may go through many transformations in your life, your goals always stay the same.

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probably was an ugly duckling, who transformed into a swan. this transformation has left people in your past speechless and sometimes even jealous.

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you had a phase in your life, where you became your worst self, your shadow self. this could be due to people in your life that had been demonising you constantly without a reason and you decided to finally give them a reason, because they would antagonise you anyways.

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you might have had trouble with authority figures, because you were not ready to give your power away or be overpowered by other people. You go your own way and do not want to be lead.

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there is also extreme stubbornness, because you think your way is the best way and when people don’t support you, you will do it by yourself. and when people forbid you it, you will do it in secret.

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wake up.

wake tf up right now. arent you sick of not feeling how you want to feel??? not looking how you want to look??? not being who you want to be? WAKE UP. stop complaining, stop complaining about not seeing movement about things not going your way etc. its okay to be in unfavourable circumstances, that's not your fault. but you have control. you have the power to change them in an instant. so get up and start acting like the most powerful person in the universe yk why? because YOU ARE. stop being like "oh nooo i'll wait till a full moon i'll do it tomorrow" shut your goofy ass up time isnt an excuse to not have your dream life. so youre here now and you're thinking, "what do i do?" what have you learnt??? AFFIRM AND PERSIST. do what makes you feel fulfilled and trust that you're doing everything right. even if youre doubtful keep persisting.

loass sayings that make it click for me

your subconscious doesn't have eyes.

the 3d is a mirror. your thoughts must move in order for the 3d to move.

manifesting is instant. the moment you decide that it's yours, it is. the 3d has no choice but to conform to your desires.

the only thing stopping you is you.

if you want it, you can have it.

what are you waiting for? start acting like you have everything you want. no limitations!

Mandy Patinkin and Bernadette Peters at Pete’s Tavern in New York.

❤️

“Summertime and Christmas. That’s when I have her. Been that way for seven years. When she’s not in school, she’s with me. Then at the end of the summer I bring her back to her Mom’s house in Florida. Those drop-offs are the worst; I almost miss my flight every time. I wait until the last possible second to call my uber for the airport. I hug her, say goodbye, put my stuff in the car. Then I always gotta come back again and get my last kiss. Always, always. That uber ride sucks. That plane ride sucks. Cause I know I’m not going to see her for a few months. On the wall in my closet we keep track of her height. And every time she comes back, she’s grown like two inches. That’s a lot. That’s a lot I don’t see. But she knows she can call me for whatever, which she does. And whenever she’s here she gets to be the CEO of our lives. She’s not a dictator or anything. But she’s the president. I’m the people. When she says we go, we go. She wants to go to the pool, we go to the pool. She wants to go to the beach, we go to the beach. We came here today for the Juneteenth celebration. Been planning it for two weeks. I’m supposed to be at work today, but I took off early. There’s a bouncy house and face painting and all kinds of good stuff. But she didn’t want to do any of it. We stayed for two minutes. And now we’re back to feeding the animals; same thing we do every day.”

(2/2)  “My mother died on July 6th, 2005.  One day toward the end of her life, we were in the subway together, carrying heavy packages, and I could see she was exhausted.  She turned to me and said: ‘A ganzeh leben is a schlep.’  Which means: ‘All of life is a schlep.’  And for a moment I felt her pain.  I realized I could still love her.  She couldn’t love me, but I could love her.  Despite all the abuse she’d given me, I could feel her pain.  I resurrected this old photo after her death.  She’s with her first husband.  It was weeks before he was taken away. She’s only twenty years old in this picture.  That gorgeous face.  That youth.  How could I possibly hate her the same way?  It’s unfathomable.  Not that she was right to be cruel, but it’s unfathomable what she went through.  I once helped her type a memoir to get reparations from the Germans. At the end of her story, she wrote: ‘It was a life of horror.  Having lost everything and everyone, I’d given up my struggle to live.  And at that time, it would have been easier if they had killed me.  But they didn’t.  So on I went, living in hell.‘”

”The most common way people give up their power is by thinking they don’t have any”

The Power of Pluto👺

Where is your power?

These notes can also be read if you have a planet in your 8th house. So if you have sun in the 8th house you can read the ”sun aspecting pluto” part.

Sun aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in your personality and way of asserting yourself. You give off an aura of power. You are extremely goaldriven and have an almost scary way of getting what you want. You are strategic and calculating. Offending you or looking down on you is not even an option because you will make them pay.

Moon aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in your extreme sensitivity. Being able to feel what others are feeling and thinking to the point of knowing exactly what their next move will be and moving faster than them. You know whos calling only by hearing your phone vibrate without looking at the screen. You even scare yourself sometimes. You sense whos behind you without looking.

Mercury Aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in what you say and what you hear. You observe every little word, every change in tone. Its impossible to lie to you. You know exactly what to say to hurt someone and you know what to say to make someone feel better. People cant sleep because they lie awake thinking about that thing you said to them 10 years ago. Able to make your voice sound deadly serious and even scary.

Venus aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in how desireable you are. People take one look at you and they fall in love. You would never admit it because you hate sounding shallow but you know the power you hold. One look from you can make someone obsessed with you for years. People dont care what it takes to be with you. Your beauty makes people burn with hate. But can they take your beauty away from you? No and that whats make them feel so powerless. They can kick, spit and bite all they want but your beauty and charm stays.

Mars aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in your physical body and how goaldriven you are. Nobody can get in your way. Constantly impoving and becoming better and better. You refuse to stop until you are the best. Winning competition after competition because you are addicted to the feeling. Your determination is dangerous. You are the kind of person who works out until you drop the weights on the floor and falls down.

Ascendant aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in your way of having the upperhand everywhere you go. People cant hold eyecontact with you because you look straight into their soul. Your presence is felt by everyone, even children. You can make a whole room with people quiet. You see someone who want to take that power away from you and you get rid of them before they have the chance to even try. You can command respect from a whole prison full of thugs. You are the kind of person to walk into prison and beat someone up on the first day to show what they have to expect. You are an expert at making people respect you.

Midheaven aspecting Pluto: Your power lies in not being seen. You refuse to let society see or know too much about you. You leave people wondering. You are the kind of person with a twitter account where you only repost others tweets but never write something on your own. You refuse to let them get a taste of you. People know nothing about what goes on in your life and you know why it has to be that way. You know people will sabotage if they know to much. Everyone knows your name but they dont know you.

© 2022 Zeldas Notes

"My life and my creativity is all about learning how to get out of the way." — Bernadette Peters

Reminder that it really doesn’t matter what ways you’re marginalized, if you’re not black you’re just as capable of anti blackness as white cishet people. No amount of “but I’m gay!”, “but I’m trans!”, or “but I’m not white!” changes that.

And being neurodiverse/disabled isn’t an excuse for anti blackness either.